A/N – OK guys! This is from House of Night when Zoey breaks up with Erik in Tempted in the nunnery (Is that what it's called?!). It's what Erik is thinking right after she did it and I loved writing this…just hope you love reading this!!
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Disclaimer – Richelle Mead owns everything but I decided to play in Erik's juicy little mind…
I Guess You Never Loved Me…
Zoey never truly loved me like I did her, I loved her with everything I had and would drop everything at her call. I would live with nothing, no water, no blood, no food, if she asked me to. That was how much I cared about her. Why couldn't she see how much I loved her? I fooled myself.
I was always there for her, yet she never confided in me. Why did I do this to myself? I know why, because I loved her so dearly I wanted to believe she would return my love and feel the same.
I was there when she needed comfort, love, and protection. I was most recently there when she wanted someone to be able to be angry with.
She never loved me deep down in her heart, all her words and actions were lies – especially now that she has just thrown me away like I'm disposable. If she ever wanted me back now I know the truth of how she'd felt, I would never come back to her. I have no one to come back to, not even Aphrodite whom I had loved before she went – and changed, her world turning upside down – as she hates me and is best friends with my true love, Zoey.
Everyone blames me for this Zoey mess but no one looks at what Zoey did, to me and to her friends. So here I am, crumpled outside Zoey and Aphrodite's door where I have been ever since she threw me away. They're probably laughing at me. I don't care.
I don't feel anything except the pain of a broken heart.