Finally got around to writing an Ulquiorra fic, and with smuttyness too! i blame the newest episodes for making him look so cool at trying so little to beat Ichigo. Seriously, i gotta give him props. Emo-kun has my respect. -smile-
Do not take credit for the title or the quotes at the beginning of the fic. Tite Kubo owns them and Ulquiorra.
"The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand" Robert valet
"The heart has reasons that reason cannot know." Blaise pascal
4/29/10
"Hearts? You humans are always talking about hearts. It's as if you have them in your hand. But my eye sees everything. Nothing can escape it. What it doesn't see doesn't exist. That's how I've always fought. What is a heart? If I rip open your chest, will I see it? If I crack open your skull will I find it in there?"
The green eyed arrancar Ulquiorra calmly strolled to his destination, reaching the grand doors with measured steps to come before Aizen's throne room; one of many. Eyes cast forward and hands in his deep pockets, the espada came to a stop before Aizen, obediently waiting to receive his orders.
"Ah, Ulquiorra; how kind of you to come." Pleasantries especially ones that were meaningless were one of many strong suits for the rogue captain. Pointless because he always knew what he wanted and was simply biding his time before he made it known to the public. Nevertheless the Cuatro waited, patient.
"An incident has come to my attention involving our new occupant and the Sexta espada and because of this I find I cannot trust anyone else with this duty." Looking down from his throne seated up high, one hand now raised with his chin rested against it. The Cuatro had yet to move and even more so didn't even blink.
"Therefore, I give you the task to look after her while I am away." He told him. "Simply check in on her from time to time and make sure her needs are met."
Putting up no resistance he replied "Yes, Aizen-sama." And after a "That will be all" the espada bowed and left, heading to his newly appointed mission.
Suzu lay in her room, quite lethargic since Grimmjow left so abruptly. He told her he would come back later but something about the way he left said otherwise. She sighed for the umpteenth time before she heard her door open and with great joy sprang up.
"Grimmjow!" she exclaimed excited before realizing who it was, deflating her demeanor. "Oh, Ulquiorra…" dejected she lay back down to sulk while he approached, coming fully into her chambers. When he was a good distance from her, she asked "To what do I owe this unexpected 'visit' oh gloomy one?" she said snarky to which the Cuatro scoffed.
"Clearly, you have been spending far too much time with that trash Grimmjow; otherwise you would not speak to me in that unrefined way." She obviously took offense to this on the panther's behalf, huffing but otherwise remained as she was. "Enter" he called and shortly another lower level arrancar came in, carting a tray of food. Suzu watched these proceedings, a little more than confused.
"What the hell's this?" she sat up, one hand on either side of her, brows furrowed. The underling arrancar left and Ulquiorra responded. "I am to see that your needs are met until further notice."
"What? Why? And No way!" clearly expounded and justified reasons…
He stared at her silently "Under other circumstances I would gladly not interfere with trash and their petty lives, however I have been summoned by Aizen-sama; and he wishes me to look after you while he is gone."
"Eh?" she sputtered incoherent, arms hanging over loosely. "But—Why?" she didn't get it.
If Ulquiorra were capable of something as human as sighing, he would have done so at that moment. This girl was really dense…
"Grimmjow was found in violation, not worthy or responsible enough for this job. Therefore, I was summoned."
"But, but…" "And before you continue to spout more meaningless trifles take heed, it makes no difference to me how you may feel" said as if feelings were even more lowly in opinion than trash. "It is inconsequential."
"Eat" he commanded "From now on I will see to your meals as it is a part of your needs." She folded her arms and glared at his retreating back before sticking her tongue out in his direction.
After the door was closed, she glanced at the food left for her and then hopped up, heading for the door her mind made up. Unfortunately for her the espada was one step ahead of her, having already foreseen her uncooperative nature and thereby locking her inside.
"What!" she shouted, clearly taken aback and then began pounding on the door with all her little might as the sturdy door resisted her efforts. "NOOOO!" she cried, slumping down to the floor quite frustrated.
Meanwhile the Sexta Grimmjow was lounging around, nothing to do. Since leaving the girl's room he had been verbally reprimanded by their so called 'Lord' Aizen and informed that he should stay away from her. Naturally he had laughed it off and only gone back to his own room because he wanted to, not because Aizen said so.
He didn't give a fuck what the prick Shinigami thought and to prove it he would go back and see the girl; hell maybe they could have some more 'fun' like they did before. Mind made up he got up and left his room intent on seeing her. Stay away from her?
"Che, as if"
On his way however, he had the bad luck of running into Aizen's most loyal and obedient ass servant; "Ulquiorra" he spat.
"Grimmjow, what are you doing out of your room?" he had stopped, face neutral as always.
"What's it to you" was his comeback. The Cuatro went on. "I was under the impression that you were to be quarantined due to your transgressions."
"Yah and I was under the impressions that you were a dick." He retorted quite easily. He went to walk passed the other espada but his voice called "If you are headed to the girl's room, I would re-think that decision."
Grimmjow stopped. "I have locked her in her room and that is where she will remain." He told the panther who turned his head to glare at him.
"What of it?" he said. "Even if I was headed there, who's to stop me; you?"
"Don't make me laugh. You can't order me around like you do that dumbass Yammy." He faced forward once more intent on leaving but Ulquiorra blocked his way. The panther growled.
"Move" "Make me" and so a battle began. The Sexta poised to fire a cero, until the Cuatro disappeared only to reappear much closer firing his own, blasting the espada and singeing him in the process.
Pissed off Grimmjow ran towards the cockier arrancar, fists swinging wildly and dodged by the other who sidestepped his blows. Growing more frustrated with each missing punch he roared and lashed with his leg, aiming to knock him down but Ulquiorra simply grabbed him, mid swing. Then with little preamble punched the Sexta hard to the solar plexus above his hollow hole, sending the espada soaring straight into a wall as it crumbled with the force of his weight.
The smoke cleared and the Sexta lay in the rubble attempting to get back up. The green eyed espada calmly walked towards him, seeing the rage in his opponents face. When he was close enough Grimmjow launched himself up and at the Cuatro arms raised in fight.
"Trash" he said and Ulquiorra caught him by the throat, holding him at bay as he placed something in his hollow hole. Moments later a black box appeared and began wrapping around the Sexta as he cursed. After that there was nothing and Ulquiorra walked away unfazed, calm as ever.
Suzu had been sulking ever since Ulquiorra left; irritated that he would actually lock her in her room. What was she, a prisoner? So when the door opened suddenly only to reveal said 'ass', she harrumphed and lay back on her couch face down, turned so she didn't have to make eye contact with him.
The arrancar approached seeing her food left as it was, completely untouched. In protest she hadn't eaten any and though realistically it was a stupid, immature move, the girl was mad enough she didn't care. She was used to not eating a whole lot; not because she had an eating disorder but simply because she often didn't feel the need to eat and whenever she would eat, she would get full quickly.
So skipping one meal, for her was an easy thing. And if that pissed the espada off in the process, well then, two birds.
He stopped short. "You have not eaten" "Brilliant observation" she snapped. He stared in her direction.
"Why have you not eaten?" "Not hungry" she said. "Ridiculous" he scoffed. This made her turn her head.
"Humans are weak, fragile beings requiring nourishment every few hours." He lectured.
"And you are no different." "HA, how would you know…" she shifted and sat up.
"You know nothing about me" she stood. "And if not for Aizen you wouldn't even be here."
He watched her untroubled by her anger. She eyed him "So why don't you leave; you obviously don't want to be here and I really don't want you here either."
"Just go; I'm sure Grimmjow will stop by eventually so your presence is unneeded-"
"He will not." "Eh?" now she was confused.
"The trash, Grimmjow; he will not come, I assure you."
"Oh yah, what makes you say that?" unbelieving.
"Because I got rid of him." Now her eyes grew wide. "You—what?" certainly she heard wrong…
"He proved troublesome and had to be dealt with. Now he will not interfere."
The girl's already pale face grew white, thinking the worst. "No way…how could…"
"Why would you do that? You killed him!" she screamed. "No I simply got him out of the way. That trash does not know how to follow directions, so I used a Caja Negacion."
"It makes my task of looking after you that much simpler, with him out of the way."
"Bastard" she replied. "You're heartless"
He stared at her. "Heartless am I?" "Yah, missing a heart." She clarified.
"Regardless" once more a servant arrancar came in; they removed the old food and then replaced it before leaving. She stared at the food and then him.
"Eat"
"No" she said defiant. He moved closer. "Oh? You refuse?" she didn't reply and he moved even closer.
"Eat it on your own or I force you. It makes no difference to me." She glared heatedly and then stomped over to the tray of food, picking it up to scarf down the food, none too lady like before slamming the tray back down. She eyed him angrily and wished she could burp, just to top it all off but sadly no.
Instead "There…done" then she turned, walking back to the couch. "Leave, I'm tired" and slung herself down, this time face visible with her hands together resting under her head, laid on her side. She closed her eyes attempting sleep while a lone tear ran from the corner of her eye, down over her nose to drip off onto the couch. The espada watched this solemnly before turning around and walking out the door, closing it behind him.
The next time he came to deliver her food, Suzu was staring out the window, seeing the vast sand and the lonely crescent of a moon. She didn't turn at his approach as he placed the tray of food in her room. He stopped and stared emotionlessly at her while she stood watching the moon.
However after several minutes passed and Ulquiorra had yet to move she grew irritated, turning around.
"What? Think I'm not going to eat unless you stare at me?"
"Do you need another demonstration" she quipped, quite annoyed. He continued to stare and didn't say a word. However soon enough he was moving towards the girl, gaining ground as he spoke.
"What is so interesting about you girl?" she didn't say anything but her face changed, showing she heard him.
"That trash Grimmjow willingly defied orders, just so he could see you."
"Even Aizen-sama is intent on keeping you safe…I wonder why that is?" he was getting very close now and Suzu found herself backing up.
There was little distance between the two as he finally stopped. She was practically against the wall, under the very window she had been intently gazing through moments ago.
"Why are you so special?" he asked and Suzu realized she had no answer for him.
"I don't know…" she answered truthfully, brows slightly creased.
Of course not he thought. She is only human. He watched her, her hand raised balled over her heart. This gave him a thought. He raised his own hand and stretched it towards her.
"Humans and their hearts" he said and curiously took hold of her zipper, pulling it down slowly to reveal her chest; once exposed he skimmed his fingertips over her bosom stopping when he felt her heartbeat strongly under his palm. Curious indeed…
Her heart was pounding so fast now; he wondered why.
"Ul-quiorra?" she asked hesitantly, not sure what had happened so quickly. After a bit of time, he lowered his hand but did not make any further movements to distance himself. She blinked at him as he stared, like he hadn't just fondled her. She was curious too and so taking a hesitant step towards him, then another, she stood before him looking into his cat like eyes that always confused her.
Pondering a moment and going over the many consequences this posed, she took the initiative and standing on her tip toes, closed her eyes and placed her lips on his. He didn't move and even more so didn't reject her and she released him, standing firmly back on the floor. Seeing his own haori zipped, she followed suit and unzipped him, revealing his leaned muscles and the number for his rank.
She stared at it and then traced the four with her finger, feeling more smooth than the surrounding flesh. She glanced up to see his expression but it was pointless; there was no change. So taking hold of his hand, she led him to the couch and stopped. She looked to him as his eyes shifted to the couch. Then without warning he pushed her, knocking her on the couch as her back hit the surface.
She appeared surprised but before long he got on top of her, smoothing his hand over her chest, ever curious how her heartbeat changed with his ministrations. She let him do as he wished before sitting up and sliding his top off of him, feeling the strong muscles in his shoulders. Removing her own top, she threw it aside before lavishing his chest with her tongue.
She moved up to his neck, sucking it and nipping then went to his ear, but only the right side because his mask hindered her on the opposite. She looked into his eyes and didn't see any change but regardless kissed him once more on the lips. Then retreating she traced a thumb over the strange streaks of color running down his face; almost as if he were crying.
Sporadically he lifted a hand and placed it on her face, like he was mimicking her but then lowering his head nipped and bit her neck, to which she moaned. One hand lay on her chest but it was immobile, never moving from her breast. They lay back down with him over her and he lifted back up, observing her. Her face was rosy and he realized it extended lower to the upper portion of her body.
When she opened her eyes they were hazy. "Ulquiorra" she called and her heart rate remained rapid where his hand lay. She shifted and touched her lower body, that which was still clothed and he undid them, removing her hakamas to her delight. Her panties were left but she removed those quickly and was soon bared before the espada.
He watched her as she blushed "Ulquiorra, please" she said and reached to cup him. Again he said nothing but remained inquisitive as before. So he did as she silently requested and removed himself from his hakamas to slowly ease into the girl below him; his hand rested still at her bosom, feeling the abrupt change in her heart rate when he was fully inside her.
Her face as well changed as she closed her eyes while releasing a moan. "Ulquiorra"
He began his slow pace, testing the new feel of him inside of her. Never before had he done such things, thinking them beneath him or of no purpose. This he would admit, was different and try as he might to be neutral he did feel something. What that was however, he did not know.
All that he was aware of was her heart and its quick pounding and the sudden need for him to go faster.
Suzu moaned and groaned, calling him and digging her nails into his shoulders. Finally he had reached a pace in which he found remarkable for the girl to be able to handle and with that Suzu screamed, claiming her release. Once that happened he slowed and then removed himself from her, though confusedly he found was difficult to do.
She lay panting and reached for him, tugging him towards her. She embraced him and he felt her heart slowing to a much more normal pace. She shifted around so now he lay on the couch, with her head and upper body laid on his chest.
After a few minutes of silence she said "Hey, I found it."
"And what is that girl?" she smiled and he was confused.
"Your missing heart; it's right here" as she touched his chest. He stared at the girl then looked elsewhere, no change in his face at all.
"Hmm" was all he said.