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I felt as if i'd never walked before. Standing up was hard, although I had no clue why. I stumbled around, until I caught myself by grabbing onto the doorframe. I've also never felt such pain, it was blinding me, burning me... Before I knew what was happening, I couldn't see, arms were pulling me back down to where I had just stood up from. I didn't understand why I was in so much pain, why these people would be hurting me so, what they were doing to me... Before long, I wasn't even concious enough to think about it, and in too much pain to care..

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I woke up suddenly, feeling like i'd been asleep forever. I was in a room alone, or so I thought. I looked around, this room was so familiar, but I couldn't think of why. My throat was burning, my body was shaking. I felt...hungry. All of the sudden, what I had been feeling fell into place, it was all what..vampires..should feel. That means...No, no, Edward wouldn't do that.

I didn't understand. I jumped up from the bed, starting to panic. I was so confused, I didn't know what to do. Than hands grabbed me gently from behind, a whisper arriving in my ear,

"It's okay, Bella, i'm right here..." A sweet voice said, belonging to my Edward.

"What is going on, Edward? Why do I feel like..." I started, unable to continue, as the burning got worse.

"Bella, hold on for a while... You, well, you were seriously injured...there was no other way.." Edward said, the pain in his voice was not nearly as clear as the pain on his face. He looked remorseful, regretful.

"What..happened?" I choked out, falling to my knees from the burning. He kneeled down beside me, holding me tightly.

"We don't know for sure, but we find you - me and jasper - you were on the sidewalk, barely concious, barely breathing. Carlisle said it was the only way..." Edward said sadly, never taking his eyes off of me.

"Am I..Am I a..." I couldn't bring myself to say it, but he understood.

"Yes, Bella, Yes...I'm so sorry..." Edward said, a new pain on his face. I couldn't think of why, I couldn't think straight at all.

"I..." There was no way to talk now, my throat felt as if it were on fire. I was shaking tremendously now.

"Emmett, Jasper!" Edward called, for unknown reasons. They were soon in the room with us, looking down upon me. "I'm going to need your help to watch her while she hunts, so she doesn't get loose..."

I understood why my throat was burning now, why I couldn't talk. I didn't want to, but I couldn't stand the burning much longer. They both nodded, and picked me up on either side, leading me out the door.

As soon as we were outside, They let go of me, all three of them running in different directions. I smelled what I was thirsting for, and lunged at the first being it was emitting from. The pain eased with every bit of blood I sucked from the defenseless creature...

I went on like that, the pain easing less and less the more animals I killed, until it was completely gone. I sat on the ground, staring up at Edward as he walked towards me, his face in an odd expression.

"Are you okay, now?" He asked, as Emmett and Jasper joined him infront of me.

"I'm better, yeah..." I said. He reached a hand out to help me up, I took it gladly.

"Thank you guys..." Edward said to Emmett and Jasper.

"No problem. You need us - we're here." Emmett said, "Now that shes family!"

He sounded excited, and he winked at me as him and Jasper walked back towards the house.

I turned back towards Edward, worried at his expression.

"What's wrong?" I asked. He still looked so beautiful..

"I'm worried about you. That maybe..you didn't want this..You couldn't decide this time.." Edward said, searching my face for any signs of regret.

"Edward, I did want this.. I want to be with you forever... I just don't understand why it had to happen this way. I'm not unhappy, at all, being with you - that's all that matters." I said, looking into his eyes.

"Oh Bella, my sweet Bella, it didn't change you at all." He whispered, pulling me towards him, carefully stroking my hair.

"Where are the others, can we see them?" I asked, anxious to see my new family.

He pulled away and smiled at me, grabbing my hand and starting to lead my to the house. OUR house.

"well, i tryed to convince her it was unnecessary, but you know Alice. She thought it was necessary to have a welcoming party, even though I told her this wasn't exactly a happy occasion." Edward said, opening the door quickly and shutting it behind us.

He led me into the huge living room, where I was greeted by all the Cullens and the Hales, with silver streamers and balloons covering everything.

Carlisle and Esme stood together, smiling at me. Rosalie and Emmett stood by the stairs, Rosalie looking at me with an odd expression. Alice could barely contain her excitement as she jumped up and down in Jasper's arms.

"Welcome to the family, Bella." Esme said, smiling warmly at me.

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