Hi this is my first story...English is the 3rd language I learned so I'm sorry for all the mistakes.

"What the actual fuck?!?"

Well that was probably my last sentence in this world.

Everything became black.Just.plain.fucking.darkness.

How did I know that i 'm dead you ask ? Well that's simple.

I saw my own body just exploding from the inside.

No I felt it.Not a normal death,My own cells just exploded.

I can tell you IT.WAS.FUCKING.PAINFUL.

I just feel like vomiting, screaming and crying, not that I can. After all I lost my body just seconds ago.

I really shouldn't have poured that much mana into my weak body.

Yes MANA. I never had it... not that i really needed it

I'm not normal.More like a monster a anomality.

IT was also the reason why I'm immortal.

Ok.ok i have to admit not my physical body.

My Soul however is another story.

Nothing exists.Really nothing that

can harm my soul.

The reason is simple: my origin.

They are rare but there are magus who have more than one.

An Origin is a part of the soul.It is basically

similar to an affinity a Magus has.

Every magus has several affinities.

There exist different types of affinities.

The first type are elemental affinities.

So Fire,water,earth,wind,thunder,ice etc.

A fire affinity as an example gives the individual more control over fire magic.

The next types are darkness and light or holy magic.

The rest of the affinity types are 'special' affinities.

Something like iron or air there are many special affinities.

And an Origin is basically a higher type of an affinity.

If you have a fire Origin like me it means that I have

control over all fires and create fire.Every Origin is unique.There can't exist two people with the same

Origin.

Well I'm telling you this because...you see

I have three Origins and they autimatically merged together when I became 12 today.Not really that special like it sounds I was still considered trash

without mana.

Fire , Blood , Soul merged together.

Yes my other Origins are Soul and Blood

And the Soul Origin is the cause why my soul is immortal.I was born without mana .

However I posses nearly unlimited soul energy and I can turn it to all the other types of energys like mana.But it made my body sick and I always felt like vomitting all the time.

I was born to just die and never activate any Origin, but my Master found me, raised me and teached me his magic until the age of 10 after that he died.

I never activated my blood affinity.

And now I 'm basically dead.

OH no problem ,i feel good I'm really not depressed don't have a body.

You know I like just floating around without control. HECK I CANT EVEN FEEL OR EAT ANYTHING.

YES THATS RIGHT I LOVE FOOD.

And now I m on verge of shedding my non existend tears from my non existend eyes.

Why.why.why.whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy.WHY DID MY FUCKING BLOOD ORIGIN HAVE TO ACTIVATE ON MY 12 BIRTHDAY.

FUCK i m starting to lose my sanity as a human being.

Oh well i m noy human anymore...

I m getting depressed again.I should shut my mou...

Fuck you i don't care ok?!

It was really one of my best birthday in my life and now I m just normally floating around and beeing sucked in by something.

Wai..WHAT?!

FUCK WHAT IS THIS?!

AAAHHH FUCKING SHI...

And that is how i ended up in another dimension as a newborn little shit.