Bella and Carlisle have been best friends since they were in diapers. Bella is in love with Carlisle but he is too blind to see that. How will Bella handle high school, being in love with Carlisle, trying to keep her friendship with him, and a new guy. Will Carlisle notice her love for him in time or will he lose her to another guy......
Dear Journal
Here I am another day sitting all alone writing in my journal thinking "Why Me." I mean what did I do to deserve this feeling of loneliness. I look out at all the kids laughing and playing in the streets without a care in the world. I remember those days where I could just be me but now, now I don't know who I am. I can look in a mirror but that doesn't mean I like who I see.
I have changed so much over the years. I use to be this outgoing fun loving girl but now well I don't know who I am. I barely leave the house. The only time I do is to go to school. My mom always tries to get me to go out and have fun but have fun with whom.
All the kids my age hate me well all except one and that's my best friend Carlisle. He literally is my angel in disguise. We have been friends since we were in diapers. He has been there for me just as I have for him. If it wasn't for him I most likely wouldn't be here right now.
Carlisle is the popular jock, the guy all the girls dream of. He is 6'5 very muscular, medium length blonde hair with the purest green eyes I have ever seen. I will admit I was in love with him but I could never tell him that. He would think I meant best friends love not lovers love. I mean what could he possibly see in ugly duckling Bella Swan.
I was 5'9 a little on the pudgy side with long brown hair and brown eyes. I was nothing spectacular. I always wondered why someone like Carlisle stuck around but I never voiced it in fear he would leave then I would be all alone. I can see Carlisle walking up my driveway. It's our Saturday ritual, he comes over I make us breakfast and then we do something fun.
We have been doing this since I could remember. I open the door to let him in. I smile at him in greeting. I always look forward to these days because well this is the only day I have something fun to do. I look at Carlisle to see that he hasn't smiled back nor has he moved. I had a feeling I wasn't going to like this. "Bella I'm sorry but can we reschedule today. Esme wants me to help her move some stuff."
Oh yes Esme the queen bitch. Esme was miss popular she had long brown hair blue eyes and was head cheerleader. She has hated me ever since she found out that Carlisle and I are best friends. She along with her bitches Alice, Rosalie, and Tonya have made my life a living hell. Oh and lets not forget the bitches boyfriends Jasper, Emmett, and Edward.
I never saw what Carlisle sees in those jerks but I guess since her never sees what they do to me he has no reason to dislike them. They always torment me when Carlisle isn't around. "Sure Carlisle." I give him a sad smile before closing the door. I can feel the tears falling down my face. In all our years he has never missed a Saturday.
I just hope I'm not losing my best friend.
A/N
Ok here is my new Carlisle and Bella story….It is completely different than my other one but I think it will be an enjoyable change….As you can see Bella and Carlisle are both in high school along with Esme, Alice, Rosalie, Tonya, Jasper, Emmett, and Edward…..Esme, Alice, Rosalie, Tonya, Jasper, Emmett, and Edward are playing the bullies who like to pick on Bella because she is different and well because Esme is jealous of her friendship with Carlisle n what Esme says goes….I brought Tonya into this story bc Edward needed someone n who better than her….I know Esme bad again but what can I say I like this change….I like evil Esme better than nice mom Esme…..Call me crazy…..Others will appear in this story and when they do I will let you know when it comes time to….It is going to be awhile before Bella and Carlisle get together…..Hopefully you all enjoy it….so until next time be safe…..Oh n I own nothing but the plot characters belong to Stephanie Meyers….