I do not own Gurren Lagann
Pain
Cruel torturous pain
When their lips touched
I felt as if my whole world had been swallowed in darkness.
My blood pumped viciously, I could feel my heart hammering in my ears.
A cold cruel stab of betrayal tore a gash through my heart
Wind rushed by
Heat coursing through my body
and then
Darkness
I shot up in bed heaving
Sweat coated every inch of my body
I could taste hot wet tears running down my face
I was crying
Pain
The dream, so vivid it could have been real
It was
It was a memory
A memory constantly reminding me of the love that I could never have.
Anguish
I've had this nightmare every night since then
My own personal hell
That I can never seem to escape from
Darkness
It had been three years since I left to travel the world.
Away from my friends
Away from my memories
Away from her
I tried
I tried so hard to leave the pain behind me
but I never could
Every day I tried to keep myself busy
To be productive
To not think
Thinking hurt
Only to relive the pain
Every God Damn Night
It hurt
But I guess that's okay
As I looked out at the stars
I thought
I'm unsure if I can handle
The PAIN
The ANGUISH
The Darkness
That my mind holds
But its all I have left of her