Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. the song here is called "Hurt" and that song is property of Trent Reznor. I love you Trent!
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This story is actually based on something that almost happened to a good friend of mind. Remember Brooke we all love you, and he was a jack ass. And everyone remember suicide is not the answer.
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He hates me. She hates me. They love one another. They want me dead. No one likes me. I'm stupid, jealous, ugly, and unloved. Kikyo had 1,000,000 thoughts running through her head. It's time to die, I have to go, it's the only way to escape the pain of the past.
"I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real"
Kikyo grabbed her knife. How perfect, how small, so innocent. How tempting. The pretty silver blade turns a blood red. She tries to make the pain disappear. But it is only replaced by a new pain. A physical pain, not a mental pain. Not the good pain, not the bad pain.
"the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything"
He is leaving you Kikyo, he hates you. You can never have him. You can never help him, or satisfy him. Your lies won't, and can't help. "Just die" his words rang through her head.
"what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end"
The rush of blood leaving was hurting her was killing her. You can never give him what he wants. The blood was staining her pitch black clothing, pitch black, to match my heart.
"you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt"
why did you lie to him? Why did you make him leave? you deserve too suffer, you deserve to die. He won't care, neither will she. No one cares, that's why you must leave.
"I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end"
Maybe if I die, I will get a second chance to make things right. To live in a time where i don't have to die like this. Light handedness like to the dark. You deserve this. You must die. A pretty girl, with long black hair. Dark eyes, and blood stained clothing. This is what can happen, when you so selfishly turn away.
"if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"
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Inuyasha and Kagome live a happy life, get married and have children, never knowing how much the fucked up someone Else's life, leading to there demise. Consider closely how you treat people, and what you do. You never know how they will react.
