A/N: This is my first fan fiction in 2009 and I'm hoping to redeem myself in this fic. :D
Summary: As Chuck was moving on from the death of his father, but still feeling like an asshole that he is, a tragedy strikes his loved one. Is it now his time to comfort her like she was to him or will he just leave her alone? MOSTLY IN CHUCK'S POV
THE DAY SHE DIED INSIDE
Chapter One: Chuck Bass, where are you?
I could see the flat line…
I could see the family mourning…
I could see the cold pale corpse…
I… could… see Blair… suffering
I was standing near the room to where Blair and the other family members had stayed.
I was…
WORRIED
CONCERNED, on her how her life's fallen apart.
I… WALKED… AWAY
In shame once more.
Never turning back
Never looked back
I rid the limo home once more today
As I opened the door,
Serena came in with tears filled in her eyes
As she was mourning not only for her best friend
But mourning for THE death of her best friend's mother
She hugged me as I came.
I just stood there… as apathetical as I was.
Her tears as I feel were crashing down on my shoulder.
I still stood there, she knowing, I wouldn't move, let go of the hug.
I headed to the Mini Bar in my room.
Drinking the woes away
Was I to go or to stay?
I reflected.
I…
Just…
Stared…
At my own self, my reflection
Whatever happened to Chuck Bass?
The Chuck Bass that was…
There for his friends when they needed him…
Not doing drugs…
DEEPLY IN LOVE with Blair Waldorf
But now,
Where was I?
Chuck Bass, where are you?