You can find a copy of the song at the following address http://w1.495.telia.com/~u49502208/mp3/Unforgivable-Sinner.mp3
This fic is not one of my best, but it is my first song-fic. Please go easy ;-)
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Unforgivable Sinner
- Background by Steve Chandler
- Lyrics by Lene Marlin
As the rain poured, Jessie looked down at the cowering Giovanni at her feet on his knees. The thunder rocked the sky and the lightening struck objects in the distance. Finally she had tracked him down. She had finally found out the truth about her mother's death. It was time for payback. It was time for revenge.
Kinda lose your sense of time
She had been searching for him for months. James had tracked him down from his sources, so she went by herself. It had been so long, and this was to be so short.
'Cause the days don't matter no more
"It doesn't matter to you does it ? You just go day by day, not caring. But you do." Jessie spoke aloud. She stared down into his eyes. He stared up at her, and into the barrel of the gun pointing at his head.
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried
"Her life was in your hands. You killed her. You pretend that it doesn't matter, but look at you now. Begging for my, and my mothers, forgiveness. Crying and muttering. Praying that I let you go. You can't say now that you don't care.."
Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
"You have dreams, no nightmares about killing her. You loved her, but you killed her. You lied to me, you said she died in an avalanche. But she didn't, did she.."
'Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see
Jessie smiled. "I'm never going to forgive you." Giovanni looked up into Jessie's eyes. There was water in her eyes. He couldn't tell whether it was rain, or if she was crying. He leaned towards the latter.
You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
The rain was pounding down harder now. The clouds covered the sky with its dark mass. The wind swirled around both Giovanni and Jessie, as they both stare at each other.
"No, please ! Don't kill me !" He screamed.
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
"Don't even try it Giovanni." Jessie replied. Her hand shaking.
And now she's up there
Sings like an Angel
"You killed her. A Beautiful goddess..." Giovanni began to shake his head side to side. Shaking, in denial.
But you can't hear those words
"You try to block out all memory of her, of her death. But every time you see me, you see her." He shook his head faster.
"No, no."
And now she's up there
Sings like an Angel
"You killed her, and she's gone"
"NO !"
Unforgivable Sinner
You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
"You constantly regret killing her, but at the same time, glad that you killed her. You battle with your conscience, trying to find answers. But there aren't any."
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame
Jessie brushed the blowing hair out of her face. She shook her head.
"You have always been the centre of evil in this world Giovanni. I'm doing the world a favour. I'm a superhero"
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
"And even now, you're trying to get yourself to either battle or die. Whether you deserve it or not."
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear
"You always hear her last words, her last screams, in your mind. You see her, kneeling before you, begging for her life. As you are now."
You know where you've sent her
"You know what you've done, but you can't comprehend it."
You sure know where you are
"You say you know here you are, but you haven't a clue. You're lost in your own guilt Giovanni.."
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an Angel
"She's dead Giovanni.."
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an Angel
"I'll say it again. Just so you can comprehend. She's dead."
Unforgivable Sinner
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
"You ran from your conscience for a long time. Hoping that it would never find you. It found you, I found you."
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground - hit the ground
"You climbed the ranks of evil in the world, using your death method and evil ways. You could stand before everyone in the world, and not fear death. But now you're here. Crying before me. Begging for your life. You've fallen. You're finished."
You know where you've sent her
Lightening stuck again. The light surrounded them. The rain showered down harder, every time hurting more. The wind blew stronger, and flowers flew about in the wind. The gravestones around them shook in the thunder. Each grave, a dead Team Rocket member. And here they were, underneath the huge statue of Madam Boss. Giovanni's mother. He was born before her, he would die before her.
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
He knew that he wouldn't survive. He had put this off, he had tried to forget, but he couldn't.
And now she's up there
"She was a good woman Giovanni. My mother. Now she's in Heaven."
Sings like an Angel
"You hear her songs in her head."
But you can't hear those words
"But you blank them out."
And now she's up there
"PLEASE FORGIVE ME !" he screamed.
Sings like an Angel
"What you did was incomprehensible. It's poetic justice. Killed by the same gun that you used to kill my mother. You deserve this." She said, as Jessie pulled the trigger and smiled in satisfaction.
Unforgivable Sinner