Simon's POV

I was lying in my bed just deep in thought. I have been thinking quite a lot lately. But I wasn't thinking about something. I was thinking about someone. This person has been on my mind all the time. I'm not sure why it is at first but then, I suddenly came to realization that it was because I was in love with this person.

I didn't just love this person, I was in love with this person. I was falling for this person hard. She was my first lover and if we ever do get together, my final lover. I want us to be together forever.

Everything about her was just so perfect. She always was so cute with her glasses on and her shy personality. And the way we both just talk logic with each other. It's like we both can understand each other without having to narrow our words down to make the words easier. We both just click, you know?

I sighed as I turned my head on my right side and started thinking deeply about her. Her beautiful face, her gorgeous eyes and that cute messy bun in her hair. She was just perfect for me.

But I would never tell her that. I just can't. Every time I look at her my cheeks heat up and I stutter on my words. And then she would ask me if I was alright and again I would be struggling to say something! Oh, who am I kidding? A girl like Jeanette would never fall for a nerdy idiot like me.

But Alvin and Theodore told me that before they got together with the girls, they were nervous around them and did exactly what I now do. And Alvin? 'The Great Alvin Seville' had fallen for his ex-rival and worst enemy. That was shocking to hear. But thinking back, they did have something going on between them that made them go out with each other in the first place. They liked each other a lot! And now my big macho brother has got his dream girl.

And Theodore and Eleanor were the two innocent and cute couple that had a, shall we say, playful friendship. But it was obvious Theodore liked her because he would stutter on his words most of the time and shy away when she gets too close to him. I think that's what made Eleanor fall for him in the first place. And now my little innocent sweet brother is with his dream girl.

But me? Nothing. I don't even know if she likes me. Alvin had always said she did but I just don't believe him. I mean, who would like a tall nerdy stick like me?

But come on. A girl like Jeanette goes for me? I don't think so. Jeanette is so beautiful and I'm just so skinny and ugly. There's no way she would go for me. And even if one day she did. I would be surprised because there is no way any girl would like someone like me...unless of course the girl was really desperate.

I hate that about girls. But only some girls. And Jeanette is certainly not one of them. She is just perfect...

Jeanette's POV

I was watching a movie with my sisters. Well, I was supposed to be watching a movie with my sisters. But lately, my mind has been in la la land for a while now. And all I have been thinking about was this person who I have had a huge crush on since the day we first met. But sadly, we are only best friends.

I'm in love with him. I think he is super cute, smart, looks so handsome with his black glasses and I feel like I can actually relate to him. I just can't help but wonder if he feels the same way. Because if he does, not only would that be my dream come true but I would keep him forever and never let him go. I love him so much.

I sighed happily as I thought about him. But I think I sighed a bit too loud because Eleanor and Brittany whipped their heads round to look at me. They looked at me with a look saying 'What's up?'. They knew something was going on with me. They're onto me. I need to make up an excuse quick.

"Umm...I need to go to the bathroom. I think I'm getting a bit sick." I told them as I held my head with my hand and made it look like I was about to collapse.

"Oh no Jeanette. Do you want me to come with you?" Eleanor asked me with concern written on her face and is clearly heard in my voice.

I shook my head smiling weakly at her. "No, no it's fine. I can handle it myself." I assured her.

"Are you sure Jeanette? You don't seem fine." Brittany told me folding her arms and raising her eyebrow at me.

I only turned away from her gaze and nodded. "Yeah. I'm fine. Honest. I just need to go into the bathroom okay?" I told them looking over at the both of them.

They nodded their heads slowly at me before turning their heads back to the TV. I got up from the sofa and made my way to my bedroom. I was so confused right now with my feelings.

Does Simon like me more than a friend? Should I try to talk to him or keep this to myself? Because I doubt he would ever like a nerdy girl like me. All I'm good for is talking logic all the time and doing homework. That's it. Maybe I'm just a boring person and that's why he hasn't shown me a sign that he loves me.

Or could it be that he had and I completely missed it? Oh no! If that's the case then I really need to keep my eyes open just in case.

Well, Brittany and Eleanor always tell me how much Simon is interested in me. But I'm not sure if they're just saying that because we both have so much in common.

But oh, would it be the best moment of my life if he asked me out. I just hope it will be soon.

I sighed to myself shaking my head as I went and laid down on my bed. 'Oh Simon, why do you make me feel like this?'

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