Should I just give up?

I don't know what to do anymore…

I don't know anything…

For once I just want to know what will happen…

I am tired of just guessing all the time…

My life is just full of guesses!,

When will it all stop?!

I love him..

But is he still alive?

I don't know..

All I can is just guess..

I love him with all my heart…

But what is love if they aren't with you?

I don't care where he is…

I don't care If he is dead…

I will always love him..

Nothing could ever change that…

He is the only one there will ever be for me…

The only one I can truly ever love…

I wont accept the fact that he might be dead…

He's not dead!
I am tired of all this guessing!
He's not dead!
I know it!
This is something I now know for a fact..

No more guessing…

All I have to do is find him…

I cant take much more…

every time I think of you..

I cant help but to cry…

Will my tears ever dry up?

Will you ever be hear to catch them?

I hope so…..