Crossing
with myself, I see pleasure in you
I see all that I know, all is
supposed to be true
In everything I write I thought I really
knew...me
I thought it was what you wanted to see
I change
myself for no one
I bleed with my mistakes secretly, than I am
gone
I don't know who you really are,
Crying, scraping on what
I've learned from this far
I hear melodies, they string with
ease
The don't hurt my silent life, they know how to appease
I
love who I am, but dream for a siren's heart
The one who holds me
even in my empty spacious dark
Continuing I know not what I
didn't know before
All that is left for me to feed from, pierces
strong within my core
She breathes, she's right here
But I find
myself, being someone else, what does she care?
I abuse my
people, they stand no chance
I believe in life for oneself, but...
too strained, just seeing her dance
For me, everything is as
it should be
What am I missing, oh, the answer will only
speak
When its changing what I know for me