A/N: Well I have been away from Fan Fiction for a year or more now. Nothing has inspired me until now. I am totally on board with Alex and Jo. I really hope you like it. I have no real idea yet where this is going, but any feedback would be great.

Thanks

Chanel

Chapter 1 – Insecurity

"Jo...Jo Are you home?" Alex asked as he walked in the front door. Jo had her 1 day a week off today, so Alex had managed to finish up as early as he could so they could spend some time together. It was only 4.00pm.

"Just a minute." Jo called from upstairs in their bedroom. "Shit Shit" she muttered under her breath as she pushed her shopping bags underneath the bed. Jo quickly put on her dressing gown and was about to go downstairs when Alex opened the door to their room.

"Are you ok Hun?" he asked. Jo was flushed in the face from rushing around.

"Yeah of course, why?" She asked.

"Well, you are flushed and you have your dressing gown on at 4.00 in the afternoon. Did you actually spend the whole day in bed? And without me?" Alex smirked as he walked over to kiss her.

"Um well no of course not. I've been busy, very busy, I um well I... Oh God Alex I've done something really stupid. Have you ever done anything really stupid?"

Alex just gave her a look as if to say "Really" He then followed with "Jo how long have you known me now? I do stupid things all the time. What is it that you have done?" He asked as he sat on the bed smiling to himself. Jo had no idea how beautiful he thought she was when she got herself all tongue tide and nervous.

"It's a long story, one stupid thing led to another..."

"Okay" He said smiling at how she was twisting the tie of her dressing gown.

"You are going to be really pissed with me."

"Mmm let's see, did you have sex with someone else today while I was at work?"

"Ass. Of course not."

"Did you make out with someone else today while I was at work?"

"Alex really!"

"Have you started collecting teddy bears?"

"Alex I'm being serious. I really think you are going to be angry."

"Well let me be the judge of that. What is it that is so stupid?"

"Oh God. It is so embarrassing." Jo said as she covered her face with her hands.

Alex walked over and brought her into his arms and held her. He kissed the side of her face, before tilting her chin up so she could look at him in the eyes. He lent down and kissed her softly and slowly, before pulling away.

"Now tell me what you have done that is so stupid."

Alex took Jo's hand and they sat on the bed together.

"Remember a while back you told me about your ex wife?"

Alex stiffened a little but nodded his head, urging Jo to continue.

"Well it got the better of me today. I wanted to check out my competition I guess."

"Jo... surely you know by now I love you, for God's sake there is no competition."

"I'm not done, not by a long shot. I found an old picture in an old Seattle Grace book; it was from an article about the Denny Duquet memorial Clinic. I thought she was pretty but wanted to see other photo's so I googled her."

"You Googled my ex-wife?"

"Yes. And Alex why didn't you tell me she used to be an underwear model?"

"Because it is not important."

"Not important...Not important! Are you insane? Of course it's important. She is tall and blonde with DD cup boobs and I... um... well look at me, nothing close to that! On a good day I'm a C cup."

"Babe really you need to calm down. It isn't a big deal. I didn't know Izzie then. She did that to pay off her student loans from med school. You are gorgeous. You have nothing to be jealous of. I love you. You have to stop this. You have to stop thinking I'm going to get angry with you about every little thing. I get that things have sucked for you but I am trying to make you trust me. I have never felt like this about anyone including Izzie. I was never ready; YOU are the one I want. Although I think it's kinda cute that you got jealous."

"Oh I haven't finished yet. I am glad you aren't angry about that really I am. Let's just see what you think when I tell you the next part. After I saw the photos of Izzie in her sexy lingerie and then looked at my very plain ordinary underwear. Because I don't own any actual lingerie, I started to panic."

"Panic – what on earth for?"

"That you mustn't think I am very sexy, that I'm just plain. That I wasn't kinky and hot enough for you."

"Jo sweetheart that is just stupid. When have I EVER not wanted to have sex with you?"

"Like I said I am not finished yet. So after much research I went to Victoria Secret and spent my entire monthly wage on this." Jo finished as she pulled out 3 bags from underneath the bed.

Alex stared in amazement as the woman he loved more than life itself tipped out the contents of 3 bags onto the bed. There was everything from black lace thongs, to red corsets to every colour you could think of matching bra and panty sets. Alex's eyes went from the sexy underwear to his girlfriend's face that had begun to fill with tears.

"I am so stupid Alex and now I have no money to pay you rent, or pay for food or bills. And I look ridiculous in this stuff anyway." Jo said as she pulled the robe around herself tighter."

"You are not stupid. But Princess you don't need all of this stuff for me to want you. Although I would like to see you in that red corset thing, because well that is hot and what man wouldn't want their girlfriend in that." Alex said trying to make her smile.

"See you do want me to wear this stuff."

"No I want you in whatever you want to wear, beside, that is just the wrapping the stuff I want is underneath."

Alex kissed her neck and undid her robe, only to find Jo in a Jade Green lace thong and matching bra.

"Fuck." Alex muttered as he took her in.

"Don't Alex I'm embarrassed enough as it is."

"WHY? You look...wow I've got nothing. Hot just doesn't cut it. Have you seen yourself?" Alex took Jo by the shoulders and moved her into the bathroom where she could see herself in the mirror.

"Alex don't, I look ridiculous."

"Shut up and just look at yourself."

Jo slowly looked at herself in the mirror and felt self conscious, she wasn't completely crazy she knew she was pretty just not Lingerie model pretty. She looked at her reflection, and then looked at Alex looking back at her in the mirror. She could feel his body pressed against her back. He obviously found her arousing in her new purchase as she could feel him growing very hard against her.

He began to kiss her neck and run his hands down her body.

"Alex please don't."

"Trust me. I want you to watch me make you come in the mirror; I want you to see just how beautiful you are. I want you to see what I get to see."

"I do trust you, it's just..."

Alex was now totally distracting her as he began placing kisses on her neck, running his hands over her breasts, making her nipples harden into peaks. He pushed her breasts out of her new bra but left it on. He then travelled further south and began to rub her through her new panties. Before long he moved them aside and placed one finger deep inside her. Jo's head rolled back onto Alex's shoulders as she began to give herself to him.

"Open your eyes; I want you to see how sexy you are." He whispered in her ear.

At this point Alex could have made her do anything. She lifted her head and watched in the mirror as Alex kept teasing her until he added a second finger at that point she moaned throatily and before long watched herself orgasm on Alex's hand.

She turned around and kissed him full on the mouth before they retreated back to the bedroom. The new lingerie was pushed aside and they fell on the bed. Alex couldn't remember being more turned on and entered Jo in one fluid movement. They always fell into the right rhythm and before long Jo climaxed again shortly followed by Alex.

"Fuck... that was good." Alex said kissing her shoulder.

"Oh...My...God, that was, that was well fantastic."

"Yes, now will you believe me that you are sexy and hot and I don't want anyone but you?"

"But Alex I spent my entire monthly wage on that stuff. I can't pay rent and I can't buy food."

"Totally worth it." He said smirking at her.

"Alex I'm being serious."

"So am I. Let's just say I am more than happy to let your rent slide this week and supply you with food. Let's face it all that stuff you bought I get the benefits of it so, let's call it even."

"Jerk."

"Shut up you love me."

"Yeah I guess I do."

A/N Thank you for reading and please be kind and review