Alright, here is my new story. I hope you'll like it as much as you did Kiss me. It'll probably be written a few chapters ahead so I don't have to struggle with the writing like I did with my first story, hehe.

This chapter is in Haley's P.O.V. It's kind of like a diary thing, like voiceover or something? If you understand.. Just read it ;)

-NaleyAlways4Ever

Love.

It's supposed to be the greatest thing you'll ever experience.

Something you'll always remember, and never wish to forget.

A feeling so strong that you wish it'll never leave.

For me, love is a curse.

Something I'm forced to live with.

Something that'll never be returned.

Why, you may ask?

I'll tell you, because he's married.

I've been completely, madly, head over heals in love with him for months now, but I don't stand a chance compared to his beautiful wife.

Or his perfect little family.

The family I'll never be a part of, because he would never consider leaving it behind for me.

Yes, we've kissed.

Once.

And then he pulled away, saying that he couldn't because he was married.

M-A-R-R-I-E-D

That's truly a curse, especially his marriage.

Sometimes I wish he wasn't married.

Who am I kidding, I wish it all the time.

And it makes me wonder..

What if he didn't have this perfect wife of his?

What if they weren't happy with their 4 year old son?

What if she wasn't pregnant?

Would I have a chance?

Would he leave her, to be with me?

Honestly?

I doubt it..

But maybe, in a twisted universe, we could be together.

And I could experience this amazing feeling:

Love.

But for now, I'm stuck with me.

Alone.

Watching him go home to his wife everyday.

Being around him is hard enough.

The need to touch him, and to kiss him, streaming in my blood is horrible!

Was kissing him a mistake?

Maybe, but I needed it.

It felt like he wanted it too, just for a second.

Maybe he did?

Maybe he didn't?

I'll never know..

Nathan Scott:

My love.

My drug.

My curse.

The married man I can never have, but always will dream about.

Will I get over him any time soon?

Probably not.

Deam it..!

His raven hair.

Deep blue eyes.

Charming smile.

Perfect and muscular body.

Things I'll never be able to forget.

Working with him is hard, very hard.

Especially when he's my attending.

Being Nathan Scott's intern for the day is horrible.

Staying away from him is hard.

Having him hold my hand when he's teaching me something,

is worse.

Almost too much for me to handle at times.

My heart breaks every time I see him.

Actually, it aches for him.

But he's married.

He belongs to her:

Brooke Davis Scott.

The successful designer and mother of his child.

James Lucas Scott:

The adorable son.

And then there is his unborn child.

The child still inside Brooke's stomach.

The child, coming out in just about a week.

His perfect family, where I don't belong.

I'm just an intern.

I'm just another woman in love with him.

I'm just an average girl, hoping for his affection.

I'm just..

Me.

Haley James.

The cursed woman, in love with Nathan Scott.

Okay, so that was a short chapter one, but I promise the next ones will be longer. I'm just giving you an insight into Haley's life and her feelings. Please review, you know how much I like them!

Also, I won't be updating the next chapter right away because I want to see how you responde first. If you don't like it, there is no point in updating, right? I'm thinking about uploading next Wednesday, because we have a holiday this week so I can write everyday and get ahead with the story before posting.

-NaleyAlways4Ever