I guess i just got lost being someone else,
I tried to kill the pain
But nothing ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hoping to come back around
and find myself some day

I shut my eyes watching Percy saunter around me. He was trying to find my weak point, my Achilles Heel. I was weak everywhere though, lost and pained. I'd tried everything but nothing brought me back. not even Annabeth. Not even Thalia. I used to be different and they know it. Percy thinks I can never change back but I will.

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

This person I've become never is proud. Never once have I been accepted like I should be. I want to be me again just for a while. I want to shine like I used when I was the person to look up to.


Would you Let Me Be Myself
Coz I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It's time to make my way
Into the world i knew
And take back all of these times
That I gave in to you

Like this I have no heart and I hate it. I just want to be me. I want to find they key to this prison, this thing that hold me in. Holds what I was in. When I come back I'll be a hero. It's make up for the monster I've become.

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don't mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light

That's when I see what to do. Percy drops Annabeth's knife into what used to be Hestia's warming hearth. Glints of hope shined in my eyes. My hand burned, but the pain was relieving. I was in control. I brought the knife down under my arm. Someone was screaming. It was me. "Did you love me?" Annabeth shook her head. I was okay with that and for once in my life all was well.

Let Me Be Myself

The world began to fade. Memories slipped in and out of my mind. Mommy why are you like this?I will never betray anyone. That was a lie. Now, everything my mom had sad, no matter how painful, made sense.


That's all i ever wanted from this world
Was to let me be me..

Everything was gone.


Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself
Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don't mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

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