Beating On The Walls
By: Kaden Zendi Fukuyama
Kaden: Well this is based on something a friend of mine went through… it's very serious, no supernatural in this one… sorry folks…
Iori: Please be nice in your reviews. This is a dedication for a dear friend of hers…
Daisuke: Yeah even I'm being nice and serious for this one…
Kaden: This was written while listening to No Doubt's independent 1995 CD "The Beacon Street Collection" An awesome CD. I don't own Digimon.
Beating On The Walls
I hate myself.
I can't stand myself anymore…
I've hurt the one I love.
I watch as my friends stare at me…
Do they hate me, too?
I know you hate me.
And your parents utter only words of discontent and hate towards me.
Don't think I didn't hear them say it when I talked to you on the phone the other day…
Why did you talk to me?
Don't you hate me?
I thought you did…
Maybe… I'm wrong…
No I am wrong!
And you're wrong too!!!
Wrong for still caring for me,
When all I did was ruin you…
I am at fault!
It's all me!!
I pushed you too far!!!
I should have waited…
You should have said no…
Look at me, world!!!
I'm beating on the walls…
The walls of my mind!
I can't get out…
I can't escape,
And I'm sorry if your parents hate me,
But that child will need a father,
So Sora I will be responsible for your sake,
I will stand by you and I will not hurt you again…
~ Ishida Yamato
R/R please… this story means allot to me… thank you so much