Title: Him or Me?
Chapter 1: Summer Vacation
Riku sleeps too much, Demyx and Zexion are sexually repressed, and Axel ruins everything.
Couple: SoKu? Or is it RiSo? Hmmm…
Rating/ Warnings: M/ Boy love and/or Sex, Riku's weird past, colorful language, small drug usage (like… miniscule) and my weird writing style! Lol
Note: You know one of the things I love about Socal, besides the close proximity to Disneyland? The warm weather and fun beaches lol And Since it's summer I've decided this Soriku fanfiction will be, at the very least, amusing to write!
This is also a little something for my good friend MagicalLolitaMomo (or Momo as she's known to me 3), who I love being around cuz she's so awesome and cuz whenever I think of Soriku, I think of her XD Enjoy!
Call it intuition but when Riku opened the door of his house at 8 o'clock in the morning to find 3 of his friends with shit eating grins on their faces, or Zexion's equivalent to one, he had the feeling something he didn't want to happen was about to go down.
"Good morning, sleeping beauty." Axel said, in his usual asshole way of saying things. He invited himself inside of Riku's house allowing Zexion and Demyx to follow, all of them easily pushing passed probably because Riku was still half asleep. Saturday mornings were not meant to be woken up at 8 o'clock that was for sure. "Your parents home?"
"If they were, I wouldn't let you in." Riku replied with a scowl. He shut the door once all three boys were inside, trying to fix his long messy hair with one hand, the other working on his shirt, that was more than a little wrinkled.
"Oh yeah."
Riku followed his friends into his large living room and sat down on his couch, allowing his head to fall on the headrest. "Why are you here so early?"
"You do realize it's 8, right? The rest of the world is awake by now." Zexion replied, sitting on the large lounge chair near Riku's own seat. "Why do you sleep till noon anyway, what were you doing last night?"
"Nothing." The sleepy boy answered honestly. He basically stayed up because he could on weekends, and sleep in, was it a crime? That and sometimes video games where to blame. "But I like sleeping."
"Fuck sleeping, listen to me." Axel smirked, plopping down next to Riku and turning the boy so he would get his attention. "Now! You and I both know summer vacation has begun, right?"
2 seconds in this conversation and Riku could already see where it was going. "No, Axel."
"What the hell, I wasn't even finished! Why not!"
"Last time we were there, you fucked up it up! No!" Riku shook his head and leaned back on his arm rest. He just wanted to go to sleep.
"That's not fair! It was a party!"
"Come on, please, Riku!" Great, now Demyx was getting to begging. Riku looked up at Zexion, hoping to find some reason in the boy but instead Zexions grayish eyes looked at him in a pleading way as well.
"Fuck." Riku mumbled. This was a lost cause. Axel, Demyx and Zexion were getting there way, again. "Alright… We'll go down to Destiny Islands… but if you fuck up my dad's beach house again, I'll castrate all of you."
"Calm down, princess." Axel smirked. "We won't ruin anything!"
"Better not…"
But Riku's worries weren't soothed when Axel decided now would be a good time to fling his dirty, old Doc Martins on the coffee table. The silver haired boy sighed. He would usually wonder why these 3 were his closest friends until he realized it was because his brothers where much worse.
Luckily he didn't see them much. His father… well… it wasn't clear to Riku what his father did and sometimes he didn't even want to know, but needless to say, they had money. Enough money for Riku to basically do nothing with his life so he didn't ask too many questions and didn't want to know where his brothers and father where most of the time.
With all this money, however, you had to choose friends carefully and most of the time Axel, Demyx and Zexion never asked him for favors. Except times like now, when they were bored at the only way to fix it was to go to Riku and bug him for something.
But before… before he wasn't all that smart when he picked friends. He found himself in a situation that had him stealing things he didn't need, beating people he didn't even know and buying whatever anyone wanted without so much as a thank you.
Till one day he found himself saying no once and then it went dark… He woke up later in a huge amount of pain, blood dripping from his head and other various cuts. Life was cruel that way, he supposed, but he stood up and walked home.
He never heard from them again, but it wasn't like he was trying to contact them. In fact he was doing his best to stay away, trying to just enjoy the rest of his life with some good friends. But Axel, Zexion and Demyx would do fine as well.
"So, when should we start packing?" Demyx asked excitedly, rummaging through Riku's kitchen. The boy's stomach was endless so Riku had gotten used to his blonde friend always complaining about food and didn't get as annoyed as he used to about it.
"We'll leave this weekend." Riku said, snuggling his head in the pillow he made out of his own arms. "We'll take the train out because I'm not about to bug my dad for more then what's necessary."
"Works for me." Axel grinned. "But Riku? Pack wearable things this time? Last time you were only in pajamas in a bathing suit the whole time!"
"If we're going to the Islands, I'm only swimming and sleeping." He chuckled.
"That's what you do around here anyway. Except without many places to swim, you fill it with sleeping." Zexion said with a small laugh.
Riku shrugged, and motioned to his door. "Well, you got your answer, let me go back to sleep."
The three boys stood up and began towards the door, each one of them excited for the weekend that was coming up. Riku, on the other hand, wasn't all the excited. A whole weekend with his stupid friends would prove more exhausting than he was sure he was willing to handle.
… Well, at least it would be amusing…
"I said train…"
"But I just got it!"
The whine in Axel's voice made Riku's eye twitch. Was he serious? How long had his friend had a license? It couldn't be more than a week! Whose dick did he suck to get a new car in that short amount of time?
"Aw, come on, Riku." Demyx shouted, throwing an arm around his shoulders. "Axel's a good driver. Give him a chance!" The silver haired boy could feel his shoulders slightly crumble under Demyx's weight and he sighed.
The car was obviously new, shiny and big enough to fit all of them and the luggage and Axel was obviously pleased with it, even if it came in a weird dark red color which confused Riku. "Alright, but you better not kill us."
"I won't." Axel chuckled, throwing more things in the back of his brand new car. To be honest it was more like a truck, but Riku wasn't picky. He got in the front seat, leaving the driver side and the back seat open and leaned back, waiting for his friends to fill up the car.
Once they did, Axel's main focus was the radio. He kept pushing buttons until finally the singing voice of Gotou Masafumi filled the car. The silver haired boy inwardly groaned, wondering why Axel only seemed to listen to Asian Kung-Fu Generation, but didn't say anything. At least it was a good band.
"So, how long do we get to stay this time?" Zexion asked, his eyes practically taped to the window as he watched the scenery fly past them.
"My dad didn't give us a specific time… We should be cool for a while though."
"I'm voting for the whole summer!" Axel grinned, his hands hitting the steering wheel softly to the drum beat of the song.
Once they couldn't see his house anymore, Riku felt himself relax. Something about being near his house always made him tense, maybe it was the high expectations of his father or the fact it was so… empty feeling but as soon as he was a safe distance, Riku found himself laughing hard at something stupid Axel just said.
"So, Axel, when are you going to tell him?" Demyx asked from the back seat.
Bluish/green eyes turned to Axel, an thin silver eyebrow raised in confusion. "Tell me what?" He could tell the red head broke out in a sweat.
"Uh… well… T-there's a reason I wanted to go to the Islands besides the sun and stuff… um…" Axel began chuckling nervously and Riku sighed. "I-I met someone who lives out there…"
"…Do I want to know?"
"Well, you'll meet him… tonight…"
The gears were slowly turning in Riku's head. "… why…?"
"He's having a party at his house… and I said we'd go…"
Oh dammit all!
"Are you fucking kidding me, Axel?" Riku sighed. "You did not say you wanted to go to parties all summer!"
"Well he's taking it well." Zexion's sarcastic voice was heard from the back, the comment said off handedly, as if he wasn't completely aware of what he was saying and he just said it to say it. The silver haired boy groaned. He absolutely hated the parties Axel dragged him to. It was always the same scene, too much booze, too much cigarettes smoke, and not enough supply of people for him to make out with.
Riku wasn't usually picky about that short of thing, the only one of his friends who'd still consider a girl, and all of the parties seemed to be lacking in that area, which made the night even more boring for him. Usually, he could confide in Axel - since Demyx and Zexion would end up making out on a couch or something if you get them drunk enough, then they will continue to pretend they aren't totally in love with each other the next morning – but now Axel was going to have someone to be with at this certain party and if all goes well for him, many parties after. Riku, however, would be alone and the 5th wheel.
... well fuck… Alright, time to get serious at this party then I guess… At least this mission would give him more to do that just stand around, bored to tears.
"Come on, Riku. It won't be that bad."
Riku only mumbled in response and reached forward, turning up the volume on the stereo. The rest of the car ride was filled with Axel and Demyx singing along with the music as loud as possible as Zexion chuckled to himself and Riku shook his head, trying not to laugh loudly when the voices would sing so loud, Axel's voice would break.
And hours after listening to the j-rock band, Axel pulled his trunk up to the large house sitting on white sand, the weight of it stretching out across the property, a pouch being the first thing to greet them, a swing hanging on it, facing towards them.
"Home sweet home." Riku almost grinned. If Axel didn't fuck everything up, this would be a pretty good trip. All he had to do was avoid parties at his house. Shivering at the thought, Riku got out of the truck and helped Zexion unload all of the luggage they had while tossing Demyx the keys to open the front door, Axel would have to park his car in the garage under the house once they finished.
As soon as the job was finished, however, Riku wanted to do nothing but collapse on the couch. "Wake me up tomorrow." He muttered and allowed his eyes to slowly shut.
"Oh no, you don't!" Demyx replied with a laugh and pulled at a strand of long, silver hair. "Remember the party?"
"Which is why I should stay here and sleep." Riku replied, opening one eye to glare at the mulleted man.
"AXEL! HE'S RESISTING!"
"God! I'm getting up, dammit!"
The house the party itself was held was a pretty good looking house. It wasn't as big as Riku's, seldom houses where, but it was big enough for even the silver haired man to be impressed. All lights in the house seemed to be on and the music could be heard from down the street, indicating how far along the party was.
When Axel knocked on the door, a short blonde kid opened it with a grin and Riku wasn't even a little surprised. The kid was Axel's type, small, short, and blonde. It was almost sickening.
"Hey!" He greeted, stepping aside to allow the 4 of them into the house. "I'm Roxas." Yelling over the music, he tried to introduce himself, bright blue eyes of his on Axel. "You're Axel right?"
"I am." Riku's friend smirked. "Nice place."
While Roxas replied, Riku watched Zexion and Demyx sneak away and he felt himself need a beer. He left the two lovers, annoyed, and found the kitchen, which was, like the rest of the house, huge and, unlike the rest of the house, was relatively empty besides a few party goers who came into the room to find quiet. Without looking too impressed, he found the alcohol he searched for in the fridge and chugged one of the bottles.
Warmth spread threw out his body and Riku smiled a little reaching for another bottle. The tall man took his time nursing his second drink, however and when he was half way done, the door opened forcefully, allowing two girls to storm into the kitchen.
Riku looked at both of them with interest, the two of them exceptionally pretty and began to think of a way to approach one of them. They were talking softly to each other, but the silver headed man could make out the words 'need a drink' and 'what an asshole'. One of the girls, with pale blonde hair and soft blue eyes, walked towards the fridge and loaded her arms with a few bottles.
In shock, Riku watched her walk back to her companion, a red head with eyes that where almost violet in color, and hand her a few bottles. They turned to leave the kitchen when Riku finally saw his opening. Taking another sip of his beer, he called out to the girls, setting his drink on the table.
They turned simultaneously and the red head smiled at him in a flirtatious way. Off to a good start. "Yeah?" she asked.
"You guys need some help?" Riku offered, his eyes on the large pile of alcohol.
"W-Well, this isn't all for us…" The blonde blushed slightly. In Riku's opinion, she was too fragile. It seemed like she could break any minute and playing protector wasn't something he was really into. "It's for our friend…"
"I'll help you bring them to her." Riku shrugged. "You look like you're struggling."
"Please do!" The red head smiled. While she was pretty as well, she looked at Riku like she wanted to eat him and to be honest, it scared him more then he thought it would. "But she's a he." The giggled girlishly and Riku nearly sighed.
So these girls weren't going to be his target to find someone to spend time with while on this trip. They passed over some bottles to him and the aqua eyed boy followed them into the party, hoping against hope that he wasn't doing all this for nothing.
The two females lead him threw the party to a kid with spikey chestnut hair, poking out in every direction, sitting on a couch by himself, trying to get as much as he could out of the bottle in his hands. When the two came into his line of vision, he seemed to perk up, his blue eyes getting brighter. "Namine! Kairi! You brought more beer!" He chuckled childishly, then his eyes landed on Riku. "And a guy!"
"Oh!" The red head smiled at Riku and looked sheepish. "I didn't get your name."
"Riku." He replied, looking at the brunette. "You?"
"Sora." He grinned and reached for another beer in the blonde's hands and rubbed his face against it. "Thanks, Namine." At least Riku knew who was who out of the two of them. It seemed the blonde was Namine while Kairi was the red head, that that he cared much about them anymore. His eyes were fixated on the silly way Sora smiled.
"How drunk are you, Sora?" Kairi asked, her violet eyes glaring.
Sora had the decency to look hurt as he addressed the red head. "Kaaaaiiiiri, I'm allowed to be drunk today! Come on, leave me alone!"
"Leave you alone? How are we going to get home?" The girl was beginning to steam up and even Riku could tell.
"Just stay here at Roxas's. I am." He chuckled and Namine had to hold onto Kairi to keep her from doing anymore. She pulled Kairi away, hoping to cool her off it seemed and Riku found he was alone with a drunken brunette.
"Mind if I get one of these?" Riku asked, sitting next to Sora as he put the bottles on the table in front of them. Sora shook his head no and handed the tall man one. He could feel blue colored eyes on him as he opened the bottle with the side of the table and tilted it towards his mouth, trying not to return his glaze.
"You're good at that."
Riku set his bottle down and chuckled, looking at Sora with amusement. "Someone has a dirty mind."
"I do not!" The drunken boy snickered and leaned towards him. "I just… I just see things the way I want, I guess."
"Huh… interesting…" Riku took another sip of his drink, enjoying the fuzzy feeling that came after. Maybe I'm drunk… Well… not if I'm aware of it, I guess.
"Not really." Sora smiled. "But… I think you are." His voice dropped a little and it took Riku a moment or two to realize he could hear Sora perfectly over the music. Sora's eyes lowered and Riku felt a shiver run threw him when he noticed the blue eyed boy looking at his lips.
Smiling, Riku lifted his hand and touched Sora's cheek without realizing he did, feeling the soft, smooth skin of his face, his fingers trailing towards his full lips. "I'm not all that interesting." Sora didn't argue with him, nor did he agree. He just sat there, hypnotized by the way Riku moved his fingers, which began to lower themselves on his tanned throat. Then silver haired male leaned closer and pushed his lips against Sora's for a moment and pulled back.
The brunette seemed to snap and suddenly his tanned arms wrapped around Riku and pulled silver haired boy against himself, their mouths crashing together as the brunette straddled him, legs on either sides of his lap, his tongue moving against Riku's in a way that cried for more. Even surprised, Riku welcomed the boy's advances, pulling Sora closer by the side of his shirt, enjoying the feel of Sora's body against his own.
Even if one of them tried to pull away, they could blearily get a breath before the other needed to kiss them again. This was continuous, non-stop because the need for each other was too strong to even think about stopping, each kiss being savored as if their last until finally, Sora didn't seem to be able to get enough air in his body. He pulled away, panting heavily and Riku resorted to kissing down the brunette's neck.
"Hmmm, shit." Sora muttered, hands tangled in silver hair. "I-I have a room here, you know?" his words where slightly slurred, but not even for Riku to catch. "We could… um… go upstairs and-"
Riku kissed him hard again and allowed the boy to slide off his lap and pull his arm quickly, practically running to the room he had. Riku followed him, drinking the remains of his drink and setting it down on the nearest table, eyes watching the way Sora moved his hips as he walked. Hng… his ass is perfect…
Up some stairs and straight to the nearest room, Sora pulled his captive in and shut the door, locking it behind him. Before he had time to turn around, however, Riku had pushed his body against the boy, trapping him against the door, kissing the side of his neck. The brunette trembled, feeling Riku's hardness against his ass as the boy pressed his body closer, beginning to nip at the soft flesh, his hands moving down Sora's body, traveling inside of his shirt.
"Riku…" The brunette gasped, arching into his hands. "Riku… please! Oh god, please! Just take me clothes off already."
The silver haired man chuckled, turning him around quickly so they faced each other. "Eager, aren't we, Sora?"
The brunette smiled childishly at him and pulled down his face, kissing the taller male while simultaneously pushing him towards the bed. Once he got Riku laying down, Sora straddled him once more, hands working to get the shirt of Riku's body. Smirking, Riku allowed him to do so, making no move to help him, aqua eyes amused at the brunette movement. "Feel free to step in at any time and help." He huffed.
Laughing, Riku ached his body enough for Sora to remove his shirt, then laid back down, listening to the gasp the smaller male gave of his name. Small hands touched the chest reveled, eyes hazed with lust as he stared at Riku, pale, perfect skin stretched over slightly noticeable muscles. "You're turn." Riku demanded, watching Sora's expression become more and more unbearable.
The blue eyed male nodded, rolling his hips against the hardness in Riku's pants as he pulled off his shirt, causing the man under him to moan loudly. Once both chests where bear, Sora leaned down, pressing skin against skin, attacking Riku's mouth with want, his hands rubbing against the nipples of the paler man's skin. Moaning, Riku's own hands began to wonder and one ended up unzipping and unbuttoning Sora's pants. "No fair." Sora moaned into Riku's mouth. "Yours off too."
"Yours first." He left no room for argument. Pulling down the pants, Sora helped by kicking them off, so preoccupied with that for a moment he didn't realize Riku hand slipped his hand into the brunettes boxers and grabbed onto his erection.
"Ah! Riku!" Blue eyes widened in shock, then closed quickly, pushing his hips against the hand that wrapped around him. The man under the writhing brunette smiled, eyes focused on Sora's face when he pulled away, unable to keep kissing while he was moaning so loudly. "Hng, Riku… It's so good…"
Moving his hand faster, Riku slipped the fingers of his other hand into the brunette mouth, panting slightly. "Suck… on them… Sora."
Nodding, his tongue wrapped around the pale hands pointer finger and he coated it in saliva, moaning as he did so. Riku groaned and pushed another finger into his mouth, Sora doing the same to that one as well, hands tangled in Riku's hair once more. Three fingers later, Riku let go of the erection in his hands and used that hand to pull down underwear, the coated hand moving to Sora's ass and pushing his fingers inside of him.
"Ah!" Despite the tightness, it was clear to Riku the brunette was used to this. He didn't seem to feel any pain and began moaning harder the more he stretched him. "Ah, yes! Oh… Riku, yes!" pushing his fingers deeper, Riku pressed against the shorter male above him, feeling him suddenly shiver. "Oooooh, Shit! Yes! There, Riku, there."
Instead he pulled his fingers out, making the brunette pout at him as he pulled on his belt. "Wouldn't you rather have this inside of you?" Riku smirked, motioning to the hardness pressing against the other male.
Sora rolled his hips against it, causing Riku to groan and smiled. "Hmm… It does feel bigger than your fingers…"
"Help me get them off."
Sora did, unbuttoning them and pulling them down as he sat up, giving them both room to do so. Once they got the pants off, both attentions were focused on the boxers underneath. "Too much layers." Sora moaned impatiently, pulling other down quickly. Both finally fully naked, Sora smiled down at the man he straddled and grabbed onto Riku's erection, rubbing it softly. "… I don't have any lube…"
"I don't either." Riku admitted heavily, pushing his hips against Sora's hands. "Um… lotion?"
Blue eyes searched the room until he found some on a dresser nearby and grabbed it, pouring a large amount into his hands and sliding it onto Riku's hardened cock. The man's head fell back and loud groaned fell from his mouth, making Sora tremble and want, want, want. "Riku…" Sora muttered softly as he held onto the man in his hands, head spinning with want, lust and alcohol, his body poised over the cock in his hands. "Fuck me hard." Then his body dropped, taking all of Riku inside of him.
"Shit!" Riku cursed, eyes shut tight, hands grasped onto the smaller shoulders. He snapped, rolling them over and pulled out of Sora only to push himself back in creating a hard and fast rhythm from the beginning, kissing the man under him roughly, his arm resting beside Sora's head, holding him up while the other grabbed at the dick between them, rubbing it at the same pace as his hips.
Unable to keep up the kiss anymore, Sora held onto Riku tighter as the man dropped his head against his shoulder. "R-Riku! Ah! Riku, Riku, I'm close!"
Riku grunted in response trusting into his prostate, biting onto the shoulder he rested on. Sora's eyes shut tight and his head fell back as it all became too much. "Oh, oh, oh, yes, oh!" Heat spread threw out his body until he came onto both of their stomachs and aqua eyes shut tight as the male tightened around him.
"Ah, Sora!" With one last thrust into the tanned body, Riku came, moaning long and loud, his body weak as he shot his last load into Sora and collapsed beside him, pulling out of the recovering body. When he was able to think again, Riku noticed everything was still slightly fuzzy. Shaking it off, he pulled the warm body closer and Sora grabbed covers, pulling them over himself and Riku.
Something was off…
Sora opened his eyes slowly, expecting to be in his own bed in his own house not too far from his brothers, where he was having a party, the last time he checked… Wait… he went to the party right? Yeah! He did! He went to the party after… After Tidus…
Maybe he didn't want to be home… If Tidus wasn't willing to admit he was wrong…
Instead of his own room however, he was looking at the room his brother left open for him for any random event. Sitting up a little, he noticed arms were around him, muscular arms at that, and a body was pressed against him from behind. It can't be Tidus, right? Did he come to find me last night?
Curious, Sora turned around slowly as to not wake the person behind him. When he did, his eyes widened in shock, finding he was staring at a pretty, pale face, which was obviously male by the small, hard details it held with long silver hair swept across the forehead, slightly moist. Eyes shut, allowing light colored eyelashes to cause shadows on his cheeks, full mouth open slightly as he breathed in and out evenly.
As he studied the face he suddenly realized… they were both naked… And this wasn't his boyfriend.
Alright! First chapter down! This won't be very long, but it'll be long enough to please one of my best friends hope you like it Momo!