Axel
'Its been a while now..'
Yeah. That little keybearing brat went off to save the world again, killing the members of organization XIII. All of them until there was nothing left and everybody was happy again. The worlds all full of light with just the few remnants of darkness, and life got to go back to how it used to be.
Or so those little brats thought...
You know, you can't really destroy that which doesn't really exist. We nobodies... its like this. We exist... because we don't. But we don't exist, because we do. Got it memorized? There's a little secret though... with being 'killed'? We're 'reborn', and each time we are... we only come back stronger. Its a bitch huh? At least for the brat with the key. I HATE that kid. He's not... all that bad.. but he just ticks me off anymore. Just by thinking about him. He's the one that took him away.
Him.
Roxas... My Roxas.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't know how long it'd been since the kid saved the worlds.. and went back to his own. I'd been watching... from afar. Its just that little bit of hope. That somehow... Sora got what he needed from Roxas.. and maybe.. just maybe, he could have his own life back again? I know that it was what he wanted too. Roxas wanted his life back... he never wanted to have to give up anything for that brat. He'd been happy... and then he'd been used. He'd had no choice... Just when things were good for him.. just when I'd gotten close to having him back... he was gone.
Lately, that bit of hope? Hope that people say we aren't supposed to be able to feel? Its been fueled. I heard this rumor floating about our organization that by now? Sora should and would have gotten what he needed from Roxas. That the kids could each still be whole somehow, but each live their own lives. I could have him back... and that thought runs through my mind every day.
I must've been out of it for a while before I snapped myself back to reality, my own sharp, bright green orbs looking back at me from the glass of my window as I had lost myself in thought, staring out the window of my quarters. It was then that I heard one of those annoying sing-song voices I would've liked to ignore.
"Axel!"
The water manipulating annoyance called to me from behind, clinging to my arm. My eyes turned down to look at the sandy haired nobody, that still clung to my limb, blinking slowly to go with my bored and slightly dazed look. It was one that would've normally been odd to see upon my own features, but as of late? It had grown to be a more normal and expected one. Its just how I am without him.. without Roxas...
Again I had spaced, my mind falling from paying any attention at all to the babbling idiot beside me. It was his rough jerking and annoyed tone as he said my name multiple times getting louder and louder before I finally snapped back to attention. "...What?"
"You weren't listening to a word, were you? Whats with you? You're not yourself anymore." He pouted. "You're no fun anymore." The sandy haired man sighed and let go of my arm as he slunk down on my bed. "Its annoying really... just forget about that kid. He's gone an-"
"-He might not be." I cut in, turning to narrow my eyes at the other. I watched him shrug and sighed. He just didn't get it... and it was annoying. None of them got it... none of them could. Raising my hand to scratch the back of my head, my gloved fingers buried themselves in my fire red locks. "I just wanna know. If I can just know for sure.."
"Then get it over with!" Demyx finally exclaimed with an exasperated sigh. "Its bugging the hell out of most of us to have you mope around here!" He said, now smirking as he stood. He patted the other's shoulder, now grinning and going back to his happy-go-lucky mood. "Just go and answer those questions of yours, alright?" At that he smiled and walked... no... kind of... skipped out of the room.
I couldn't help but blink, my eyes kind of wide at this point. I had to say, I wasn't fully expecting it. I figured he would've gone on and on about how I should just forget him.. Demyx... man.. definitely weird. I felt a smile.. maybe kind of smirk-like, creep onto my own pale lips as my look softened. So he was bugging the other organization members with his 'moping'? I couldn't help but chuckle slightly at the thought of this and then shrug. 'So I should go? I should do it?' With a raise of my gloved hand, I opened a dark portal. 'Now... to Destiny Islands.. to..'
"Roxas.."
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End of Chapter.
Haha. :3 Hope you liked it. I know its not all that long.. and kind of sucks but, I was trying out a few new things.
I'm trying out playing Axel.
2. I'm trying out writing a KH fic.
Yes with later shonen ai/ possible yaoi.
3. I tried out the first person narrative... I don't really like it, but its not all that bad. I'll probably stick with third person from now on. :3 But it was just an experiment. That can't hurt, right?
So anyway, hope you liked it. Please comment/review. I know I didn't play Demyx that well, but.. It was my first time with him too! So.. cut me some slack? x3
I'll have chapter 2 up soon.. I just hope I get some readers on this fic. o.o;