A/N: alright i am here with my first fic on ! i tbh prefer ao3, thats where all my other stories are but since ive been out of fics to read on ao3 (like literally, ive read almost every style and creek fic), i'm getting into now :) so i was like: why not also publish ur fics here?

i'll pubslih some others too, that are already completed like "breaking up sucks" (idk if u know that one but its my most popular creek fic) ANYWAYS i'll tell u about some ships before hand (bc i hate reading fics which include ships i hate so i'm just giving u a warning):

obviously, the main ship is creek. then follows style, tyde, bunny and candy. (bunny and candy aren't included much, there also tons of other side ships (like dip and gregstophe), but creek/style/tyde are the ones you'll see most here)

enjoy reading :3

(another warning: the rating will go up... like everythings pretty nice and tame and all but then at some point during the end, about two (or three, idk yet) chapters will go to 'E'. are u allowed to publish such ***hardcore smut***? o.o bc the highest rating here is M, but boy, let me tell you the scenes will be more than M. idk a thing about ...)

"Dear Tweek ," Kyle started. " Red Racer was cancelled. I don't know who had the fucking idea to cancel Rad Racer, the best show on earth. We were going to have a ninth season, but no. They had to cancel it. Now I'll never know if the Red Racer and the Green Racer ever meet again. Thanks for nothing, god. "

Kyle laughed and Craig flipped him off. Years later and his habit of flipping people off hasn't died. People just got used to it.

"I'm still fucking pissed," he said.

"They're going to make a movie this year," Clyde adds.

Kyle gasps. "Clyde!"

"What?"

"You know how Craig thinks about that movie. Craig Tucker Rules." Kyle holds up his index finger: "One: Never talk bad about Red Racer. Two: Never talk about the Red Racer movie that's going to come out next year."

"Three: Never talk about Tweek Tweak," Clyde concludes and by now Craig is holding both of his middle fingers up for his friends to see. "Kyle, you broke rule three, though."

"That's different," Kyle replied. "I won a bet and am now allowed to read one of those love letters he's written Tweek like six years ago."

"Seven," Craig corrects him. "And they're not love letters."

"Sure," Kyle nods. "And Clyde is not head over heels for Token."

Clyde blushes and throws a pillow against the redhead's face. "Says the guy who jacks off to Stan!"

"I don't- what?"

"Butters hears you, you know. He told us," Craig explains and Kyle's face is now almost as red as his hair.

"I will fucking kill him," he murmurs.

"That was a joke," Craig says. "But I'm glad we got it clarified. Kyle Broflovski still jacks off to the memory of his former best friend and likes to cry out his name while doing so."

"Better than jacking off to my fake ex boyfriend," Kyle defends himself and Craig gets up from his bed and rips the letter out of Kyle's hands.

"You lost your privilege to read the letter," he says.

"What?"

"Aw, come on, Craig!", Clyde begs. "We want to know what your fourteen year old self had thought!"

"He thought you two are fucking losers." Craig tucks the letter in the pocket of his jacket again.

"Why do I even hang out with you guys?", Kyle mutters under his breath and Craig shrugs. It was weird what college makes out of you. First you have your little quiet group of friends and suddenly you're just left with Clyde and the next thing you know, Kyle and Butters join your group.

Oh, and David, but that was another story.

"Because we both want to read Craig's love letters to Tweek and why he still keeps them after seven years, when he claims he's not in love with him," Clyde explains. He smiles at his best friend and Craig rolls his eyes.

"Clyde, if you want to break another rule, I'm going to break your legs."

His friend pouts. "I'm going to change my rules. Rule One: Don't say I make heart eyes at Token."

"That's impossible, man," Kyle replies. "You are the one who talks about him all the time like you're a teenage girl in love."

He did have a point. Clyde opens his mouth to say something in defense, but just lets it drop. They all knew it was true. Craig wasn't exactly a fan of it either. Especially of Clyde's and Token's late night phone calls that they usually dragged for hours when Craig wants to sleep.

Maybe sharing his room with Clyde had been an awful idea. His other option had been a total stranger, though.

"You also all broke my first rule," Kyle reminds them. The rules had been a stupid idea. Everyone had been allowed to set up three rules for themselves, which the others had to follow. It had happened one time when they played some stupid Truth or Dare game to get drunk.

Kyle really did not want to talk about Stan. Nobody really knows what had happened between them during high school, but after prom everything had changed. The 'super best friends' that had been always together, just broke it off. They just simply stopped being friends, they didn't drift apart like everyone else. No, they just stopped.

Maybe Kenny or David knew what had happened, but it was still a well kept secret. Whatever their fight had been about, it must've been huge, because you don't just stop being the best friend of someone you've known since you were a baby.

He must know, he still had Clyde. Token was on the other side of the country, but they still kept contact and sometimes even skyped. Keeping up with their fourth friend of the group, Jimmy, had been harder though. Maybe it was thanks to Clyde's massive boner for Token that they had been able to still be friends.

"What do you want?", Craig asks.

"The letter." Kyle grins and Craig groans and returns it. It wasn't a big deal, he had chosen the shortest and meaningless letter out of them all.

"Alright, where was I?" Kyle clears his throat. "Cartman thought making fun of it was funny, but I punched him in the face." Kyle winced. "I remember. Craig, did you seriously think this would impress Tweek?"

"Everyone who punched Cartman impressed me back then," Clyde states and Kyle hesitates, before he nods.

"You're right. Tweek probably would've thought you were a hero."

Craig lets himself fall on his bed again and sighs.

"I'm going to go over to Clyde and watch him court Bebe now, so I can laugh. Goodbye, Craig." For a moment there was a silence in the room, before Kyle bursts out laughing.

"You're so mean!", Clyde complains and Craig shrugs. "I really tried, okay?"

"I remember," Craig says. "She ended up dating Kenny then."

"For a week! We ended up in high school though, and I would've stayed with her for years, if she wouldn't have broken up with me!"

Kyle and Craig exchange glances, both of them debating whether or not to bring up the fact that Clyde was gay for their mutual friend Token. In the end Craig just shrugs it off and Kyle hands him back the letter.

It was normal for the three guys to tease each other for their South Park crushes. Sure, it was a little bit different for Kyle, because he seems to be really hurt when somebody mentions his former best friend.

It's kind of an inside joke, how the three of them had turned out gay- or well, in Clyde's case bisexual- and that because of some South Park kid they still have feelings for, even after three years of college. It was also different for Craig.

While Clyde and Kyle are actually in love with Token and Stan, even though they'd never say it, they don't think that Craig is in love with Tweek. They just like to tease him about it, but never think it's anything serious. Probably because Craig hasn't seen Tweek in about seven years, since his family had moved away before ninth grade.

Maybe they were right, maybe it was just a stupid childhood crush Craig was holding on to, because he had no one else. That was basically it, Craig had never fallen in love with anyone or really liked someone, so usually his mind drifts off to his ex boyfriend.

After Tweek had left they had tried to still keep in contact, exchanging letters for almost one year, after they have slowly drifted apart and stopped. Craig hasn't heard of Tweek ever since and his Facebook page doesn't help him out much either. He just sees occasional birthday wishes on Tweek's page, but he's not tagged in any pictures or has any uploaded himself.

Better than Stan, though. He knows that Kyle secretly wishes that Stan had Facebook, just so he could stalk him on that page.

Clyde on the other hand had the most luck out of them three. He and Token had always been good friends during high school, their bond just got stronger in college, which was weird, considering Token lives far away and they haven't seen each other for a long time.

Both of them never really had any feelings for each other in high school. Token had dated Nichole and Clyde had been with Bebe. They had both broken up with their girlfriends afterwards. Well, Bebe had broken up with Clyde during prom. Clyde had been a sobbing drunk mess that night, but that was a lifetime ago. He hasn't been in love with Token back then.

No, it all started when the two of them started texting each other all the time to update the other on their lives. It started off as something casual. Craig texted with Token too, but to be honest, he wasn't really good in texting. He usually forgets to write back or just doesn't feel like it.

Clyde on the other hand had been on his phone all the time just to text Token, smiling every time he got a text from his friend. Then they skyped and it was normal too, sure. Craig joined their Skype conversations from time to time, but he was just Craig. He couldn't exactly be bothered by stuff like that, so that had left Clyde and Token alone all the time.

Somehow Clyde ended up having a big massive crush on Token and they even have a routine now. Good morning texts, good night texts, mandatory one hour phone call, watching a movie together while talking with each other through the phone on the weekend, and more texts. Every time Clyde's phone blinked, he ran as fast as he could to get to it, opened the message and ended up with a big grin on his face.

Even though he had never actually admitted that he was in love with Token, everyone knew. It was Clyde. Clyde's face shows his emotions openly and he doesn't mind that people could read him so easily.

There was a knock on their door and Clyde yelled: "Come in!"

Standing at the door was no one else but Butters Stotch. He was the fourth guy that had ended up at the same college as them from South Park. Butters hadn't changed much, but he was in a much better place now, that he wasn't living with his freaky parents anymore.

"Hi, Butters," Kyle greets him.

"Oh, hey!" Butters holds up his phone. "Guess what Jimmy just did?"

"What?", Clyde asks.

"He got the Pulitzer prize," Kyle suggests sarcastically. Jimmy hadn't gone to college after high school. He had intended to, has had an intern job at a newspaper during their holidays and they ended up offering him a job, so Jimmy had decided to take the job offer and throw off his plans to go to college. Who needed college anyway?

"Oh, geez, that would but great. But no, that's not it."

"Come on, tell me," Craig says.

"He posted on our old Facebook group," Butters replies. "He and Wendy are organizing a class reunion! Isn't that great? I really do miss everyone!"

"A class reunion?", Clyde asks.

"Yeah, during break." Butters smiles widely at them and sits down on Clyde's bed.

Kyle was the first one to bring out his phone to check the event.

"So, he and Wendy are doing that?", Clyde asks.

"Yeah, they're both in New York," Kyle explains. "They even dated for a time."

"No way!", Clyde yells. "Jimmy Valmer and Wendy Testaburger? Somebody shoot me. How do you know?"

Kyle shrugs. "We used to text with each other a little bit. Not much, and it was only like, once a month and stopped after our first year in college. Apparently they had tried to date for two months, before both of them agreed it wasn't right and they broke up."

Craig didn't know about this, but he isn't surprised much. South Park kids will stay South Park kids. You can run away from this town, move to another fucking city or country, but you'll end up getting back. Jimmy and Wendy went all their way to New York and yet still had met up with each other during that time, just because they were South Park kids. It was a special bond between the residents of South Park.

They all had to go through to too much shit for it to not be there. That was the same reason why Craig and Clyde hang out with Kyle and Butters.

"So many people have already said they'll come!" Butters seems to be really excited about it. "Even Gregory and Christophe are going to come!"

Kyle mutters something under his breath and holds his breath.

"What?", Clyde asks.

"Gary is coming," Kyle replies. The guy hates Gary more than anyone else in this world. Craig didn't really hate Gary, it was kind of impossible to hate him. Everyone had tried to, but Gary was a cool guy and there wasn't anything wrong with him at all. Kyle blames Gary sometimes for taking Stan away from him, but everyone knew that it wasn't Gary's fault.

It had actually been David, who had taken Kyle away from Stan. The ‚super best friends' had wanted to go to the same college far away from South Park, when Kyle had started dating David and decided to stay in a college near South Park, because that's where David was going.

Stan on the other hand had followed their plan through and instead of sharing his room with Kyle, he had ended up sharing it with Gary Harrison.

"I told you, everyone was going to be there!", Butters says. "Oh, and Craig?"

"What?" Craig wasn't too interested in this meet up. He'll probably still go, because it was going to be in South Park and he was there during every break anyways. Plus, he did want to see Jimmy and Token again.

Butters seems to be nervous and then suddenly Clyde starts laughing. He was on his phone too, looking at the event page probably. "You won't guess who's going to be there."

"I don't give a fuck," Craig replies.

"Tweek Tweak. Your lover boy is coming too."