Hi everyone I'm back with a little somethin somthin to get you in the mood for the next picks up right at the end at 'A Chance At Love' like I said and we will just go from there.
I must say a few things about how I plan to write from now on.
1) I'm going to put two Chapters/parts into one post and it will have names to them.
2)This is the longest Chapter I have ever posted on her...Lets hope I can Keep it up...
3)I did try my had at writing a Cockney accent from East London and I hope I do not offend anyone out I can say I failed at that and wont be doing it anymore.
Um that's it I hope you all like this little teaser.
Red
Chapter One: Whats going to happen now?
Arizona's POV
Friday
The only thing that made last night any better then what it was was the fact that Calliope pulled herself out of bed to have dinner with us. I don't know if she heard any of what was going on, she didn't say anything at dinner. But if she did I don't think that was something she would want to talk about at dinner while she was in pain.
I now lay here in the dark next to her with my eyes close; I took great care last night not to move around too much. So I was quick to find my spot in her nook and fall to sleep. When I felt Calliope pulling away I didn't try to keep her in bed like I do every morning by pulling her closer to me, I let her go and she made her way to the bathroom.
I kept an ear out for any signs that she may need my help as I pulled one of her pillows closer to me, never once opening my eyes. I think I fell back to sleep when I smelt coffee and felt her climb back in bed. I didn't hear her leave the room so I must have.
"We have an hour before we have to wake KT and get her ready for school."Calliope says like nothing was ever wrong.
"What time is it?"I ask as I slowly sit up next to her.
"5:30 am."She said kissing me then handing me a cup of coffee.
"How are you feeling?"
Last night Calliope was in so much pain the only thing keeping her from moving around was my body lying half on top of her. Her whimpers of pain were like having a MMA fighter kick my heart around, I hated that there was nothing that I could do to stop it. But I running my fingers through her hair seemed to help calm her.
"Do you want to talk about what I heard last night?" she asked.
I froze I was hoping she hadn't heard what was said. But I knew in my heart that she had.
"I don't know what to think or say Calliope. Almost 32 years I have thought that my dad was my dad..."
She cut me off before I could say anymore.
"Daniel is your dad Arizona, Like they say 'any man can be a father but it takes a real man to be a dad' and Daniel is that Man. He raised you to be a good man in a storm right?" She asked.
"Yea but..."
"No buts Arizona he was there the day you was born and everyday after. He stood at the bus stop with you on your first day of school and thought you how to swim...He changed everyone's last name just so you wouldn't get picked on anymore at school, And when you came out the closet he loved you still...He did all these things. HE... IS... YOU'RE... DAD." She said those last four words with all the power in the world.
When she wrapped her arms around me I felt the tears start to fall. All of this was just too much for me, I grew up with my dad who's my uncle and my uncle who's my father but never wanted much to do with me. Now it makes me sick that I ever saw him as my favorite uncle.
"And you know something."Calliope said.
"What's that?"I asked whipping the tears away.
"I can't wait to see Daniel with our kids and KT seems to like him so we don't have to worry too much on that part, He will make a great grandpa."She said smiling.
"Me too." I say after looking off into the darkness.
"Calliope?" I ask as she held me
"Yes Arizona?"
"What's going to happen now with my mom?" I ask really not knowing what I was going to do.
"I don't know but I do know that we are going to get up get KT to school then we will go see them and have breakfast." She says
And that's just what we did; Getting KT to stay in her class was harder than we thought it would have been. But once she goes wrapped up in playing and meeting the other kids we was able to slip out the door. When we got in the car it was closer to lunch time and by the time we got to the hotel it would be lunch, so I sent a text for dad to meet us in the hotel restaurant for lunch.
I was a complete mess when we walked in; we gave a later time just so I could have time to get my shit together. I really hated the fact that I was pregnant because I could really use a drink. Calliope placed our order and took my hand in hers.
"Arizona I'm right here and I will not leave your side for a moment. If at any time you want to leave we can leave, if you just want to sit here and have lunch without talking we can do that. But I will do whatever you want me to do." She said looking ne in the eyes.
"I'm so in love with you."I said
Ok so that wasn't what I wanted to say but that's what came out and I was still happy with it. The waiter placed a glass of hot tea with a lemon on the side. Tea always soothed my stomach, and looking at how Callie had the lemon cut into a heart made me smile. I guess being the daughter of the owner has its ups with even the little things.
I look up as Calliope stands up quickly; I look over and see my dad and mom walking over. And before I could get nervous Calliope spoke when they reached the table.
"Before you even sit down I want to say a few things. One there will not be any yelling or fighting. Two whatever Arizona ask you will answer and not play bullshit games, We have better things to do than sit here and play cat and mouse with answers. Three whatever she wants to do we will do. Four and the most important of them all, you will treat my wife with the up most respect. You will not talk over her or yell at her, I am only here to support her and will only step in if she needs me to. But best believe I'm no one's bitch and I can be very very mean when need be." She said looking down at me.
"Now with that said sit order anything you want I will take care of the bill."She added sitting.
I watched them sit and even order there lunch, and for a long time I didn't say anything. I wasn't sure what to say and at this point anything is better than nothing so I said the only thing that was in my head.
"Why?" I finally said looking up at her
"Arizona Daniel was always gone or busy with work, more often then not he would come home in a bad mood."Barbara said.
"Don't pin this all on dad mom. That's just how life is there are many times Calliope has gone to work and come home in a bad mood, or I don't get to see her for days because of work. But you don't see me walking around with another woman's child...Let alone her Sisters."
I feel Calliope grab my free hand and run her thump over the back of it as she took a sip of her Coffee.
"Hell if you had to cheat then why not do it with the mail man or the Guy down the street. Any damn one other then my only uncle. All these years I thought there was something wrong with me, that I did something wrong. Every year Tim got gifts and cards with money from him for good report cards birthdays and Christmas, or sometimes for no reason at all. All his nieces and nephews did but not me, Do you know how horrible I felt when the family would get together and he would take everyone to the summer carnival but me? There was never any room for me!" I hissed loudly
I don't really care about the people that were now looking at us. I was hurt and I wanted to know why the hell my mother never told me the truth.
"Arizona don't talk to me like that, and keep your voice down."Barbara said
"I will talk to you anyway I damn well please. You know what mother you are just as big of hypocrite as the people you clam to dislike. All my life you told me not to lie always do my best to be truthful to everyone and more so your family. But you're just like the people on trash TV that you were always so quick to judge by saying you would never sleep with someone other daddy." I say whipping wildly at the tears on my face.
"Arizona don't..."
"No daddy NO...The cats out the bag and you're not going to catch it to put it back. My mother told a 32 year long lie to me and you...And I'm not sure I can even trust you again or if I even want you in my kids' lives." I say
"You can't do that I'm there grandmother." My mom says.
"That maybe but you always seem to take your cues from Uncle David when it comes to my sexuality and I'm sure he will love to know that not only is his evil bastard lesbian daughter is having the spawns of this She Devil." I said standing and pointing at Calliope.
I look down at Calliope to see her blushing. I can tell something is going on in her head because the only time I have called her that was when she was eating me out. I find myself walking away as fast as I can because I was still so mad, but I don't need them to see the blush that has started to make its way up my neck.
I'm doing this for my family
Callie's POV
Saturday
I don't think we got any closer to getting answers to anything Arizona wanted to know yesterday. And here it was Saturday morning and I was making my way home to be with my family, I had to leave at 4am because some teenage boy high off of testosterone and coke had to go and prove himself by starting a fight with a cop as they was leaving a night club. I had to set his shoulder after waiting around to see just how much coke was in his system, and when he comes down he will be feeling every ounce of pain since we couldn't give him anything for pain.
When I pulled up I saw KT and Bella playing in the newly fenced in front yard. Arizona sat on the steps watching her play and drinking a glass of OJ.
"Hey I take it the finished this early this morning?" I asked looking down at my watch.
"Yes they just left 15 minutes ago." Arizona said
She looked a lot better than she did last night, her eyes were bright and she had a smile on her face. KT ran over to hug me and hand me a flower that she picked out of the flower bed.
"I talked to Carlos today; he said he was sorry that he wasn't here last night a meeting ran long."She said
"That's fine, how about you go take a nap and I look after speedy over there. You look tired." I said
"Are you sure? I mean its Saturday and that means family day."Arizona said.
I had to think about it for a moment, the weekends were for the family. We talked last night over dinner about not working on the weekends unless it was an emergency call in.
"Your right how about I go pick up movies and we can spend the rest of the day just watching movies and tomorrow we can spend the day at the park."I said with a smile.
Arizona gave a giggle and ran in the house, KT followed behind her laughing her little head off. I was about to follow after them when I heard a car pull up. Turning I saw Daniel getting out.
"Callie Can I talk to you for a moment?"He asked
"If it's about what's happen over the past few days I think you should talk to Arizona."
He looked at me with such sadness in his eyes, They say babies can come out looking like the person you spent most your time with or the person you hate the most, I'm not really sure, But the same sad eyes he had are the same eyes Arizona had after my accident
"I can't right now...I'm selling the farm, that was something that I built for Barbara with hopes that we would grow old there and even die there together."He said
"You still can Daniel, I know that this is bullshit but you can get help to get over this bump do not let your damn Marine pride get in the way."I said
I had a big feeling what was going to come out his mouth next and while Barbara has been nothing but a pain in my ass since she has gotten here I had to say something to try and save this for Arizona and our kids.
"It's not my pride Callie, I can't fix this."He looked down at his hands."I heard her talking to my brother last night. Seems that now that Arizona knows they are going to get together, so I'm just getting ahead of the bullet before it hits me. I know it's going to hit me but maybe I could soften the blow."
I'm not really sure what I should do or say at this point. I know if it was me learning all this and learn that the love of my life was going back to my sister after all this I would do the same thing.
"I'm leaving in an hour when she goes to meet up with him, she said she's going shopping but I heard it all. I don't have the money but I'll be sure to pay the room up for a week so she will have a place to stay until..."
"Don't worry about it I'll be sure she's taken care of no matter what happens."I said.
"Can't ask you to do that."Daniel said
"You didn't, No matter how Arizona feels now I know her and at some point she will forgive her mother to a point. And I know that sometime this week she will talk to her alone. I'm not going to hide it from her if that's what you're worried about. I will not lie to Arizona"
"Callie that hotel is a small fortune a week plus meals and everything I'm sure she will put on the room. I can pay on my credit card over time until I sell the farm."
"I know my father owns it, so don't worry about it. Just stay in touch and I am looking forward to seeing you in a few months."I say with a smile."Just don't leave Barbara our address.
"I won't...Thank you Callie."
Daniel gave the best smile he could before turning and walking away. I watched him in the car; he looked at his watch and let out a sigh before backing out the driveway. He turned left and not right at the end of the street and I knew that he was heading for the air port since you couldn't get the hotel that way, Barbara must be with David now. It really hurts me to see a strong man like Daniel giving up this way, and it's going to hurt me more to talk to Arizona about what we just talked about.
Making my way into the house I looked at Arizona, She was so happy about us spending our first family night together. There was no way I could talk to her about this right now.
"Calliope what took you so long?"She asked hopping around
"It was nothing that can't wait till tomorrow night to talk about now give me your phone." I say.
"What why my phone?" She asks as I start to UN plug the house line.
"Because I'm putting it up where you can't get it you twitter junky."
I was trying to pass it off as that so she wouldn't get wind of what is going on when Barbara finds Daniel gone. I didn't want her to bother us and Arizona already say the night before that her mother sucked at remembering how to get to places unless she's been there a few times. And with the shooting last year a lot of Doctors have moved and refuse to tell anyone other than people that need to know their address. And we where two of those doctors, So Barbara looking up the address isn't going to work if she remembers.
"What if we need a phone?" Arizona asks.
"Well I'll keep mine with me since I'm not a social network junky like you, and if work really needs us they will page us, Does that make you feel better?"I ask
Arizona looked at her beloved blackberry then back at me. I know I was asking a lot of her to give up her phone but I needed her to do this if I planned to give her some chance at relaxing before the shit hit the fan with her mom.
"Fine only because it's for you and the kids." She says giving me the phone.
"Good now I'm going to get movies you get everything ready and I will be back with the goods soon." I say kissing my girls on the head."I'm going to stop and pick up a few things for snacks and maybe dinner."
I smiled at Arizona as I got back in the car and drove off. I'm doing this for my family only for my family. I keep telling myself as I drive. I want to be sure that Barbara is taken care of like I promised Daniel, and when I talk to Arizona she will be pissed but I hope she understands why.
Pulling out my phone I make the call to the office to set things up. I'm not a complete dumb ass and I do put a spending limit on everything 900$ is a good limit right, I mean if that woman can eat 900$ worth of food in a week then something is wrong with her. I said I'd be sure she would be taken care of I didn't say I was going to spend a small fortune on her.
I was in the middle Of shopping when my dad called I didn't need this right now.
"Daddy hi." I say dropping three more movies in my little basket
"Callie it's so good to hear your voice."He said
"I'm fine Daddy really."
"You should have called me Calliope." he said in that voice all dads have
"Daddy I know and I'm glad Arizona did I wasn't in a very good mood a few days after but I'm ok know."
I look into the basket to see it filling up, and call me cheap but thank God for Wal-Mart because I would have been well into the 2 or 300$ range with this amount of DVDs if I had gone to the movie store. So what if the movies are a few years if not years old I haven't seen them and I'm sure If Arizona has she wouldn't mind seeing them again since they are mostly comedies.
"How is Arizona She told me that you couldn't remember her?" He asked
"She's fine, no I can't or couldn't. There are things coming back to me but in little clips, I'm going to surprise her with the little I do know but things are a little ruff right now."I say walking up to check out.
"What happen?"
He sounds like this is my fault, But then again must the time when I or Aria says that line that normally means we did something.
"Nothing Daddy...Just her family."
"Well how about I come and take you two out for dinner tonight..."
I stop him.
"Um No its family night, How about you come over for dinner tomorrow we would like to talk to you."I say taking the bags and mouthing a thank you to the teenage girl who was checking me out.
"Noche familiar? No entiendo Calliope. "He said
(Family night? I don't understand Calliope.)
I had forgotten how easy it was for daddy to slip back into his native tongue when talking to us. But I didn't forget how he didn't like to be answered in English if he did so.
"Papá, no puedo hablar de eso ahora, Arizona está esperando en casa pero promesa que le voy a contar todo en la cena de mañana."
(Daddy I can't talk about it right now, Arizona is waiting at home. But I promise I will tell you everything at dinner tomorrow.)
"Ok Calliope tomorrow say around 7?" he asked
"Be there at 4 that will give us time to talk before dinner."
I wanted to give daddy time with KT before dinner and maybe after as well if all goes well. We normally have dinner around 5 anyway if we are both off on Sunday so we can watch a movie before bed. That's something I wanted to tell Arizona that I remembered, but now it's mostly to get KT into a weekend pattern. And so she will have time to let her food settle and play a little before taking her bath at 8 and be in bed by 9 or before.
"Ok 4 it is...I love you Calliope."
"I love you too daddy."I say before hanging up.
I fun my hands through my hair.
"I'm going to have gray hair before I'm 35 at this point."I say before starting the car
This wasn't the way I planned my life
Arizona's POV
Saturday 7:45pm
When Callie left for the store I started to get everything together for our little family night. The longer she was gone the more I started to think about what just happen, and if I didn't know what Calliope was trying to do I would think her intention was to BS me around. And for a second there as she came up with a shitty reason for me to hand over my phone, I was mad. But as I worked to make us a nice little nest on the floor in front of Callie's massive lcd TV that I had Shipped in from China as a Christmas gift. Now it's used more for KT then playing many of her video games.
But back to the thought at hand, I was pissed at her and it took me a minute to realize why she did what she did. Callie wanted us to have a good first family weekend without anyone or anything butting in. She knew at some point my mother is will or has tried to call me and that will only make my mood bad.
I look up at her and smile before turning back to the TV. I don't want this to end us like this all curled together watching TV with Calliopes arms wrapped around me and KT laying next to us watching Peter Pan fly through the sky. This is what I want to never end, but as it gets closer and closer to the end I know that I'm going to have to bust the little bubble that Callie has made around us.
"Well how did you like that KT?" Callie asks as she kisses my neck
KTs eyes look like they want to fall at any second but she's fighting to keep them open.
"Noooo." she whines as Callie turns off the TV
"Yes we have to go to bed now so we can go to the park tomorrow with Bella." I say as she stands and takes my hand.
"I'll be there soon, I'm just going to pick this up and lock up."She said
I could tell that Callie was having a fight with herself over the fact that she wasn't going to tell me. So being the good wife that I am, I will tell her that I know. That was one of the things that made Calliope so attractive to me any any other person that knew her, she always tried to make sure others was happy even if it was for a short while.
"Hey what's that look about did you not have a good night?" She asked when she walked in and saw me sitting on the bed.
"No I had a great night and I'm so glad that we made this a must do…That is until the kids get older and start hating us."
While she walked over to sit next to me I couldn't help but look at how her body has changed. The night after we had the InVitro done we started to eat right, not the Doctors special of whatever the hospital had whenever I was working. And we started working out doing yoga before work and Pilates when we had more time. I have never felt more limber then I do now but now I'm getting the baby bump and Callie still has all her curves. Her arms are more scalped but I think that's from all the bone breaking that she has been doing. Even if she doesn't work at the hospital she has privileges there, and I get to sneak in to watch her work.
"I heard you talking to my dad, I know about mom and what she's doing. All I want to know is why are you doing this…Paying for her to stay there?"
"Arizona I know you are pissed at your mother, and I know that you too can't go back to what you were before not after this. But I wanted you to have the chance to talk to your mother this week. I can't tell you what to do with how you feel because if it was me I would feel the same way, BUT I will tell you to talk to her even if it's just to tell her to give you time or to just fuck off. You have to talk to her she's you mother and she is our kids grandmother, I would like them to have one if there is any chance."She said looking at me.
Her eyes always told me what she was feeling no matter how much she tried to hide it from me. Leaning in I kissed her, I am not sure why I did it but I knew I missed her lips and if I didn't do that I was going to start crying and I was tired of crying over my mother's selfishness.
I knew I missed her lips but I didn't know I missed them this much. The tiny kisses on the hand and on the mouth that wasn't allowed to go too far, wasn't enough. Feeling Callie grasp my hips and push me away mad me panic.
"Oh God I'm sorry…."
"No hush….take off your clothes and lay in the middle of the bed."She said watching me with her dark eyes.
I did just what she asked, standing slowly I pulled my shift off then my bra. My shorts came next and she raised an eye brow at what she saw.
"I don't like underwear right now and if I'm not working I'm not wearing them."I said crossing my arms over my naked chest.
That wasn't the best move to do now that I think about it. Very teenage girl like but Callie didn't seem to mind it or she didn't notice.
"Lie in the middle of the bed and don't move Arizona."She said smiling
I did what she said and she walked away and into the bathroom. I could hear her looking through something then she came back with just a hand towel in her hand.
"Put this over your eyes."
She placed the towel over my eyes.
"Promise no peeking."
"I promise."I say as I feel her get off the bed.
I grunted when I realized that I just trapped myself I would never break a promise and I really wanted to see what she was doing and I would feel bad if I did. Then it hit me that she remembered, I would say I wouldn't peek but peek anyway. But if I said I promise then I wouldn't because I would feel guilty after and the surprise wouldn't be any fun. I felt the happiness bubble up in me and I had to use all the power in me not to jump up and run to her.
I could hear he come back into the room, she was quiet for a moment be for the soft smoky voice of Diana Krall filled the room. Then the hiss of something and the smell tells me its matches.
"I had planned to do this Thursday but things went crazy." Callie says in a soft voice.
I feel her open my legs then move between them, I frowned when I didn't feel her touching me. But she placed my legs over hers and I felt the hot silk of her legs.
"Close your eyes."
"Ok."
I felt her slowly pull the hand towel off my eyes and waited a few seconds before opening them. And when I do I am greeted with site of Callie naked, I couldn't say a word too stunned to think. She pulled me flush against her and my eyes rolled back in my head.
"That's the face I miss."Callie said running her hands up and down my thighs.
I open my eyes to watch her pick up a bottle of oil and place a few drops on my stomach and thighs.
I loved feeling her hands on me, how she was rubbing the oil into my skin. Callie's hands getting closer to where I needed them to be. My eyes drift close as her finger tips ghost over my clit.
Then without warning the door bell rung making Callie stop all movement.
Just when things were getting good
Callie's POV
Same Night
I look over my shoulder at the bedroom door then back at Arizona's body all laid out for me.
"Go get it Calliope."She said pulling herself away from me
"I'm going to kill who ever that is." I growl as I pull a robe on and go for the door.
Pulling the door open with more power then I meant to I was greeted by a drunk Saffron and Addie. Addison had a very guilty look on her face and Saffron looked like someone kicked her puppy.
"What the hell you two?" I asked pulling them in.
"Can we stay the night? My place has a busted pipe," Addison said
"What does that have to do with you being drunk?"
"Yer right, Lexie said she could stay wif us while they fixed everything yea. Meredif came over wif Cristina and we started to have a few drinks well a lot of drinks."Saffron said.
I frown while it's hard to tell if she was drunk by just seeing her, Saffron's English accent was more on the thick East London Cockney accent then the normal accent you hear coming from her. That was something she didn't share with people that wasn't close to her. I have to say I like her normal cockney accent better, But back to the topic at hand.
"Look Callie we got drunk started playing around and I kissed Saffron and Lexie walked in on it."Addison said
"WHAT?!"
"I didn't mean too, it was dark in the room and I thought it was Meredith." She answered.
"Again What? Since when do you kiss Meredith?!"
I think I'm going to pass out.
"I don't I just felt like kissing her, don't judge me Callie you Kissed Mark 3 weeks after you and Arizona got together." She said
I saw Arizona pause at the refrigerator and look at me. If she wasn't drunk I would choke her.
"Is that so, Addison?" Arizona asked walking over to her with her arms crossed
"No." Addison said from behind the hand she used to cover her mouth
"Arizona…." I took a step to her
"No Calliope you can sleep out here with Addison." She said "Saffron come on."
She grabbed her but the shirt and pulled her along after.
"Damn it Addison now look at what you did."
I flop down on the couch and rubbed my face. I knew that when that happened it was going to come back and bite me in the ass. It wasn't something I planned and I'm not very happy about it, It was me and Arizona's first fight and I was dinking, Something I try not to do when mad or upset. I honestly thought Arizona was going to leave me because I got drunk after work and I said the most insensitive thing I could have ever said to anyone in her shoes at the time.
'You're in a wheelchair Arizona you need me.'
It came out all wrong and what I meant to say was she couldn't reach the top shelf of my bookshelf without grabbers and I would grab the book for her. But Good old Jack Daniels mad the connection between my brain and mouth go every way but the right way. And I ended up at Joes with Addison, who was visiting at the time, And Mark.
"Callie I'm sorry I didn't mean to get you in trouble with Arizona."Addison said
I looked up at her and it hit me that I saw Saffron follow Arizona into our room. Jumping up I ran to the room and tried to open the door. It flung open and Arizona shoved a blanket and two pillows in my arms.
"Ari…"
"Good night Calliope." She said standing there looking at me.
I looked past her to see Saffron passed out in the large reading chair across from Arizona's side of the bed.
"I'm sorry I really….It was after I got drunk and said the worst thing I could have said to you, and I didn't mean to say it that way as you know.."
Her face softened and she reached up to touch my face.
"I know just, I have to be mad ok, just let me be mad."She said before stepping back and closing the door.
"Fuck me, just when things are getting good something has to get in the way."
I made my way back to the living room and gave Addison a pillow to go with the blanket she found. We both took a part of the couch and lay down.
"Wif?" Addison said into the darkness
"Saffron spent most her adult life hanging out in East London, so when she's really relaxed or Drunk she gets that Cockney accent. I like it better then that stuffy proper elite accent her family has." I say
Addison starts to drunkenly try to say different words in the same way Saffron would but she failed when she kept going back to the word with.
"Good night Callie." She said
"I hate you."I mumble
"You love me."
"Yea I love you." I said as she giggled
Chapter Two: I never thought I would find the love of my life.
Callie's POV
Month later in May
I have to say that I am over the moon about daddy and Daniel meeting this week. He was so happy about Arizona being pregnant and us adopting KT that he Called Mama right at dinner that Sunday. She wasn't happy about it I'm sure but he never gets that happy about anything.
And I'm glad somebody is happy with what I'm doing right now because Arizona still will not let me sleep in the bed with her. We talked about me kissing Mark and I told her the whole story about how it happened but she will not let me sleep in the room with her.
"Callie, Mark has been a thorn in everyone's side for a long time. I think Arizona is feeling more than a little upset about that."
"Ok are you a head doctor now Meredith?" I asked
Meredith had taken to hanging out with me a lot since Zola and KT played well together and was around the same age.
"No just look at it from her point of view, Mark can have you." She says
"What no he can't?!" I yelp making people at other tables look at us.
"Not like that, Callie you wasn't always with women you was married before her and you was willing to have a baby before her, be it for the wrong reasons. Mark saw you naked before her….In fact he seen you naked a lot before Arizona Came around."
"Meredith get to the point."I say. I really don't need to relive all the things that Mark and I did in our crazy friendship.
"Sorry, my point is that you have to admit that you and Mark had a crazy friendship and I know a few times people have asked me if you two was sleeping together. You may not mind that but Arizona does, she has never slept with a man and hearing about you kissing or sleeping with any man makes her feel threatened. And that it was Mark makes it worse because he was her friend on top of that and all the bullshit that he did."
I knew Meredith was right and I was starting to feel bad for not thinking about it.
"I mean really Callie you don't notice how you act with guys? They flirt with you and you flirt back and it's because that's just how you have always been, I know you mean nothing buy it. And Arizona does too you flirt with anyone even the kids fall in love with you. But she thought she had you all to herself when it came to Mark and you kissed him."Meredith adds.
If I felt bad before then I feel like hell now. I never really watched what I did or said around men and now that I had my face rubbed in my own actions I realized why Arizona has been so short with me.
"Dios mío I'm such a fucked up wife I didn't see this."
I can almost feel the stupid jumping off my face.
"And now with all the extra hormones its harder for her to hold back what she is feeling, and she must feel that I'm going to leave her for some guy at some point because I didn't tell her." I said.
Meredith just looked at me while popping an apple slice into her mouth. This wasn't good at all, here I thought I was being a good wife and I wasn't paying attention to the little things.
"Hey where are you going?" Meredith asked as I gathered my things
"To see if my wife will forgive me for being such as clueless asshole." I said walking away.
I make my way back to my office and I'm shocked to see Arizona walking in the door before me.
"Zona I was just about to call you." I say as I catch up to her at my office door.
She was looking a little run down, I wasn't sure if it was the 48 hours that she just finished off at the hospital. Or if it was the twins, more than likely it was both.
I closed and locked the door behind me to warded off the assistant that loves to just walk into my office in hopes of hearing something juicy to share with the other office workers.
"And what was you going to call me about Calliope?" She asked sitting down.
I sat on the coffee table and took her feet in my lap before I started to rub one.
"I had lunch with Meredith and she somehow got me to listen long enough to help me understand that the things I do, it's like second nature to me, and it's hurting you. That I need to look at my past to understand your fear. "
"And what is my Fear Callie?"She asked I knew she was being sure that I knew what the hell I was talking about, and not just saying what she wanted to hear.
"Your fear is that all this is just a trip for me. That I will say 'oh my mom was right I'm not a lesbian after all' and go running off into the sunset with guy. That I would try and take the kids with me. But I promise you the only dick coming near me again is that toy I bought."I say
"I've had boyfriends when I was young just like any other girl in America when hiding from the fact that they were in fact gay. But I never let the boys try to do anything more than kiss me and they would always dump me when I wouldn't do more than that. George was the only Man I slept with and he was lacking in the penis department, but lacking or not it showed me that I wasn't attracted to men at all. Dry as the Sahara down there when it comes to a man and there futile attempts to turn me on. George thought there was something wrong with me because he had to use so muck women they make me wet but none of them can make me wet the way you do Arizona." I tell her resting my head on hers.
She laughs and looks down to wipe the tears off her face.
"Arizona for a long time I never thought I would find the love of my life, that I would end up like Mark jumping from one woman to the other never knowing that I was worth more than just sex."I added lifting her head to kiss her.
She didn't get the chance to answer because my office phone rung and I got up to answer it.
As I talked away on the phone with Andrew Retting about his upcoming surgery and why he had to cancel today's appointment. I watched Arizona walk over to sit on my desk, and without anything more than that I became turned on.
Arizona started to glow her eyes was in a constant clear almost white blue. Her shirts was getting tighter on her and that meant we would be shopping this weekend, and she had this smell about her even if she didn't like to wear anything other than her deodorant and her non scented aloe vera lotion, Anything other than that made her itch. And since the little spider monkey (KT) and I love to climb all over her that meant the same for us.
But I was in love with her and that meant I would roll in dirt and other things if it meant she would be happy. I will miss my sprays and scented lotions but I will get them back in time. Hanging up the phone I write down Andrew's new appointment before walking around to stand in front of her.
They are going to have to get a bigger
Desk for the home office
GEN POV
The look in Callie's eyes told Arizona everything she need to know about what was going to happen from that point on. And she told herself she was going to really hurt the next person that butts in.
"I want you to tell me something, and I want you to be honest."Callie said softly running her nose up her neck
"It depends how honest do you want me to be, Calliope?"
"Completely."
She was quiet while she ran her hands over Callie's upper body, and then Arizona ran her hands back down to the area right above Callie's belt. She grabbed onto the sides of her shirt, and sharply tugged it out. Once the shirt was fully out, she began unbuttoning it. Once the skin of Callie's stomach was uncovered, she leaned her head in taking a deep breath.
"Mine," was growled out.
Arizona let her tongue run over the skin before she nipped at Callie's stomach
Callie curled her fingers into Arizona's hair and let the moans slip out as she felt her teeth nip gently at her skin.
"Fuck Yes Arizona," she said, leaning her head down, her hair falling over her face. "I'm so all yours." She said a little too loudly
Arizona broke her lips away and worked fingers against buttons until she fully parted her shirt and moved it off her shoulders as she looked up in to her eyes.
"You're going to have to keep it down if you don't want all of the office to hear us." Arizona said, her eyes focused on the nipples she could see pressing sharply against Callie's silky bra.
Her hands moved down to rest on the buckle of her belt.
"God right now I don't care." Callie said
Arizona tugged on Callie's belt buckle roughly, pulling her closer and getting her full attention.
"Do you want to hear what I was going to do after that kiss last night, Calliope?"
"Yes."
"I was going to tell Saffron to get the fuck out."
Unbuckling Callie's belt and pulled it roughly from her waist.
"So I could fuck you," she finished. She leaned up and forward to trail her tongue slowly between her breasts.
Callie moaned at the sound of Arizona's words and the feel of her tongue. She didn't say fuck often, not when it came to talking about what they do in the bedroom, but slowly she had learned the power the word held over Callie. After watching and feeling the way Callie reacted to her when she said it, she began to love the way it felt on her tongue. She loved telling her how hard she was going to fuck her.
And Arizona loves fucking her wife.
Pushing back on Arizona 'shoulders so she could look at her face. Arizona offered little resistance, but licked her lips and continued to look longingly at the area between Callie's breasts. She loved licking and sucking at the skin and much like all of Callie's body it called to her until Callie cupped her chin and made her look up.
"How would we fuck, Arizona?"
"On this desk." She said trying to pull Callie head closer
Callie pulled back
"Like we are now?" she asked and reached down, pulling Arizona's hips into firm contact with her own.
"I would have to be the one standing, but yes," Arizona said
She pushed herself firmly between Arizona's legs and reached up to pop open the rest of the buttons on her shirt. She dipped her head down and left a trailed of firm kisses along the skin of her neck you to her ear and back again.
"How do you want to fuck me?" She asked between kisses
Arizona didn't respond she couldn't, she only spread her legs wider and pulled Callie's hips against her, thrusting their hips together in a firm rocking motion.
"Would you want me topless and take my shirt off?" Callie asked and pushed Arizona's shirt off her shoulders.
Leaning down she kissed Arizona's shoulder gently. Arizona still didn't respond she loved every second; she only ran her hands up Callie's back and into her hair, pushing her mouth down more firmly against her skin.
Callie lifted her head up a little, resisting the pull of Arizona's hands which were urging her to continue the assault on her neck.
"Answer me, Arizona," she said and moved her lips to the other side of her neck where she resumed gentle nipping and sucking.
"Yes," she said between small gasps. "God, yes, Calliope. I'd take your shirt off. I'd take off everything until there was nothing left but your skin and skin together." She pulled Callie's hair and brought her face up until their lips were crashing together.
Callie unhooked Arizona's bra and removed it from her shoulders. She pressed the palms of her hands against bare breasts and grasped them firmly, pushing them together, something that she loved doing. Leaning into her hands and reaching around Arizona removed Callie's bra.
Callie moved back to help remove the bra, and when it had been discarded onto the floor she pulled Arizona into her arms and pressed their bare breasts together. She was practically lifting Arizona off the desk as their rough kissing resumed. Arizona wrapped her legs around Callie and allowed her herself to be taken into Callie's strong arms. They kissed for long moments, rocking against each other, lost in the pressure of it.
Their lips broke from each other as Callie leaned forward, pushing Arizona back.
"Lean back my love," she said into Arizona's ear.
Arizona put her arms back to brace against the top of the small desk. Her head rolled back as Callie once again placed kisses along her neck. She thought briefly that this was something she would love to do again. And they really needed to get a bigger desk for the home office.
"That's it," Callie said and moved her hands to unbutton Arizona's pants.
Once open she slid a hand inside and pressed her palm firmly against Arizona's panties.
"¡Dios mío you're soaking wet, Arizona," she said in a dark, rasping voice. She pressed more firmly against the wet heat and lifted Arizona's hips up with the force of it.
Arizona's arms buckled and she fell back onto the desk.
"Yes," she said, the word coming out as nothing more than a low hiss
Callie pushed against her again and watched as her breasts swayed with the force of it. She reached up and pinched a nipple as she thrust again. She moved her hand out of Arizona's pants to firmly tug down on the sides of them. Instantly, Arizona lifted her hips to allow them to be removed, and within seconds Callie was faced with image of her naked lover laying back on the desk. She felt her body tremble with the anticipation of touching that naked, beautiful body.
She leaned forward and pulled Arizona back into a sitting position, but she kept a small distance between them. Arizona leaned forward, attempting to capture her mouth in kisses, but Callie leaned back out of reach.
"Tell me would you fuck me on your desk?"
Arizona grunted in frustration and wrapped her arms around Callie's back, trying to draw their bodies together.
"Damnit Calliope I need you so much," Arizona said as she thrust her hips forward, pressing against the front of Callie's jeans.
Callie allowed the pressure and reached down to pull Arizona more firmly against her.
"Is this how you'd fuck me?" Callie asked.
"No," was the quick reply.
Callie stopped her movement and bent down to capture one of Arizona's nipples in her mouth then slowly, she moved down, trailing kisses toward Arizona's stomach. She almost dropped to one knee before asking,
"Would you want to taste me… lick me?"
She got no immediate response, so Callie dropped down on her knee and ran her tongue gently along Arizona's inner thigh. She willed herself and telling herself to stay away from the warm, wet area that beckoned her with an almost irresistible force. She inhaled Arizona's scent deeply and felt her mouth water from the desire to slide her tongue into the wetness that she could see glistening just inches from her face.
"Arizona?" she asked again.
The pause continued and Callie felt her willpower faltering. She leaned a tiny bit forward and her nose brushed ever so gently against Arizona's wet curls.
She was just about to give in to her desires and slip her tongue into the warmth which called to her so strongly, when she heard Arizona whisper,
"No."
Callie closed her eyes and clenched her jaw. She slowly pulled her head back, feeling like she was fighting against the gravitational force of the sun.
"No?"
She slowly willed her body, with every ounce of self-control she possessed, to stand up again. She stood tall and looked down at Arizona who had immediately leaned forward and pressed her lips against a nipple. Callie pushed forward, into Arizona's mouth, and watched with desire and fascination as lips encircled her nipple, repeatedly sucking it in hard and releasing it with a small sucking pop.
"Fuck...Well then how, Arizona?" she asked, attempting to speak steadily through the breaths that were almost coming in pants. "I need you to tell me, I need to know right now."
"My way you want to know how I would do it my way." Arizona questioned as she moved from one breast to the other.
Callie's eyes rolled back in her head and she repressed a moan as Arizona began assaulting her other breast.
"Yes. Your way," Callie muttered and ran her fingernails across Arizona's scalp making her hum
"I would be wearing our strap-on," Arizona said and looked up to see Callie's reaction.
Callie's eyes fluttered shut as a mental picture of Arizona wearing her toy caused a sudden surge of lust to assault her body. She quickly forced herself to recover and recaptured eye contact with the woman beneath her.
"You'd love to get to fuck me that way, wouldn't you, Arizona?" Callie asked. She knew the answer and a small smirk played upon her features as she reached down to pull Arizona's legs up until they were wrapped around her.
"Yes, To show you that I'm not as dainty as you think" Arizona said simply and reached her hands up to pull Callie down for another kiss.
Callie was aware that Arizona was now or at some point going to take out her anger at her flirting with other people sexually. The kiss was deep but remained slow. Callie moved her hands until they were firmly holding Arizona's hips and she pulled their bodies together with a firm thrust of her hips. Callie repeated the motion several times before pulling back from their kiss.
"You like to move against me like I'm doing right now." It wasn't a question this time.
"Yes, I would," Arizona agreed. She moved her hips upward once, demonstrating just how she liked to do it.
Callie involuntarily moved her hips as well, remembering the feeling she got when she pushed into Arizona with those hard thrusts.
Callie moved her hand until it rested between them.
"I'd love it if you would fuck me like that, Arizona, to make me yours." she said as she slowly dipped her fingers into Arizona's wet center.
"I'd love to be inside you," Arizona said, her voice almost a whisper as she felt her body go still with the expectation of Callie's finger's soon sliding inside her.
"I love for you to fill me," Callie said and finally thrust three fingers deeply into Arizona.
"Just like that," Arizona said, her voice coming in slow gasps.
Callie moved in and out of her for long minutes, slowly twisting and thrusting her fingers deep inside. She watched as Arizona's head rolled back and her mouth fall open. She watched as her eyes lazily opened and closed.
She took the time to not only feel the glorious pleasure Callie was giving her, but also where their bodies touched and how Callie held her with her strong arms, arms that broke bones, She individually felt the movement of each one of Callie's fingers as they pressed inside her, sliding against all the right places with a rough, experienced precision.
"Arizona," Callie said. Arizona looked up and locked their eyes together once more. "Just like this. This is how you fuck me. This is how I feel when you're inside me."
Arizona leaned up and captured Callie's lips. Their lips and tongues moved slowly in time with the deep, rhythmic thrusts of their hips. "Faster," she murmured into Callie's mouth after several minutes. "Fast and hard." Callie was already moving in and out of her faster, and her voice began jolting with each hard thrust. "Yes. Just how you like it, Callie."
"I would like it when you do this." Callie thrust into her hard again and again. "I'd like to feel YOU inside me. I'd like to feel YOU come inside me, Arizona."
Callie felt like she needed to stress those words to Arizona after everything she has learned that day.
"Oh, God. I love you, Callie," Arizona said, her words punctuated with small cries as each thrust hit her.
"I love you too, baby. Now, come for me."
Arizona rolled her head back as a moan escaped her lips. Callie pressed her free hand into Arizona's lower back to help her thrust harder into the quick movements.
Callie watched Arizona's face the pleasure built and leaned forward to capture her lips at the last moment before she let out a loud moan the convulsions began to overtake her body, the last thing they needed was the office knowing just what was going on behind those doors.
Arizona leaned heavily into Callie's arms as the orgasm slowly faded away. Once she was sure Arizona's pleasure had ended, Callie slowly removed her hand and pulled Arizona into a tight embrace.
"Oh, Callie," Arizona sighed quietly.
"Arizona I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking, Haven't been thinking about how my actions may make you feel." Callie said into her neck.
Arizona pushed her back to look her in her eyes. She had been waiting for Callie to find out why she was so moody with her. Thank God for Meredith because Callie would have mentally took apart every part of everything she had ever done or said to try and find out why she was so moody. And even then that would have only been the first few months of their relationship.
Leaning in Arizona kissed her and when their lips parted, Callie smiled at the look of contentment on her lover's face.
"I think I might have to cancel the rest of my appointments for the day."She said going back in for a kiss
Arizona laughed softly. "I think I'd like that," she said and let Callie kiss up and down her neck
"I would like that a lot but I have to get to a meeting before we have to go see Miss Todd. She said something about Heather wanting KT back."Arizona said
Callie pulled back and looked at her.
"That's not going to happen I promise you."Callie said
Arizona pulled away to get herself together.
"I know I just can't help but think about how much the state doesn't want us to have KT. Some Laws have changed but people haven't."
Callie wrapped her arms around Arizona and kissed the back of her neck.
"You're right, But Samantha has been there at every home visit and meeting .She won't let them try to pull the wool over the judges eyes and nor will our lawyers."
Arizona turned around and looked Callie in her eyes.
"I have to believe that Calliope. I can't take any more bullshit today."She said
"What do you mean, what happened?"
Arizona picked up her bag and pulled out a latter.
Brown eyes ran over the words before her mouth dropped open.
"They want to come and stay for two weeks? I don't like your mother Arizona."
"I know." Arizona said