Prologue

March 4, 2010

Dear diary,

What a funny thing to say, but mama says that's how you start one of these. Cause it's a diary! Mine isn't as pretty as Kyoko's if you ask me. Her's is all pastel pink and golden lines. Mines grey, like bleh. I wanted blue and she gave me grey- correction mama says it is in fact a blue!

Never heard of such an ugly blue. Anyway mama got these for us to write in so here is a pile of words that I have come up with.

Pile of words:

Corgi

Kyoko

Bowtie

Ballerina

Stupid brother

Yeah I know, pretty sweet set of words right? Mama also sat us down today and taught us the meaning of our names. Kyoko's name is so boring; just means day child or something like that. Mine is cool though! Not the ko- that means child like Kyoko's name. But Mori means forest!

I like forest, they have deer in them! And bunnies! AND TIGERS!

...Mama just told me there's no tigers in forest, they live in jungles supposedly. I am greatly heartbroken. There goes all coolness in the name Moriko.


April 1, 2011

Dear Diary,

Heehee, it's been a whole year now and I still find that saying dear diary is both funny and a joy. It's like the diary is about to read all my secrets. Well read this and weep diary, I like corgis. Yeah that's right!

Today we went to go visit some of mamas friends, the Hibari's (mama spelt it out for me) who all have really big scowls on their faces. Well the mom smiled for a second I think, but I also blinked so who knows.

They had a little boy older then my brother so we had to all go and play with him. He was very rude, called me and my sister 'idiots' so I told him to stuff it. Not sure what he was going to stuff but his face when I said that was funny.

He ignored us for most of the day so me and Kyoko played alone. While Ryohei wandered off being the stupid face he is.

Kyoko doesn't like it when I call him stupid. But hey he is!

Later.

When we left Ryohei had these big bruises on his arms and the Hibari kid was all smug and junk. I really don't like him now. He's like some savage animal which can't hold itself.


June 15, 2012

Dear Diary,

Somebody complimented my hands today. He said they were pure white and untouched. I don't know what that means but he had a really pretty smile so I ended up happy the whole day. All up till I had to go see Hibari with my brother.

Still don't like that animal. Because of him my brother is always starting fights. The two of them seem to think it's some sort of game. Only it's not! People are getting hurt.

Kyoko is a lucky butt though, she has a sleepover at Hanas and so can't come. Lucky.

Later.

The beast keeps looking over my shoulder to see what i'm writing. But when I ask him what he wants he pretends not to hear me.

Later.

He's still peaking over my shoulder, sheesh, thought he said I was the idiot. Like no, you can't read my diary you jerk.

Later.

Now he's asking what I'm writing so I totes told him that i'm writing about unicorns and-

Momoko is an idiot

I-he-RUDE.

Later.

Honestly that's the last time I bring my diary with me to the beasts house. Talk about a jerk. Also I'm not an idiot ok!


August 4, 2013

Dear Diary,

Please strangle Kyoya for me. And my brother while you're at it.

The two of them are the worse sort of trouble makers!

So what if i've been working extra hard on making my hands look pretty, and so what if i'm doodling things into here that aren't for THEM TO READ.

It's my crush not theirs. Yet Ryohei just comes over and snatches my diary and lets Kyoya sit and read outloud my lament on Yamamoto's dreamy eyes. And trust me they are 100% dreamy. And now every time i'm near him Ryohei seems to come running over to sing his stupid song.

Yamamoto won't say anything though, I don't think he likes me anymore...Wait did he ever like me?

Later.

Mama says I can get my nails done with her, i'm going to show them off to Yamamoto afterwards. He liked my hands so I bet he'll like to see them like, all pretty and sparkly.

Later.

He didn't like them...He said it was disgusting.

In front of everyone.

I hate boys.


October 31, 2014

Dear Diary,

The boys were supposed to walk with us! Not on their own. Yet here we are all alone. Three lovely girls in amazing musketeer outfits roaming the scary neighborhood and stupid Ryohei and Kyoya decide to go and prank some kids.

And they wonder why half the kids in the school have a vendetta over them. That and this stupid catch phrase Kyoya has started.

Later.

Ok so like, a few months back. Little after Yamamoto called me disgusting, like I was reading this book with Kyoko about animals for class. We were studying right so I asked her what cats were and she said "carnivores"

Then she asked me what humans were and I said "Omnivores".

And Kyoya being the prick he is goes "no they aren't"

So I give him this look that just shows how stupid I think he is. So he continues in his stupid rant and goes "They're either herbivores or carnivores, they just try to pretend to be equal"

I give him this big 'ol stare and ask "So what am I?"

"A pathetic herbivore" So I just gaped at him and try to catch him off balance right. So I just mumble to myself in hate

"What so you're a carnivore?" and the guy tells me that I do have 'some brain'. Scuse me while I imagine him being choked.

Later.

So now we're all just hanging out in the areas trick or treating with Mister 'I'm a carnivore fear me' and my stupid brother wondering who knows where causing havoc andwf-ewfgefg

That wasn't funny.

I nearly peed myself, that scared me so badly. Who the hell just comes up behind someone with a demon mask-Oh that's right Kyoya!

He's way to pleased with this.

I hope he dies a slow painful death, just saying.


December 13, 2014

Yesterday was terrible. My head hurts and I think I chipped my tooth. Mama and Kyoko have been crying for the past hour. Ryohei hasn't stopped apologizing yet the guy who is to blame for all of this is in hiding. He better stay away from me forever. Hibari Kyoya is the most disgusting human being to have ever existed on this planet. And you know what, the guy probably doesn't even know it.

Later.

So the guy left for middle school right? Well I thought that with it Ryohei would stop getting into trouble, and for a while he did. Everything was nice. Ryohei was putting his violent acts into a sport instead, Kyoko had all the guys frothing over her and I- well I've got good grades?

Anyways it was all good in the hood. But then that guy- that beast of a man had to cause a vendetta with some gang in the neighborhood. And that gang? Guess those guys were to scared of the big bad carnivore cause instead they came for my airhead brother. Who did not deserve this in any sort of way.

Now this is where things get classy. Instead of calling the guy out they come up to Kyoko and I and are all like "Your brother is looking for you, will you follow us" . And Kyoko being the saint she is actually follows the guys. Me?

Of course I went as well. That's my sister, no way am I leaving her to those icky men. Honestly hasn't Hana taught her just how bad men are?

So they take us to this alley and are like texting furiously and being all scary and junk and they start to...tie us up. Kyoko is crying at this point so when one of them goes to shut her up I move to take the blunt- gotta say that felt like deja vu.

Little later into the two of us having shit day Ryohei comes in and there's this bloodfest of a fight. Kyoko and I try to back up out of it and this guy comes up trying to get us and...I don't remember. Think that's when I lost the chip of my tooth.

Later.

That day I learned two things. Well actually two things relearned. One is of course how shitty Kyoya is as a human being. The other though? I've died once. Like whoopee. Turns out I know what it feels like to be shot with a gun. Thanks a lot dude who couldn't handle being told no to homecoming. You be the bomb.

Oh well, i've been alive for what- 12 years. I think I can handle one life gone. Though gotta say it does give me insight about this world. Not that I can remember anything great, but hey I know english. That's one class I don't need to study in anymore.

Also I miss my dog…

...I hope the girl I saved is alright.


February 23, 2015

Dear diary,

Man I love this weather. So nice and warm. The cold was killing my mojo.

That and mom telling me to go visit the hibari's once in awhile. No way mama! That man doesn't deserve my acknowledgment. He already has Ryohei talking with him and hanging out in the same school. Not me though. Or Kyoko.

I lied and told her he hates her...I mean he probably does. He doesn't seem to like anyone.

Also guess who joined ballet. DIS GURL.

I now have to study extra hard, my teacher says that if I get anything lower than a 90 i'm out of the team. And listen I need this, otherwise i'll spend the rest of my life playing games online. Which is fine. But when I do that mom gets angry and tries to force me to the Hibari's. Says I always do something there.

Course I do mom, the place is a borefest otherwise.

On another note Ryohei is rocking it in boxing. We've got medals piling up and it's amazing. I told him that once I start ballet i'd take up the other half of the table with MY medals. Jerk laughed in my face and told me to try him.

Only I don't think you can get medals in ballet...Can you?

April 1, 2016

I don't wanna breath, I don't wanna get up, I don't wanna go to school. Stupid Kyoya is some head macho at the middle school and now I can't avoid him. But i'm really bad at ignoring people so I don't think this will end well.

Can I just play sick. Or dead!

Later.

Mom caught me writing. Maybe I shouldn't write while playing dead. I can't help it though. My hands just wanna write and my brain just wants to drain all its fluid out onto the paper like some sort of vomit.

Later.

You know I honestly had nothing to worry about. Walking into school I saw that pompous bastard out at the front so I put my head down and walked real fast and the guy didn't even turn his head! Fucker forgot all about his super cool-friend? Idk if that's the right word. Anyways me and Kyoko got split into two different classes.

So yeah. Welcome to boring mic boring. Time to spend my life drowned in more notes.

Later.

Never mind he remembered me. He just doesn't care. Dude Stopped me when leaving and told me to stop running everywhere like an idiot. And you know what I did?!

Totes ignored him.


Another OC story? Sorry can't help it. At least Moriko is more chill then Bevinn. Anyways the twos stories will tie in with one another in the coming chapters so i'm really excited t see how that works out. Also might be noted just a little that Moriko is in fact a pacifist and that's why she calls her brother an idiot.