Here I go with another story, just to let everyone know, I didn't give up on my other stories, I just came up with this idea for a new story, and I had to get it out before I completely forgot about it, it's way different from my other stories, instead of the love and fluff, lol, it's a DARK story but I like the idea of not doing basically the same kind of story over and over again, I hope you guys like it, and let me know if I should continue with this story or not.

Summary: Jude Harrison, Instant Star winner, she's always dreamt of being a singer, a Rock Star, now she has what she's always wanted, a recording contract, fame, and the worlds greatest producer ever, she's got it made, but to those closest to her know that there is something deeper, something that triggers her to shut people out, to be so distant, her best friends since childhood, are trying to act as if it's Jude being Jude, but there is one person that refuses to excuse her behavior, as Jude being Jude, he knows that there is more to it than that, and he will do everything he can to try and get to the bottom of her depression, but how? He doesn't know that yet but, Tom Quincy is not the kind of guy to give up that easily, especially when it comes to Jude the SECRET love of his life.

Chapter one

It was like every other day in the studio, people running around in a frenzy, Sadie the receptionist on the phone, Jamie following Liam around like he was a tail Liam didn't know he had, Patsy yelling at Kwest , about her new song, Jude sat in Studio A writing in her journal, as Tommy walked in, he loved watching her while she was writing a new song, she had this serious look on her face, like nothing else mattered in that moment, but her and her journal, but there was also this other look she got on her face, like she was so lost, like there was always some big secret she had hidden deep down inside, something that consumed her whole being at times, I mean yea she would at times be the happy go lucky girl everyone knew and loved, but then there were times she just shut down, she would just stare off into space, and she would always jump at the slightest sound, she seemed nervous, like someone was out to get her, it saddened Tommy to she Jude like that, his Jude, so afraid, of what? He didn't know but he had to find a way to help her, he walked up beside her and lightly tapped on her shoulder, she jumped up out of her chair, frightened that it might be Him.

Jude: Tommy you scared the hell out of me. She said, while holding her hand on her chest and breathing hard.

Tommy: I'm sorry Jude... I didn't mean to scare you, he said, he mentally scolded himself for approaching her like that, he knows how she gets, when she's caught off guard.

Jude: it's ok, she said, while taking a seat on Kwest' chair, then continued, I'm working on a knew song, it's not much, it's just the chorus. she said as Tommy took a seat on his chair, and handed him her journal, he read over the lyrics, nodding his head as if he had the beat already playing in his head, Jude watched him impatiently, bouncing her leg up and down, he looked up at her and couldn't help but laugh at her eagerness

Jude: how long does it take to read a damn chorus Quincy, she whined

Tommy: you really need help girl, your to impatient, he laughed, Jude gave him a death glare.

Tommy: ok, ok it was great Harrison, it's going to be a hit girl, he said, smiling from ear to ear.

Jude: really, you think? she said, matching his smile, Tommy loved seeing her smile, he hadn't seen her smile for days, he missed it, he stood up from his chair, and grabbed Jude's hands pulling her up with him, he then pulled her in to a hug, she smiled, into his chest, loving the smell of his cologne, I miss your smile so much girl, he whispered in her ear, then added, Jude you know if anything's bothering you, or you just need to talk, you can always talk to me, you know that right? Jude tensed up a bit, and Tommy could tell there was definitely something going on, I know Tommy, She whispered back, He didn't want to push anymore, he was just happy, he had Jude in his arms at that moment, she reluctantly pulled away.

Jude: do you know what time is it Tom?

Tommy: umm... I think a little after eight.

Jude's eyes nearly popped out of her head, she quickly started gathering her things, Tommy just watched her in confusion, she quickly put her guitar back in her case and started to head out of the door, but Tommy grabbed her arm before she could leave, she spun around quickly, horror written all over her face, Tommy quickly dropped her arm.

Tommy: Jude, please tell me what's wrong, I can help, whatever it is, sadness and confusion dripping with every word.

Jude: Tommy nothings wrong ok, I just...have a lot on my mind, ya know, with my album and everything. She said, trying to sound as convincing as possible.

Tommy: ok, but you know I'm here for you girl, always. He said, not really convinced about her just being stressed about her album.

Tommy: do you need a ride home?

Jude: no, that's ok, I'll walk. She was starting to panic now, she couldn't let Tommy drive her homeHe might see them, and that wouldn't be good.

Tommy: Jude, it's getting dark out, I don't want you walking home, and Sadie doesn't get off work for another hour. I'm not taking no for an answer.

Jude: whatever, there was no getting through to Tommy once his mind was made up, so she figured if they left now, there would still be enough time, before He got home.

Tommy: I knew you'd see things my way, he said with a smile, Jude just rolled her eyes, and grabbed his hand

Jude: let's go Quincy, she dragged him out of the studio, and out to his car, he unlocked the passenger door and Jude got in, he shut her door for her and walked around to the other side and got in.

Ten minutes later they arrived at Jude's house, she didn't see His car in their driveway she silently thanked the universal force that He wasn't there. Jude thanked Tommy and got out of his car, but Tommy being Tommy just had to insist on walking her to her door.

Jude: thanks Tommy, see you tomorrow at seven, bye, she said trying to get Tommy to leave. Tommy noticed but decided to just let it be for now, just as Tommy was about to open his mouth to speak, they saw car headlights pulling into the driveway, Jude started to panic

Jude: Tommy you have to go now, she began pushing Tommy towards his car, Tommy looked at Jude like she lost her mind.

Jude: please Tommy just go.

Tommy: Jude what's wrong just tell me what the hell is wrong, his voice began to crack.

Mr. Harrison: Tom, can you please move your car? He said through clenched teeth, he then looked at Jude and gave her a ( your in for it look) Tommy didn't catch on, just nodded his head, then turned back to Jude,.

Tommy: Jude I want you to talk to me ok? Tomorrow after we're done recording we are going to talk, he said with a firm voice, Jude just nodded her head in agreement, wanting Tommy to leave already, Tommy gave her hand a light squeeze, and made his way to his car, he got in and sped off.

( Tommy thinking): what the hell is wrong with Jude, I know she's always been a little distant at times, but it's getting worse I have to find out.

Jude ran up to her room, and locked herself in, she knew today he would get really drunk, since the divorce paper's came today, and when he got drunk things got bad, she sat down on her bed with her fingers crossed, silently praying he would just get drunk and pass out, her prayers were not answered, she heard footsteps coming up the stairs, she began to sweat, her whole body began to shake, she started crying, but not loud enough for him to hear her, the footsteps got closer, and closer , then they stopped, then he knocked lightly on her door.

Mr. H: Jude, honey open the door I want to talk to you, he said in an eerily calm tone, when she didn't answer he began pounding on the door, Jude open the damn door now, he began kicking the door, Jude started crying hysterically, she ran to her closet, got in and closed the door, with her cell phone in hand

He kicked the door one last time, it finally broke of the wall and landed on the floor of the room with a loud bang, Jude quickly tried to call someone but her phone died, she forgot to charge it last night,

Mr. H: Jude, I just want to talk to you about why the Hell Tom Quincy was here, he screamed

Still she didn't answer, she crossed her fingers again hoping, that he would just leave, she then heard him coming towards the closet, she shut her eyes tightly tears spilling out, she took a deep breath, she knew what was coming next, the door swung open, and there stood her father, belt in hand, his eyes were wild, he grabbed Jude by the hair, and yanked her out of the closet, then through her across the room,

Jude: please, I'm sorry he... he just gave... me...a ride home...that's it... I swear she said in between sobs.

Mr. H: you know I hate liars Jude, you're a slut, just like your mom, now you have to be punished, he said making his way to the corner Jude was in.

Ok, was it good? bad? Ok? Let me know please, I really need to know if I should keep going or not, please review, it would seriously make my day.