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My father blames me for my mother's death,
Grown ups and kids fear me.
Kids my age won't play with me,
They go running away from me,
What have I ever done?
It's not my fault,
Don't blame me.
So what if I got a demon inside of me?
I'm still me,
Even though I can barely go to sleep.
I'm still a child,
Yet they all fear me.
Sometimes I feel like crying,
But I can't show weakness at any time.
I keep my eyes dry,
I keep my face blank of any feelings.
The sand guards me,
I like to think it is mother's spirit guarding me.
I just wanted to have friends and to feel love of any kind,
But I didn't get all kind of love,
So I grew cold and bitter to everyone even to the kids that I wanted to be friend.
I had no longer cared about anyone or anything,
For I didn't believe in friendship or love.
Then I met Naruto,
We fought and I lost,
Naruto wanted to save and guard his friends.
I wanted to have someone like that,
I wanted to feel friendship the thing I had forgot over the years of sadness.
I want to care and to be cared for back,
I would like Naruto to be my friend one day.
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A/N: Please review..
