Everything had changed with time her smiles, her looks, and even her heart. It was midnight again, and like everyday HE wasn't home. She held the liquor bottle of alcohol up to lips and tilted up to savor the bitter delight that would help her go to sleep every night. Then again she looked straight at the clock as it ticks and turn, twisting her life into a dark slumber. The door in front of her slammed open making her wake up from her nightmare. "Where did you go?" she said emotionless.
He didn't say a word, he just look away and headed to the kitchen and turned on the lights. She followed him wishing he would just look at her and maybe even say just a tiny thing. "Nicholas…" she said again this time with a sad expression.
The smell of alcohol that escaped from her breath irritated him. He shook his head, as he looked at his wife something else crossed his mind. "Why are you acting like this, Charlene?"
"What?" she said, even though she knew what the answer to that question was she acted clueless. "What are you trying to say?"
"Nothing…" He said as he left her once again.
She felt an urge of hatred about to escape from her mouth. How she hated him for abandoning her all these years. She was nothing more then another girl in his life. Even if she tried her best make him happy she knew he wouldn't even make an effort to make her feel the same. She picked up her bottle and drowned her sadness with the bitterness and sharp taste of liquor.
If she could say something to him right now she would how much she hated him. How much she wished he was there for her, how much she missed him. She would tell him all the pain that have been hiding in her heart for the past 5 years. She knew deep in her heart that she have lost apart of herself. Now her last hope of happiness lie in her dreams, a dream where the man that she loved, loved her just as much as she have loved home.