ⓈⒺⒸⓇⒺⓉ ⓈⒺⓃⓉⒺⓃⒸⒺ❤Sasuke Uchiha❘Side A❘
I
sit on my bed reminiscing of the old days when we used to sit in the dandelion field making wishes all day. I knew after your brother annihilated your clan, things would't be the same. But I...
Never
thought that you would deny my existence completely. I was completely baffled. My 8-year-old mind couldn't comprehend the thought of you not being my best friend anymore. So, I Persevered, kept on bothering you. Forced you to acknowledge me and slowly you opened up to me again. I…
Knew
you would want to get revenge. I kept quiet, never tried to change your mind. I even helped you train a bit, but I was worried.
You
were slowly losing yourself to your ambition. You were becoming obsessed. You lived for revenge, wanted it, craved it, needed it. I knew you would do almost anything for it. Even if it meant…
Leaving
your friends for that snake bastard, but even today I don't blame him for you leaving. That was your choice, your decision and I didn't stop you. I'm so stupid. I wonder… if you never encountered Itachi that day…
Would
things be any different? Maybe but that's all in the past now. What's done is done and no matter how many times we wish things were different, they never will be. It was weird for me after you left because for some reason my heart…
Hurt
a lot. It was agony. It felt as if apart of me was missing, strange right? I mean you left so why should it hurt so much. I expected to feel a sadness, but to feel as if your heart shattered into thousands of pieces…that's a little too much for me. I mean, we were just friends right? Nothing more, nothing less.
So
Can you please explain to me why it makes me tear up just thinking about you? Wait…. don't answer that because after weeks of being depressed but hiding it with a smile, I finally found the reason why my heart aches at the mere thought of you. I never got to tell you how…
Much
I love you.