''Sophie''-(talking)
While Mum was there with us, it was pretty easy to hide how hurt I felt.
But now that her and Dad had gone down the Rovers, leaving me and Sian alone together, it was quite a bit more difficult. "Can we put a film on?" she asked happily, and I nodded, not wanting to talk to her because I knew my voice would give me away. After putting our favourite film, Mean Girls , into the DVD player, she sat back on the couch and cuddled into me. I stiffened, but she didn t seem to notice. How could she act so nonchalant? She s just basically denied our relationship, how she feels about me, to her ex boyfriend! And she doesn t seem to care at all.
Despite how annoyed I was with her, I couldn t help but smile every time she laughed at something. Her laugh was infectious, and I found myself laughing along with her. It was my favourite film, after all. When the film was over, she got up and turned the DVD player off, before coming back and sitting on my knee. I do love you Soph. Honestly, she told me with a smile,
her arms curling around my neck as she leaned in and kissed me. It took all my will-power, but I managed not to kiss her back. She pulled away looking concerned, but I looked away from her. I didn t want to see the pain in her eyes, and I didn t want her seeing the hurt in mine.
"Whats the matter now?" she asked, and I sighed. "You should know what the matter is Sian. How do you expect me to feel after that?" I asked. "I knew you were still annoyed. Sophie, you re the one for me, yeah?" she said, but I could tell in her voice she was still doubtful. "I don t believe that Sian.
I still reckon you ve got a thing for Ryan, and I want you to prove you havent!" I cried.
She glared at me angrily, before pulling me into the most passionate kiss we d shared. When she reluctantly pulled away, we were both breathless, and I smirked despite myself.
"There s plenty more where that came from," she mumbled with a wicked grin, and I returned it as I pulled her lips back to mine.
''Sian''-(talking)
as we both pulled away from each others lips i still had a feeling sophie was still not fully convinced that it was her i loved and who i wanted to be with. Yes maybe i am still abit confused about the whole me and sophie being a 'couple' and she may be all up for telling sally and kevin about us. But am not ready. Her parents are more understanding than mine. Dad would tell me that is not right, like am breaking the law. Well thats what he will see it as,
and mum she would tell me its a phase, that am being stupid and that i should have some time apart from sophie but i think that would make me want her more. So thats why i dont want to tell people. My parents are not the reasonable type. Plus am abit scared of what people might say, how they will look at 'us'. Anyhow i need to do something to prove to sophie that i want her, 'only' her. As i sat here thinking of things to show my love to her. It suddenly clicked. Ryan...he had two festival tickets. And it was obvious that he wasnt going to use them. And sophie is always talking about wanting to go to a festival plus her favourite band 'florence & the machine' were playing. It was perfect.