That day changed the girl's life and no one ever noticed,
The moment she spoke she had changed she knew and she hated it,
Making friends had never been a problem now it was like climbing a mountain,
Sitting in the shadow's the small child didn't know much of how too care or love,
A few People loved her but everyone hurt,
Standing in the corner she silently cried while the world passed her by,
Years passed and she was no longer the little girl that cried easily but inside she hadn't changed, inside she was still the little girl crying,
Still young the girl could now stand up on her own and knew more of what children her age should,
Happy and Painful memories repeated in her mind years of film never stopped playing,
The evil in the world she experienced since a young age had poisoned her mind,
Thrown headfirst into a world of hate and pain she shyed away from the rest of the world,
Hiding feelings from even the closet of people she held too her heart,
She learned slowly not too cry just bottle it all inside but this girl was growing up in a world of pain,
Bullied in school he never trusted anyone and everyone saw her as the small innocent type,
She soon learnt too hate and crush anyone using this against others she turned too a heartless monster even hurting friends,
Getting older she felt love for the first time but he never felt the same way her heart had been broken for the 2nd time,
Slowly it healed and she denied it but loved again history repeated itself,
Broken hearted again she wouldn't even let anyone try too be friends till someone else wormed there way in,
The girl loved and lost again she had been crushed hundreds of times before she barley felt this time but it felt like hell inside,
The girl was a teen now but still broke and lonely she still cried inside at night she still wept,
Looking at the past scars of harm she covers up the girl slowly crawled back too the shadows,
"So close but so far" was how her family saw her the girl never let anyone know her,
Turning her back on her friends she dropped out of school for good and never spoke of the demons in her mind again,
But there is something that bug's her and tugged at her mind wondering,
If she had never opened her mouth all those years ago just too help someone her life would be different she'd have friends even be popular she never would be living the dark with music as her only companion and the phantoms of her memory,
Standing in the rain in the one place she loves a graveyard she wondered this and see's she should have never spoke that day because she might still have a life but among the graves you can still sometimes hear the laughter of a girl who never knew happiness