My Heart's Torment
I run through the jungle searching ………. for what ? I don't know . I feel it . My
heart aches for it . I am as cold as ice . My body aches with pain , yet I go on . Searching ,
searching , and searching . Suddenly , I come to a clearing . It is right by a lake that I see
what my heart's pain is for .
A beautiful angel stands in the shallow waters . Dressed in
the colors of the sky in all of Heaven's glory . She does not notice me as I move closer to
her . She is crying for someone . I move closer still but she doesn't pays me any heed .
My heart breaks to see who it was in sadness . My body shivers in response to my heart's
pain . She is Rinoa , the one I loved .
My beloved , beautiful , sweet Rinoa . My pure
angel . Oh why , oh why , do you cry my angel ? It greatens my pain and burden to see
you like this . Please tell me , what's wrong ? She does not notice what I say in the
slightest . I reach down to touch her head but instead of touching her scalp my hand
passes through her and makes her shiver . I stumble back in horror .
Suddenly , everything opened up to me . I understood why she was crying , who she shed
those tears for , they were for me , my body lay sprawled in front of her in the water ……….
dead . I am a spirit , trapped on this Earth because I loved my angel too much to let her go
………. even after my life was over . Remember me Rinoa my angel , for I will watch
over you and remember you for eternity until we are reunited .
Author's note : I hope you liked this fic . It is my first one . There will be 10 chapters to come . I
hope you read and review all of them as soon as they come up . I am working on Part 2 tight now
. Please be patient . E-mail em any comments you have .