I glanced over at Tamlin, I noticed his tight grip on the steering wheel, his clenched jaw. It looks like he's still angry about the party. I would have to tread carefully if I didn't want him to explode.

"Tam, I was just trying to get some fresh air." I said placatingly.

"You just walked off without telling me! What if something happened to you?"

"Tam, I just went out on the balcony. Do you really think I'm stupid enough to fall off the edge?" I asked temper flaring. It was just like him, thinking I'm some air-headed, fragile doll that needed to be protected.

"No, Feyre, that's not it. I just worry about you, I don't want to see you hurt, especially when you've just recovered from the Incident."

I tensed and glared at him at the reminder of the Incident. That bastard, using my near-death experience at the hands at some psychotic bitch who thought Tamlin was hers.

"Might I remind you, Tam, you did nothing, nothing for me in those months of torture. You left me to rot!" I seethed.

"That's not true, she kept changing the terms of your release and I was trying to track you both down."

"That's not the point, Tam. You weren't there when I needed you, you made me think you abandoned me." I said looking away and trying not to cry.

"I'm sorry Feyre, I promised you I wouldn't ever leave you like that again, and I've kept that promise haven't I?" he asked, briefly glancing over at me, then looking back at the road.

"That's the problem! You haven't left me alone in months! I can't go anywhere without you or Lucien breathing down my neck. You treat me like I'm a child, incapable of taking care of myself! You don't let me talk about what happened in that hell. I can't do this anymore Tam! I feel like I'm drowning and you're the one holding my head under the water!" I said defeated.

"What did you say?" Tamlin asked,gripping my knee in a vice like grip.

"I said I can't do this anymore, you're drowning me Tam." His grip tightened, "Tam you're hurting me."

He whipped his head around to look at me. "T-tam the roa-"

"I can't believe this is how you repay me. I got your family out of poverty, Paid for your father's rehabilitation. I provide you with anything you ask of me, and this is how you repay me?" His eyes are dark, filled with rage.

I saw a flash of headlights coming towards us, the sound of a horn. "TAM LOOK OUT!"

He violently jerked the wheel to the side, narrowly avoiding the other car and we started to roll. After a few minutes of agony, the car came to a stop and blackness crept over my vision.

I awoke to agonizing pain and the sound of a voice, opening my eyes, I saw the most beautiful man I had ever seen, with eyes so blue they were practically purple, raven black hair. He was saying something but was drowned out by the ringing in my ears. And I knew he was my soulmate. I had heard the tales, one look was all it took and somehow you just knew.

I was sprawled out on the grass, almost 20 feet away from the road, the car not even a foot away from me, it had hit a huge oak tree.

I tried to sit up only to feel a hot stab of pain in my abdomen, I looked down and saw a bloody mess. "What happened. Wh-where's?"

"You almost hit me and the driver swerved off the road and rolled into a tree. He's fine, he's over there." I looked to where he pointed and saw Tam on the grass, only a few scratches on him.

I could feel myself getting weaker. "You're my my…"

"Yes, please try to hold on, the ambulence is on it's way please."

"I-i can't. I'm glad I got to meet you." i breathed letting the darkness consume me for the last time