Hello so that is my second Fanfiction so please enjoy and as always REVIEWS don't kill!

No matter how much I say it's going to be alright my mind keeps drifting back to the school I loved and the school that was everything to me since now. The talent they have, the model-like creatures, the style that is different from others- the question that lingers in my mind everytime I try to close my eyes is that am I good enough to go there? I have to pass the auditions but I know I can't with the type I am, the sensitive girl, the blonde hair, the child-like face, and many more that describes the typical American teenager with dreams that can never come true, the dreams that just stay in your heart until the life takes a twist surprising you after years when you look back and laugh but inside you wish you could go back to fulfil your desires.

"Jadelyn the dinner is ready, dear" ,my mom called from downstairs, she was my best friend as well as my father even though they were always out of state but I loved them as much as they loved me and did their best to fulfil my wishes even if they were stupid-I quickly ran a brush through my hair and rushed towards my bedroom door tripping over a cuddly toy.

"Hey mom! Wow that smells awesome!" I said as much enthusiastically as I could.

"I am glad you are hungry!", my mother said happily. I was trying hard to swallow the lump in my throat because my mom was going to New York for four months leaving me alone with the weird butler as always.

"I know okay you are not happy that I am not staying for you auditions", my mom said and I didn't even thought about that. "But guess what you sister Jocelyn is coming to stay with you for this whole year on a course" mom said eating her sandwich.

"Wow mom J-jocelyn is coming for a whole year….. you got to be kidding me!" I said with a clear shock in my voice which made my mother smirk.

"Okay then call her if you want and she would be going with you for the audition instead of me.", and with that my mother kissed me on the forehead and left.