When the night is dead you'll see something appear. This something is something you never seen, it is your true self. The true self is not a reflection or a picture, but an illusion. I say this because no one can see their true self until they are dead or until something out of the extraordinary happens. You may know who I am, but it is rude to not introduce myself. I am Zero, my despair is unbelievable, and I know I should kill myself. If I do die I might bring despair to those that care about me, but in the corner of my hate filled heart is the slightest bit of want. I can fulfill it if I find my true self, which I believe will cost my life or my time of torture. As I continue to crave for this fulfillment, I also crave for death. Yet I have things to be done before my craving can be satisfied. What will happen to me if I fulfill my cravings? Will become more greedy and want more or will I become happy. If I become greedy I'll have to kill myself immediately, but if I become happy I my not accept loneliness very well and become suicidal. If both ways will end with me dying, why am I not killing myself? Well the answer is I love someone that I'm not supposed to love and I want to watch that person for as long as they live.
To Be Continued…