Hey everyone, I'm new here but I this story has been really eating at me! So my friend told me I could post stories on here and here I am. Enjoy!
Music Score for Chapter 1
Vanilla Twilight, Owl City
The Show, Lenka
Clouds
Bella POV. 10 years old.
I never really understood the difference between best friends and lovers until I feel for my best friend, Emmett. Its silly because we grew up together and he is a year older than me. I love Emmett McCarty very much, but he doesn't feel the same way. He loves a girl in his grade, her name is Rosalie. She is so beautiful compared to me, she has blond hair then feels like silk, she has a very big front and she is the most popular girl in middle school, while I'm the quite, bookworm .
Our school is an all-around grade school. So I see Emmett sit with Rosalie everyday at lunch, holding hands while walking down the hall and whispering in her by her locker or his. I always sigh wishing that he would look at me like that, but how can a little 10 year old compare to an 11 year old looking super model.
Anyway, here I am walking back home. Usually would drive me home but I told her and Emmett that my mom had started picking me up. But the real reason was because I couldn't sit in the same car as Rosalie and Emmett. I made that mistake once and I felt invisible, Emmett didn't talk to me at all like he normally did, he just whispered in Rosalie's ear and cuddled with her.
I walked down the dirt path, thinking of Emmett and how much I love him. I finally got to my small white, two story house. I turned the door knob and walked in, looking around to see if I needed to fake a wave and good-bye. But no one was home, I threw my stuff on the ground and ran upstairs to my bedroom and reach under the bed, pulling out my note book. I read over a page's before I found the one I was looking for. I throw the book down before running to my closet. I look through all my dresses before I found the prettiest one. It is a cream color with a flower pattern going on the top of the dress, I pick my cream colored shoes and I lay them on my bed room chair before going downstairs to wait for mommy and daddy.
The next morning
I jump out my bed, and ran to the bathroom, grabbing my blue toothbrush and the toothpaste, I brushed my teeth and washed my face before running back into my room. I picked up the dress and laid it on my bed before going to my dresser. I grabbed a plain white bra and some white panties. I slipped those on before putting on the dress and shoes. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my hair back into a high ponytsil. I put on some lip gloss and some white eye shadow.
I went downstairs, knowing mom and dad had already left for work, I grab my pop tarts, lunch and my back pack. I walk out the door, locking it and following the dirt path to school. I threw my pop tart foil in my back pack and wiped the sides of my mouth before walking into school. We had 10 minutes until school, I threw my back pack in my locker after I grabbed my big blue binder with my school stuff. I walked down the hall to Emmett's locker.
I took a deep breathe and walked up to Emmett. I cleared my throat and he turned around.
"Hey little Bells.' He says smiling at me.
I smile back before I take another deep breathe.
"Emmett I was wondering if maybe...um...you would want to...go out...with me?" I ask nervously.
He looks behind me and his smile gets brighter. I turn around and see Rosalie walking over.
"Hey babe."she says to Emmett before kissing him.
I look down, feeling stupid.
"Um..I'm sorry Bella but Rosalie is already my girlfriend.' He says looking at me, before looking back at Rosalie.
"Um..it's fine. I just did it to see your reaction. I have to get to class, bye." I say before turning my back and walking up the stair. I feel tears well up n my eyes before they spill over, I grab the rail and sit down. Dropping my stuff on the old stairs. I hold my head in my hands and just sob and sob...and sob.
Hey that's it, I didn't want to do a lot if you guys didn't like it. BTW this is just a flash back, getting a little info on a Bella, Emmett. Next chapter if you guys like it will be a 6 year jump. Charlie and Renee do get a divorce and Bella did move away but this story isnt like most. Tell me if I should continue it or not. PM if you have an suggestions or questions thanks very much!