This is my version of Rensmee's life, I have been working on this story for a few months now and i would like opinions on it. Please leave your comments about it and what you think.

Note: please keep in mind that this is an unfinished draft and i am having issues with the spell check on here, i will try to correct any errors that are brought to my attention.

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Fallen Star

Preface

I feel as though my fate had been decided for me now. I have no choice, and I know he doesn't either.
He says it's me… that I am designed for a specific person, that person being him.
I am the only thing keeping him alive, the gravity holding him here.
Without me…he is nothing.

Chapter One
"Sixteen"?

"What?!" I shouted as the shocking news was given to me. My mother and father stood there looking at me as if my reaction was a surprise. "Renesmee, this is not his fault, it isn't something he can control, it's just the way it works." My Mother said.

My mom is beautiful, long brown hair down to her waist. She looks like a supermodel and even though I know what she is I still find it hard to believe how beautiful she is compared to mom's I see on the street.

"Why didn't you tell me this before?" I snapped. "Because sweetheart, you weren't ready" My father said.

My Father is handsome and charming, he has bronze hair that looks supermodel-like and he has beautiful golden eyes. My mother used to tell me how when she was still "human" and he kissed her that her heart would beat so fast that and loud that she thought every vampire on earth could hear it. He tells me that that is one thing he misses, the loud beat of her heart.

"Not ready?! Not ready?! Of course I wasn't ready to hear this I was just so ready to have the volturi think I am an immortal child ready to attack the entire human population! Of course I love their yearly visits and the thought of being watched ever single second of the day, just as if someone is waiting for me to slip up and drain the blood out of a poor innocent human." I shouted sarcastically. "Renesmee!" my mother shouted. "You are being totally unreasonable with this whole situation. You don't know how hard this is for Jacob, he is…" "In LOVE with me I know mom you've told me this all before, but mom I am not in love with him. I will NEVER be in love with him and I can't help that!!" I cut her off. "So what? I have no say in this at all? I don't get to choose at all? I just get to sit here and be forced to try to fall in love with someone I am feeling nothing with?" I continued. "Honey, please, Jacob is a good guy, he's strong healthy and he's not getting any older and he is really sweet, not to mention he's been my best friend since I first moved back to forks." My mother said. "And you know sweetie he loves you and wants to do anything for you."

"Mom, I don't want to, end of discussion, it won't happen now, or ever. Now if you'll excuse me I have people out there waiting to celebrate my supposedly sixteenth birthday …why bother I'm not getting any older."

When I think about it…I'm still technically frozen at a day old but my body just keeps growing…well did just keep growing. I'm done growing now. As I walked out of my house I turned and began to run towards Carlisle and Esme's house, where the "party" was. I don't know how you could consider it a party…I have no friends to speak of and the only people I really know are my family, but I can't complain of that. My family is amazing and so loving. I have my mom and dad and then I have my Grandmother Esme and my Grandfather Carlisle. They are so sweet and generous, they always tell me that if ol' mom and dad give me any issues that I am welcomed to come and hang out at their house, although they don't know how much good it would do, considering my parents live just 10 seconds away in vampire time…if that.

And then I have my Aunty Alice. She is the most amazing aunt ever, she always takes me on spontaneous shopping sprees and we talk and have a lot of fun together. She is also the only one who seems to agree with me with his situation.

Which would now bring me to my Uncle Jasper…I must say he is a little strange at times because I'll be standing next to him totally pissed and all of the sudden I'm the happiest girl on earth. I still haven't figured that one out. Alice and Jasper are married and they seem really happy together, as if they were made for each other.

Next I have Aunty Rosalie and Uncle Emmet. Rose is a sweetie and I love her to pieces but I still can't believe that her of all people don't agree with my side of the situation. She absolutely hates Jacob because he's well...you know…a werewolf. Vampires and werewolves are not supposed to get along at all…but everyone else likes him and I like him, just not in the way he wishes.

Then I have Uncle Emmet, who seems INCREDIBALLY immature for his age…his like bazillion year old age. He is always looking for a competition of strength or something. But I love him anyway.

Then I have my Grandpa Charlie, which is my mother's dad. He is so sweet and so naive to what my mom is, he has no clue yet, and we're keeping it that way for as long as possible. He also doesn't know what I am or that I am really my mother and father's true child and not Edward's long lost brother's daughter who had nowhere else to go except here. He is still under that story. He spoils me all the time and I have to say…I do love it.

Then I have my Grandma Renee' She's, as my mother describes her, erratic and harebrained. I always laugh when she talks about her because she'll say, "gosh my crazy mother is still losing her cell phone and her cell charger every single day, I mean it's a cell, how hard can it be to keep track of it" Other than that though I haven't heard much about her…I haven't actually…met her yet. It's still kind of a touchy subject with my mom.

Woah! I'm here, that was fast. You know sixteen years and you'd think that I would be used to this super speed. I certainly hope they didn't go to a super extreme with this party…I hate parties. I guess I'm kind of like my mom in that way. Wow, leave it to Alice; I'm sure she planned this whole thing out. The outside of the house was decorated with bright twinkling lights and in the windows were signs that said "HAPPY SWEET 16 RENESMEE!!!!" what was she thinking? She knows this was the farthest thing from what I wanted…I wanted nothing. Nothing at all, maybe just a few people over and we sit around all day. I just wanted a normal day nothing special. I could only imagine what the inside looked like. From the outside it looked really dark. Maybe because there seemed to be no lights on. There were always lights on at the Cullen's. I can't remember a time coming to grandma and grandpa's when there weren't lights on. I further myself toward the door preparing myself for the horror I was sure to encounter.
I sped up the steps and I opened the door.

"Hello? Grandma, Grandpa? Alice? Jasper? Rosalie? Emmet? Ja—"I was cut off by yelling. "SURPRISE!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENESMEE!!!!!" Of course it was dark…it was a surprise party. Everyone rushed up to hug me and wish me a happy birthday. I politely thanked everyone, but I was shocked to see that my parents weren't here as well. Just then my mom and dad came through the door with at least 15 presents. I smiled at them and I was surprised to realize that I was actually happy that they did this. It made me feel special. I decided I was going to show them how I felt. I walked up to my mom and I rested my hand on her cheek and looked deep into her eyes, pouring out my emotions into them. She smiled and hugged me. Then I did the same with my dad. His reaction was the same as my mothers. I continued with that until I got through all my relatives.
I leaned over to my mother and I whispered to her " so um.. where is---WOAH!!!" Just then I was swept off of my feet and in someone's arms…I should have guessed, Jacob. "Hey Jake" I smiled "hey there Renesmee, Happy birthday!" "Thanks." I jumped down and I could feel his awkward disappointment.

Jake always had this thing about wanting me in his arms 24/7. I just can't figure out what it is, I mean when I was little it was cool. Like we were just two friends hanging out…having fun and spending their time together as friends, not as something else. Now that it am older and his age, its, I don't know, more strange because he looks at me differently. He looks at me the way my dad looks at my mom and I know that it's probably hard for him because I don't love him.

"So how are you today?" I asked. "Ehh...pretty good, same old same old" he reached for my hand and I pulled away. He looked down seemingly defeated. "Listen uh, I got these motorcycles that haven't been used in a long time and they need to be ridden before they just get rusty and nasty, wanna take off and go for a ride?" he stuttered. "Jake I-"He cut me off. "Well I mean I know you don't like parties…kind of like your mom, so I thought it would be fun for you to get out of here and go for a ride." He cut me off. "I don't think so!" My father cut in. " Jake I don't even let Bella ride those, She isn't going to." "Awh! Come on Edward! What's it gonna hurt? She's with me remember!!" Jake argued and Dad sighed "Alright Jacob, you guys have one hour and that is it, if she isn't back by then, I'm coming to find you." Jake Smiled a huge smile " Thanks Edward, I'll take care of her, I promise. Nothing can hurt her under my watch." Jake grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house. " One hour Jacob and that is it!" my father shouted after us. "Where is she going?" My mother asked. "Jacob wants to take her on a ride for a while, I gave them an hour." My father replied. "Oh, Okay."