AN: This is my first attempt at a Tokyo Babylon fan fiction. I wasn't really sure how to write what I wanted Seishirou to be thinking. I hope it's in character and not to confusing. Please let me know what you think.
Déjà Vu
The Musings of a Sakurazukamori
I've known the twins since they were very small. Hokuto, always the assertive one worrying about her brother, making sure he was always taken care of, and Subaru, never complaining about his mother hen of a sister. Both worry about each other, which Hokuto often expresses, but I know Subaru worries more about she and I than himself. It's in his nature. But even the most beautiful of people can have the ugliest of fates.
Even if Subaru is a medium, and able to see glimpses of the future, this future, however near, is too far away for him to grasp. Before he realizes, it will be to late. I often wonder that when the time comes, if I will be able to go through with it, but these thoughts are soon replaced with a sense of duty. It was meant to end like this. Every persons destiny, including ours, have been ordained. I have known this fact all my life, and never once have I sat down to think if what I was doing was right, or moral. All those people not knowing when or why, and I doing the deed. It doesn't seem fair. I have the upper hand. But life isn't fair. And for some unknown reason, I sense that there is something not even I know. Maybe my destiny, although decided, is still not clear even to myself. I guess no one is allowed to have the upper hand in cases like this. Even those who can see the future have a chance to stop it. For them, it's usually a fifty fifty chance. It's up to them to decide the future, as we will soon see.
Yes, soon the wheels of fate which have been dormant for so long, will once again turn as the world's fate will be decided.. We must wait for that boy, then we will see who has the upper hand. But until then, living now is all one can do, no matter what the future holds. Fate being put in the hands of only those who know how to use it.
"I'll make you a promise...as long as I'm alive, you won't feel any pain."
"But Seishirou, I don't understand what you're promising me!"
I always feel a sense of déjà vu when making promises that I know I won't keep. I'm always reminded of that one promise I've kept. Since then, my promise has yet to be broken, and until that day, no harm will come to him. Although for a fleeting moment I wonder, will I be the one...to cause his pain? But the thought passes as quickly as it came. Another person's fate now resting in my hands. You are safe now Subaru....my Subaru.
so how was it? r/r please! NeoKyOni