Kate is ona distress since the birth's daughter, and further developments doesn't put right nothing.

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« Oh, no… » Gibbs was in his bed, he looked on his right and said "Katie, wake up, Katie please wake up"

She answered still asleep, "What happened Jethro?"

"It's your turn; I went there at 11.00 pm"

Kate got up and went out of the bedroom.

"Hey baby" she said on entering on her daughter's bedroom. "I'm here now, hush darling, mommy is here." She took her on her arms and began to rock her on breast-feeding her.

When she had finished, she returned to bed. Gibbs wasn't asleep and he asked, "What did she want?"

"She was hungry," she answered with tears on eyes. When he heard the sound of her voice he turn over seeing her "Are you crying?"

"No I'm just tired, go back you to sleep." He did.

Since Angelina's birth, eight months ago, Kate stayed home. But last month she returned to work, and her daughter didn't sleep through the night. So far, Caitlin got up because during the day she could take a nap, but since her return to work she couldn't any more. Gibbs didn't see her distress. He was a good husband but he didn't pay very close attention to her, she thought, but it wasn't really true. She wouldn't let him see her weakness.

Whatever may happen, she loved her daughter, but there were days when she wanted to return to the past, when she didn't have a child.

She wouldn't say that to Jethro because she was ashamed at this thought. She talked with her doctor, who told her that thoughts like those were normal after the first baby. But she wasn't feeling any better.

Now she had to sleep on her pillow wet 'cause she had to get up at 6.00 am, three hours from now.

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