My Happy Ending

A/N: This is my first fanfiction and I'm not an English speaker so please forgive my mistakes and I would love to hear your fatback but please no flames.

Now about the fic: It is just a short oneshot I wrote at school. It happens right after Christine leaves and it can be set in the book, musical or movie universe, though I imagined this with Gerik.

My Happy Ending

" … And they kissed, got married and lived happily ever after."

This is how fairytales end. But life is not a fairytale.

We kissed and she left. There will be no wedding; there will be no happily ever after for us.

She left with the boy. They surly will have a happy ending. A fancy wedding that every girl must dream of; children. Lots of sweet beautiful children. Yes, a quite happy ending.

But where is my happy ending? Don't I deserve one too? Probably not. No, monsters don't deserve a happy ending. The knight in shining armor always kills the monster and saves the fair lady.

Though maybe death is not that bad. For death means no feelings, no pain, no thinking of her, no more her image filling my mind and her name filling my thoughts.

Yes, death would be good. Here is a nice sharp knife. If I cut my wrists the death will be almost painless. A painless death is probably the closest thing to a happy ending I will ever get.

I take the knife and cut. The pain is pleasant but I expected more blood. And here it comes. It won't take mach time.

I stare at the blood that pours out of the cuts like red rivers. How didn't I ever notice that red is such a beautiful color?

Suddenly I feel dizzy.

My vision blurs.

I drop the knife.

I fall.

Death comes.

Here is my happy ending.