I don't own Bleach
Him
As I hold you I can't help but think about him
The one I could never seem to hold onto
I know you said you loved me, but…
I can't believe it…because
I had someone say those very same words and
Not mean them. If he did then I wouldn't be here with you
When I try to sleep you are the last thing I think of
But he is what I dream about
I realize he is part of my past
I should focus on you and move on
…But knowing that isn't making it any easier
For now, I'll concentrate on the present and stop picking at the wounds of the past
I will work on you and me but just know
That when you hold me and the tears are falling
They're not for you…
They're for the one who broke my heart, and left you to pick up the pieces