All of the kids sat in the dark gym with constant flashes of lightning as they watched me. Every flash of lightning brought out all of my tattoos covering my arms and neck, the storm was fitting my mood perfectly. Just sitting there. All my thoughts were all on the same subject and that subject was my long lost girlfriend Vanessa. They watched me as I got up off the bleachers.
"Ok so who wants to go in the weight room with me and who wants to play football with " I said as all the girls raised their hand for the weight room and all the guys for football. No surprise there all the girls just wanted to be with me and all the guys just wanted to be with Kelly wonder why. I thought sarcastically as I brought the girls in the weight room aka my office. I personally loved the weight room because of the black walls covered in Falling in Reverse and Black Veil Brides posters, red floor with black scrapes everywhere, my loud metal music blaring through the room, and sometimes just a quiet place to think that's why I chose it to be my office. Today was a depressing day for me it had officially been one year since Vanessa died and Kelly knew that and I'm starting to really really like her. But I shouldn't. Should I? No. I love Vanessa and I can't let her go even if she let me go.
"Ronnie? Hello" she said waving a hand in front of my face.
"Yeah Kelly" I said as I snapped back into reality.
"Ronnie" she sighed as she put her arms around my neck and hugged me and I hugged her back. I broke the hug and looked at her she reminded me so much of Vanessa. I saw the sky clear up and the sun come out "Perfect" I mumbled.
"I'm coming over tonight ok I'm gonna help you through this" she said which made me smile had I started liking her I thought as she walked away. After Kelly left all the girls were staring at us when they should've been lifting 5lb weights.
"Come on girls let's get moving" I shouted over all the girls laughs and giggles. One certain laugh came to mind, my thoughts were broken by a girls voice.
"What should we do next ?" said the girl with her hands on her hips.
"Ummmmm those bike things" I said with a muffled voice hiding tears with my hands that were covering my face.
Then I felt all the girls come over and hug me and said "It's ok" then I started laughing.
"You know I think we should all just go outside and hang out" I said and all the girls screamed with happiness.
Then they all whispered "won't you get in trouble".
"Hey, Hey I don't care" I said and they all gasped then started laughing they knew I hated authority.
"Mr. Radke rules, rules…" they chanted before I interrupted.
I knew I was going to regret this but whatever "You know I really hate call me Ronnie" I said with a huge smile spread across my face as we walked out they continued to chant.
"Ronnie, Ronnie, Ronnie, Ronnie….."
It's 7:59 pm one more minute and it would've been the exact time Vanessa died. I was at home just sitting there staring at the clock I remembered the day she died just like it was yesterday.
"Why is he chasing me" she shouted through the phone gasping for air.
"I don't know" I lied I knew that the man chasing her was a drug dealer that I owed money too.
"Ahhhhhhhh" she screamed as I heard 5 bullet shots go off and someone else pick up the phone.
"Ronnie, Ronnie, Ronnie looks like your all alone now" I heard from the other end of the phone. My thoughts were broken by knocks on the door I got up and answered it.
Kelly ran into my arms and said "Ronnie I want you to be with me forever" and kissed me.
And without control I kissed her back and said "You know I will Kelly".
I popped up out of bed and heard someone's voice "Ronnie? Are you ok?" said Vanessa as I turned to her.
"Yeah I just had the craziest dream".