I have always understood his feelings for me. Although I used to shadow them with ignorance, I can no longer deny his desires. Finally, my heart can echo his love.
"Why must you only kiss me when you believe I am asleep?" I nuzzle my blushing face into my older brother's chest as he holds me in bed. "Yet Soubi will kiss me when other's are looking. Are you afraid I will reject you?" My words are bold though my heart feels weak."It disgusts me to know his skin has brush against you." Seimei's low tone is laced with hatred. "He stained your pure lips for his own selfish pleasure."Averting my eyes to the clean linen beneath us, I bravely utter the words I understand he does not want to hear. "I taste love in his kiss." I feel his breath hitch but I must continue. "Though it wasn't so at first. Our first kiss was forced, with only the taste of his longing you. Yet as time went on, I began to lick passion for me from his lips.""What you taste on him is nothing but trickster's poison." My now stern brother begins to comb his fingers through my hair in a vain attempt to keep himself calm. "His true love will forever rest in me. I am his master. There for, he is my eternal servant. I have feasted from his lips and reaped the flavor of love and devotion, it is nothing but worthlessness from him.""Are mine not the same?" Bravely I raise my purple eyes to capture my brother's identical ones. "Mine must be worthless if you only wish to sample them in secret. Every night, since you plucked me from him, I have lain in pretend sleep to feel your kissing and touching. Yet you only hold me while I show signs of consciousness."
"Your kiss," His voice reflects that of a fairytale prince. "Is a treasure. And a treasure should never be wasted."
"But my kisses," I hold my hand to his cheek. "are one treasure that can never be wasted. But rather, gems that can be rewarded to only those I love the most."
"Then allow me," He covers my hand with his own. "the pleaser of tasting those gems and searching farther into your treasure chest."
My heart begins to pound causing my cheeks to flush. I know what he wishes to do with me, with my permission. Dare I give it to him? "Only if you have the key." I whisper, testing the waters with a pure connection of our lips.
I am eased by his steadiness. His lips hint that they have been waiting for this day for so long. I allow his mouth to tell me just how much he has wanted this by allowing his weapon of puzzle piece words to sheath itself inside my trained mouth.
Feeling Seimei's fingers run through my hair, I begin to miss Soubi. Although my brother smells cleaner than Soubi's musk and tobacco scent, the memory of his smell seems to be forever absorbed in my nose. Soubi used to hold my face when we kissed, letting only his finger tips twirl the ends of my hair. I miss feeling his strong body grow gentle as he'd hold me in his arms. But Soubi is not here. He knows I am safe with my brother. But I know he would come for me if he didn't fear my brother still.
"Seimei…" A moan escapes passed our lips. I feel his free hand travel down my chest, passed the beltline and rest on my thigh. "I am not ready for this." With my hands on his chest, I pull away. Soubi assured me he would never do such a thing until I was old enough. I pray Seimei will view things the same way.
"I will not take them." He strokes my virgin ears. "But allow me to display my love for you in similar ways."
I can not bare to look at him. He grabs my wrist and places hand between his legs. Tears pool on my eyelashes, threatening to overflow down my cheeks. His needs hold hard beneath my palm. Fighting off my own yearning for the same touch, I comply by quietly undoing his pants.
"Wait." He lightly taps my hand that is just about to touch his naked skin. "Together." He whispers before slipping down my pants with ease.
Exposed, harsh shivers run down my spine. My needs are apparent. Mercifully, my brother takes little time to comfort my now burning element. As he takes me in his hand, I suck in sweet air I fear I will lose from my chest. With trembling hands, I return the favor with soft crests. Light moans fill the room around us.
His true fighter is waiting in the next room, awaiting orders. My blank fighter, my love, I can only imagine is worried for my safety. But there will be no orders and nothing to fear tonight. Tonight, our fighters may sleep.
Something changes with-in my normally shy being. I start to image myself seducing Beloved into taking me with no regard to what I would lose. But that is not who I am. Instead, I lower myself to my moving hand. Not wanting to mislay his touch, I wrap my free hand around his affectionate one. I see his natural white liquids seeking from his tip. I begin to crave it's unknown flavor. Though it is forbidding, my tongue laps at the juice.
"Ritsuka…" Seimei breathes in my name as I twirl the tip of my tongue our his weeping slit. "More."
He rubs me faster, which only makes release all my breath and inhale his member as if it were air. He vibrates in my mouth. Being adjusted to Soubi slipping his tongue down my throat, I have perfected my own ways to use my mouth for moments such as this. Although it is my first time, I know I am not his.
He bucks in deep until I am forced to swallow. Tears begin to fill the corners of my eyes but I don't let it faze me. I am bring my brother pleasure and that is all that matters to me. Telling him my love through bobbing my head to give him the sensation of thrusts passed my lips. His pants and groans bring satisfaction to my ears. His finger begins to tap my tip as he strokes me to my peak.
Together, we climax in a wave of sensuality. He takes me in his arms, capturing my lips with his now dry ones. He licks a drop from my cheek before holding me in the way we had started in.
"I love you." We echo each others' hearts and breathe as we drift into a new dream.
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