A/N: Oh my... My first Twlight story.. xD. I hope you enjoy it. This MAY be TRIGGERING for some people.

Warnings: SELF HARM, ANOREXIA/BULIMIA, RAPE, AND DRUGS

Disclamor[spelling? xD]: I WISH I owned Twlight[not really..], but I dont. xP

"She needs oxygen! Get the mask!"

"Her heart beat is off, if we don't get her to the hospital soon she's going to die!"

Paramedics quickly lifted the frail girl from the old bathroom floor and placed her on a stretcher. They moved her carefully as if any quick movement could end deadly. Which wouldn't be a suprise since she looked almost exactly like a skelton. Her ribs, hibones, and her cheekbones stuck out. She was practially a walking skelton.

"Call the hospital and let them know we're on our way, Andrew!"

The voices started to fade away and everything went black..

-

"GOD. Your such a fat pig!" Charlie yelled as he slapped Bella. Everything had changed since the Cullens left. Charlie had became abusive and was touching Bella in inapporite places.

"I know.." Bella managed to mumble, but that was a mistake.

"Excuse me? Are you talking back to me now?!" Another blow to the stomach.

"No sir, please forgive me. Let me go back to my room, please?" Charlie smirked at Bella and picked her up. He carried her to his room and threw her on the bed. Before she knew it all her clothing had been shred from her body and Charlie was on top of her. She screamed, but he covered her mouth.

She looked down and saw Charlie enter her. She screamed out in pain with Charlie's hand still over her mouth and watched as blood poured out of her.

It was over in a few moments, but it felt like hours to her. Her own father has just stolen her virginity.. She couldn't bare the pain. She rain to her room and grabbed the razor off her dresser. She went in her closet and cut her arms until they were numb with pain. Bella didn't actually feel pain, she felt bliss. The pain felt good to her.

After sitting in the closet for over a hour, she got dressed and snuck out the window. She didn't know where she was going, but she didnt care.

She ran down the alleyway and bumped into a familiar girl. It was Dawn. Bella knew Dawn, because she was in her Biology class. She moved to Forks shortly after the cullens had left.

"Watch where your going, bitch."

"Uh, sorry. Hey.. Is that weed?"

"Yup. Want some? It's fresh."

Bella nervously nodded her head and Dawn stuck out her hand. Bella took the weed and took a huge huff. Automatically she started coughing.

"First time?" Dawn was laughing. "I think I could really enjoy hanging around you. Here's my number." Dawn scribbled a number on a piece of paper.

"Thanks." Bella accepted the paper and some of the cocaine Dawn gave her.

"See ya around!" Dawn dissappeared and Bella began walking home happily. She had finally made a friend that she could truely connect to other than the cullens.

-

Bella awoke in a hospital bed. There was a IV stuck in her hand and many other things. Bella sat up quietly and the door opened. A doctor walked in and put his hand on Bella's shoulder.

"Your father should be here soon."

'SHIT. Just what I needed. He's going to kill me..' Just as Bella began to panick she blacked out again.