Heyy ppls! Moonlight Serenity here with my second story to post! This will be multi-chaptered, and i hope to update once a week, or once every two weeks! lol. First of all, I'd like to thank all those who reviewed to my oneshot -Hugs- you guyzz are soo awesome! This is actually written thanks to all of you, because i loved the reviews so much i just wanted to write more! But, i had writers block...crap. Well, i forced my way through it, and bam, here ya go! lol. Action, Romance, Make-out sessions, and such heat up in later chapters. Dont worry, there will be tons!

Mariah -smiles cheerfully- : Dont forget the disclaimer!

Disclaimer: I do not own beyblade

Moonlight Serenity: Ta-da!

Mariah: Awesome...have you seen Ray?

Moonlight Serenity: Think he went that way!

Mariah: K, thanx! -Runs off-

Moonlight Serenity: Okie dokie, ready to go! Oh, and yes, i do know the title is a song. Believe me, it has nothing to do with the song, this was just the first title to pop into my head, it might end up changed.

Disclaimer: I do not own the song "Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me" either

Kai: On with the Fic!

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Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me

Chapter One:

Breaking Hearts and Leaving

"Kai, please," She looked up at him with pleading, tearful ruby eyes. Inside, his heart was breaking, he couldn't bear to see her like this, and knowing he was the reason why…but, it was the only way to save her he had concluded. He continued to look down at her, for what might be the very last time. The brunette waited for a reply, prayed for a reply, but got nothing.

"Kai?" She begged as the tears began to fall down her face like crystal rivers. He unrelentingly kept his sharp, harsh gaze upon the pretty girl. Her lip quivered. Every ounce of hope in her body was praying for this not to happen… he could read it in her eyes.

"Hn," Was his only reply as he leant down and grabbed the bag filled with his clothes, belongings, and money. He tossed it over his shoulder. She watched,; it felt as though her heart was failing, her breathing seemed to have completely ceased…but after this, she didn't think she'd ever want to breathe again. He turned sharply and walked towards the door, but paused momentarily as he sensed as though she was about speak. He knew she was going to speak, but he didn't turn, he couldn't bear to see her like this anymore… She held her hands at her sides, clenched into tight fists and shaking, gritted so hard she was sure they would bleed if they weren't already.

"I…I-I don't know what I ever saw in you, Kai," She began, trying to muster up a strong and determined tone, despite the fact her heart was breaking. He couldn't take this. "I-, but I want you to know…" she continued and sniffed her tears and choked back sobs, "To know…" She started again as she tried to control her voice and emotions. The two-tone haired boy was afraid to hear what she was going to say. "That… I loved you…" She finally managed, in a voice just above a whisper. "I love you," She said again turning her head and looking harshly at the floor as though she couldn't stand to see him. Kai's eyes widened slightly. As much as he wanted to turn and run to her…he couldn't. He didn't turn, he didn't tell her he loved her, he didn't take her into his arms and kiss her, kiss all the pain and tears away; instead, he gathered all his strength, situated the backpack better, and walked…he walked out the door, forever. He shut it behind him and leant against it momentarily and listened to her voice one last time. It was still shaken with tears of hurt and pain. He could hear her choking sobs, practically feel her heart wrenching as his own was doing. She said it one last time. "I love you."

His heart was broken, he broke hers…but for her own good… and with that, he couldn't take it, he walked away, beginning a travel through the streets of Japan till he could get to the airport.

In the room of the Dojo where he had left her, Hilary's heart was shattered. It was the most pain she'd felt in her entire life. Her tears came down faster and faster, reigning over her face. She felt disbelief, confusion, hurt, hatred, pain, anger, sadness, and…love. She felt all the wounds of a broken heart. She continued to clench her fists tightly, the blood had gone under her normally clean fingernails…but she couldn't feel the physical pain, only the mental and internal pain. With one last try, with one last ounce of spirit, with one last hope, one last ounce of strength, with one last ounce of energy, she lifted her gaze from the floor and to the ceiling. Her eyes were tightly closed and her hands shook by her side as she cried out with every bit of pain she felt. "KAI!"

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It had all truly begun earlier that June evening…or had it begun the first time they laid eyes upon one another, it was hard to tell.

'Stupid, Kai!' he thought as he walked down the streets of Japan. 'I caused her so much pain. I broke her heart. From the moment I saw her I knew I had fallen in love … I'd known I was in over my head. I tried to be harsh and cold, but she still managed to break through it all… I slacked off… I should've known better.' He thought. 'And now…'

The decision he had come to had been final. He loved Hilary, and to save her from his messed up life and past, he would have to and break her heart and get as far away from her as he could. 'I can't believe I was so stupid!' he yelled at himself mentally. 'I knew if I let her get close, I knew I'd fall even more in love with her, I knew she'd get hurt…but I did it anyway.' His heart wrenched at the thought of her crying face. He'd made a decision and he stuck to it.

He had it all worked out, all perfectly planned. Tonight the rest of his team (Kenny, Max, Ray, and Tyson) were all going out to a party…he of course declined the invitation and Hilary…he asked, told, her to do the same…so she did. That left the two of them that June evening, Kai's stuff all secretly packed and awaiting him to take it all to Russia. He couldn't leave without seeing her one last time and he had to tell her with the two of them alone.

Flash Back

"You wanted to see me, Kai?" Hilary asked, she smiled cheerfully as she stood in the foyer of the Dojo, oblivious to all that was about to take place. Her ruby eyes sparkled happily. Her smile…he loved her smile, he loved her eyes, he loved her…he loved Hilary Tatibana. He knew what he was about to do, he knew that the happiness in her face would change.

"Hilary," He stated stoic and coldly. Her smile instantly disappeared. "I'm leaving."

Earlier that week he and Hilary had gotten closer, much closer. That was really what spun off his decision, the decision that would be so difficult and not to be taken lightly. He and Hilary had secretly started dating the previous week. While they were sitting side-by-side on a cliff watching the sun set in Hilary's favorite spot, one they now shared, she told him that she liked him. He told her he liked her too. Hilary looked Kai in the eye and blushed as he gazed back at her. Slowly, the two had inched their faces closer and closer till their noses brushed lightly against one another's. Then Kai and Hilary closed the remaining distance and Kai captured Hilary's lips. His arms snaked around her waist and hers entwined in his dual hair. They moved closer and deepened the kiss as Kai trailed his tongue on her bottom lip asking for entrance. Hilary's heart spoke for her and her lips parted allowing Kai access to the cavern of her mouth. They battled for dominance. Slowly they leaned backwards so Hilary was lying on top of Kai as they kissed. Finally, the two parted for air, only to stare into the others eyes and bring their hands together as they watched the sunset on the day of their first kiss.

They were going out. The only one informed was Ray. That sunset was the best Kai had ever see/seen. He wouldn't forget it. The whole world seemed to vanish as she leaned against him and he wrapped his arms around her waist. It was perfect. Too perfect… and he felt as though he was too stupid.

"Wh-what?" She asked in alarm.

"I'm leaving." He stated again, coldly.

"But, Kai, why?" She pleaded. "I don't understand."

"I don't expect you too…" He said to himself; the brunette didn't hear it.

"You're kidding right?" Her body began to shake, it felt as though glass had shattered, but it was no glass, it was her heart shattering to piece with all her hopes. He grabbed some of his stuff and she truly began to grasp that he wasn't kidding; her fears had been confirmed. "But, why?" She asked. He didn't answer her. "I don't understand!" She stated once again, her mind was searching for reasons but coming up blanks and it frustrated her. "Answer me!" She yelled. She began to tremble. "Kai, please,"

End Flash Back

Kai looked up to find he had made it to his destination. An hour later he was sitting on a plane.

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Moonlight Serenity: Okay, that was chapter one! The action won't pick up till a little later in the story, mmk? As will more romance instead of musings over romance. So, dont count me out just yet. lol. I've already got a Tyson vs Kai fight written.

Kai: Sweet

Moonlight Serenity: Yup! It's getting late, i better go! Please Review and tell me what you think! Opinions appreciated greatly! Please Dont Flame! Hope you enjoyed!

Kai: Is that even possible?

Moonlight Serenity: Who Knows? Hope it is. BTW, sorry if it was dull and the characters were OOC

Luv ya,

Moonlight Serenity

aka Jess