DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND (sux..) T_T
A Diary Of Escape... Or Return?
Dear Dearest Diary,
I have recently turned away from the things I have loved to be with someone, someone who understands my feelings, my pain, and my joys. Now- my unforgotten friends, or who used to be, have come searching for me! And for him. All because we wanted to be away. Away from the living nightmares that haunt us and are set deep uner our skin. I have to figure out a way to free ourselves. What can we do?
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What pain and numbing do I feel somewhere inside me. . . inside where my heart once held a beat, where my heart fell in love and got between my friends and Trent. Where does this all lead in the future?
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We have moved somwhere far from the outskirts of Muskoka, Ontario, Canada. To a small town nearby Lake Michigan in the United States. Trent got a minor cold on the way here, but... Only knowing that WE were in danger. The only person I could trust at this point was Bridgette Green- a girl I met on the island in the summer of 2007. Ironic, that Bridgette's last name was Green.
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This all seemed too far-fetched, even for my ex-friends of mine. They aren't that good at traacking us down. Not unless they have some of the best FBI agents on their side!! Again, too far-fetched. Maybe Harold Caliber? Possibly.. He's too much of a geek and a sap for LeShawna Noell's feelings.
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I just wish- only wish that the girls knew why we chose each other. The heat in our souls that demand that we were destined to be together, and with other hearts intertwined. This is unfair justice!!
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Speaking of unfairness, there's Duncan Winters... the juvenile delinquent sent to the island for probation. It may have seemed like there must've been some kind of connection that we shared on that dreadful island! Never trust someone like him.. He broke my heart!! That... that ~~(tears dropped on the writing- making it illegible)~~STARD!! He cheated on my frahile, yet enduring heart. Stomped on it, ripped it and flicked the shreds to his friends just so they can laugh at me! That was the most upsetting day of my life!
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More stuff about upsetting- Gwen Manson. A One-of-a-kind person. One of the best people you could ever meet.. until that horrible tragedy had happened. I couldn't look at her after she died. Neither could Trent, he must've been -- I can't describe how he must've felt, but I was at his side for a long time, even when I found Duncan MAKING OUT with some RANDOM PROSTITUTE!! Seeing their old photos together at clubs and picnics!
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OMG! People are pounding on my door! I heard several men calling my name. I need to get away again.
Goodbye, Dearest Diary! here are where my thoughts leave me. . . for this moment in time.
~*Courtney Valeri Grey*~