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Twilight: New Moon Songfic: Breathe by Taylor Swift

This is Bella telling Edward about when he left.

Bella POV

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

"I had thought we'd be together forever-literally. But then you left. I couldn't get you out of my head."

"Bella, I...I felt the same way."

People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

"People change their minds. But vampires get distracted easily. I thought that's why you left. But after the thing with James, I thought you'd never leave. That you'd want to protect me."

Edward didn't reply, he just looked like he was in pain.

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

"That's all that went through my head for months. Trying to make the pain go away, that's what it took."

"You ended up okay, though."

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie

"I couldn't even listen to music. It hurt too much."

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

"My life was a tragedy. I couldn't do anything. I couldn't be anything."

"I'm sorry, Bella. But do we really have to go through this?"

"You need to know what I went through."

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

"You seemed like you knew it was hard on me. You said it'd be a clean break, but it never is. And for a long time, I had nobody to save me. I knew you so well, I didn't know anything else anymore."

If vampires could cry, Edward would be.

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

"I couldn't breathe. I had to hold my chest together."

Edward POV

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

"I didn't want to hurt you, I thought it was safest. I tried to avoid danger. We're 'people', and it just doesn't alway work. I couldn't let you say anything to stop my leaving."

Bella looked like she was about to cry.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

"I couldn't find an easy way to do it. I told you it was a clean break, that a clean break heals faster, but it wasn't. It never is. I knew you so well, I barely knew my family anymore."

"I felt the same, and you know that."

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

"It's a good thing I don't have to breathe, because I couldn't when you weren't there."

"Me neither."

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

"Every hour, I felt like I was broken. And you didn't know I was upset, too. Which is what you had to think. But I couldn't stop myself from wondering."

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

"We knew it couldn't be easy or simple and that nobody would be able to save us."

She nods, tears streaming down her face.

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

"We could barely breathe."

She is crying too hard to reply. I feel like a murderer-which I guess I am, kind of.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

"I'm so sorry I left you. I didn't want to."

I can tell by the way she looks at me that she believes me.
And that makes it feel better. Less depressing.

Twilight: New Moon Songfic: Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Bella POV

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection

He was perfect. I couldn't stop comparing Jake to him.

Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

I picked Edward. He was the best.

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Jake told me to move on, but I couldn't. So I get second-best, Jake.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you

Even with Jake, I think of him.

What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

I know he would be watching me sleep. I want to be with him.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center

He's better than I'd thought possible.

How do I get better
Once I've had the best

He was perfect, so how do I move on?

You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

Jake told me to move on-to him, basically.

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth

Jake reminded me of him.

He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

I was upset that I was letting Jake do this while I loved him.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

I can't stop thinking of him when I'm with Jake. I want him to be watching me sleep. I want to be with him.

You're the best

He's perfect.

And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go

Why didn't I stop you?

Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

I shouldn't mess with perfection or supernatural. But I am with him and Jake.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you

When I'm with Jake, I think of him.

What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night

What if I was with him?

Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes

I should be looking at him...I want to be looking at him...

Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

If you'd come back, you could just take me with you this time. I want to stay with him, with Edward.