Warning: contains suicide, you have been alerted
A/N: This was for school originally, but I decided to upload it here. It was originally on different language.
Freezing wind slammed on my face as I opened the door of my apartment building's sixth layer's door. The rooftop was empty and the moonlight gave a nice feeling, it was like everything was okay, but everything was not okay. I walked slowly to the deserted roofs edge and just stood there for a while. I could smell someone smoking on their balcony somewhere below me. Down on the street someone saw me and started screaming, soon the street filled with frightened people. I tried to get used to my situation, there's no backing down now. Soon I saw how blue and red lights started to blink. Blue, red, blue, red. The people moved out of the emergency vehicles way and soon a red haired policeman with a megaphone tried to get me to come down. I didn't have reason to live anymore. The love of my life was gone and I had only one way to escape my growing pain. In my mind I could see his beautiful smile and his messy blond hair and for a minute I felt like he had been next to me. Salty flavor invaded my mouth and only then I noticed I was crying. I didn't care about the voices that came from below and I closed my eyes. Finally, I decided it was time. I stepped on emptiness and fell. It seemed to go slow motion and it took forever before I hit the ground. The last thing I saw was his face and then just black.
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