A/N: HEY! It's Willow, and this is my first ever fan fiction story. I'm gonna make this one about Jacob and Leah because it's one of my favorite pairings (besides Leah and Edward). So yeah. So anyways I'd really like it if you would review cause I really want to know what you, (The readers), Think of it. Hope you guys like it!

Chapter 1:

LEAHS POV:

Being dumped by the love of my life for my cousin a few years ago was a slap in the face. Walking in on them fucking on my couch 2 hours after he broke up with me was a kick in the gut. Phasing into a werewolf and killing my father was a stab in the heart, and the icing on the cake was figuring out that my deranged ex-boyfriend was my alpha….great.

But that was 4 agonizing years ago. Sam isn't a pain in the ass anymore cause I'm not a part of his lame ass pack anymore. I joined Jacob's pack cause I was sick and tired of Samuel fucktard Uley's absolute resentment towards me in the pack. He looked and talked to me as if I was some sort of fucking whore that ruined his life. I hated the fact that he acted that way towards me. First he ruined my life, I should be looking at him like the piece of shit he is, and second it made me feel like I was trash, which I am not. I am a human being, a woman, a badass woman if I say so myself, and I have feelings.

When I first started phasing, Sam treated me the worst. He always found an excuse to yell at me, and when I would try to fight back, he would alpha command me to shut up or go home. He would also always find a way to patrol with me so he could always think about him and Emily "making love" as he liked to call it. I call it "The raping of a starfish" cause Emily never looked happy satisfied, she kind of looked pained in a way, and she would always be in a position of a starfish. It was pretty pathetic, but during my first few months I used to cry myself to sleep after patrols.

Anyways, I am now a part of Jacob Black's pack who consisted of Jacob, me, Seth, and Tweedle dumb and tweedle dumber, aka Quil and Embry. They were absolutely ridiculous, but anything is better than that fucktard, Sam. Crap, someone just phased.

'Hey Leah!' Seth's happy-go-lucky voice invaded my mind.

'Hey bro, what's up' I asked him while I was running.

'Mom wants me to tell you that dinner will be ready in 5 minutes and to hurry up' he said.

'Fine I'll be there in a couple minutes'

I phased and changed and ran back home. I got my dress which was hanging on a tree near my house. I walked to the back door, and opened it. "Hey Leah" my mom greeted me. "Hey, I'm going to my room". My mom smiled at my comment… weird. I ascended up the stairs to the hallway and went for my room. I went inside and closed the door. "Hey she-wolf" someone said from the bed. I turned around to a face that I have not seen for a couple months. "Jacob?" I asked, it was a stupid question, but I just couldn't believe he was back. Anyway, this is what happened the day Jacob Black left.

FLASHBACK

"Hey she wolf' Jacob said from behind me.

"Hello oh mighty alpha" I said standing up and turning to him.

"What's up" I continued. His face was expressionless but his eyes had something in them…. I couldn't put my tongue on it.

"I'" he rushed and started walking away from me.

"Jacob Emphriam Black, get your ass back here and explain before I decapitate your arms and feed it to lions" I tried to remain as calm as possible, but my calmness was slipping with every word.

He said that the Cullens are leaving and they are taking him with them because Nessie wanted him to come. Nessie was 2 or 3 now, so she looked around 8. I wasn't going to let him leave without fighting him to stay. I tried everything I could and it just wasn't working, he was so damn persistent. Alas, I gave up and ran to my room and cried.

I cried because of two reasons:

I couldn't handle four boys by myself. And the second…..

I was in love with Jacob Black END FLASHBACK

It was then I realized it, and I knew he would never know. He has the mutant spawn, why would he want me?

I didn't know if I should be happy or mad because he's back. So I just did what was instinctive for me.

"Jacob Black, why the fuck are you here, and in my room?" I angrily said. "All of us came back, and I felt that you were one of the first people to know I'm back" he said. "So, that doesn't give you a right to scare me in my room, I thought you were a rapist." I tried to talk as calmly as possible. "I mean we shared one night together, and then you left. You think-ugh I've gotta go"

I made a beeline for the bathroom and threw up. "Leah! Did you just throw up" Jacob said with panic. "No shit. Help me up." He did as he was told. "Leah, we should take you to Carlisle. He'll find out what's wrong with you."

"But nothing is wrong with me" it was probably something I ate.

"How long have you been throwing up like this?" he asked.

"5 days." Was all I replied.

"Ok I'm taking you." He grabbed me and put me over his shoulder. "Jacob Black, you put me down this instant!" I yelled. "No it's okay." I tried kicking and hitting and screaming, but all three attempts were futile. He got both of us in his car and drove off.

TBC

A/N: So what did ya'll think? I really don't know where I'm going with this, and that's where I need your help. Yes you!

Please please please review and tell me what you thought, you can tell me what I should do in future chapters, likes, dislikes, all that jazz.

I'm also beta less, so my spell and grammar check kinda act like it for now.

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