and I don't know what'll happen
and I pray to gods whose names I forgot
long ago because of you
and the charm you put on me
and I beg beg with words I can't even
say out loud
the fire burns deep inside
cooling everything to a zero ground
I hope it still has sense
I beg myself not to close my eyes
images of our talks your scent
and those meaningful smiles
I need to believe you're still alive