Hey everyone

Hey everyone.........this is my first fic ever finished and I think it is going well. It is taito so if you don't like that couple don't read it isn't bad thats why its censored G.........Please let me know what you think but don't be too cruel.....................and of course i don't own any of the digimon characters so don't sue me

I Couldn't Tell Him, Could I

*Why?*

The question plagued his thoughts, his concsiousness.

* Why? Why didn't he tell him? Why couldn't he tell him? Why?*

Matt slammed his history book shut, grabbed his coat and headed out the door.

*I need some air.*

The night was clear and cool, the blonde wandered around until he ginally glanced at a clock and realized he had been out way too long, besides he had a history test tomorrow, not to mention he was no good with his guitar if he didn't have enough sleep

*I have to tell him...but what if he hates me when i tell him........at least you will have told him......I can't*

Matt argued with his self the whole way back to the apartment, he didn't realize how tired he was until he got to his room and flopped onto the bed.

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Groaning, Matt rolled out of bed, only to land on the floor in a pile of dirty clothes.

"Damn it!" Matt mumbled as he got up.

After about ten minutes of trying to make it through his room, he managed to get into the shower. Twenty minutes later, he was out and dressed.

* Why? I know I'm gonna run into him........Maybe I should just skip today.......No History Test*

Half an hour and two tubes of gel later, the blonde was on his way to school.

"Hey Joe" Matt said as Joe came running up

"Hey Matt, wait up," yelled Joe who was now panting

The two walked upto the building before going there seperate ways. Matt walked to his Calculus class after shoving his bag in his locker. Just as he was taking his usual seat in the back of the room. A familiar brown headed girl started heading toward where he was sitting...not what he needed at this moment.

"Good Morning Matt," Sora said all to cheerilly

"Hey, I didn't know you were in this class," Matt mumbled

"I am now, I just switched," Sora replied as she gave Matt a flirty smile.

*Why can't she understand that I have no interest in her.......*

Sora turned around as the teacher started the usual boring lecture. Gratefully Matt listened to the teacher as he droned on and on. An hour later the bell rang. The blonde was all to eager to get out of that class and the brown headed girl who kept smiling at him and dropping her pencil.

Matt groaned as he pulled out his history book. He didn't want to go to class, Tai was in that class and the blonde found it harder everyday to face him. Reluctantly, He threw his book back in his locker and grabbed his coat. As he turned to leave he bumped into Tai.

*Not now* matt groaned mentally

" Um....... Matt, Shouldn't you be in history class

" Yeah, but so should you."

Tai laughed uncomfortably " Yeah I should"

"Tai is skipping class?" Matt asked curiously

"Umm......yeah I didn't study and besides i need a break.............Hey your skipping too."

Matt laughed, "Yeah as usual i suppose,.............but if we don't get out of the hall our butts will be in detention"

*Just my luck.......I skip class to avoid him......but now I am skipping with him.........Is someone trying to tell me something*

Tai and Matt turned and ran down the hall not stopping till they got outside.

"So what do you so when you skip?" Tai asked curiously

"Walk around usually.......think." Matt said "Have you ever skipped before?"

"No not really.........I was always worried about being kicked off the soccer team for low grades..."

"Oh," Matt mumbled

The two boys walked down the sidewalk. Finally the reached the park, Tai began kicking the soccer ball around as Matt sat on the bench and watched him.

* He is so beautiful......the way the sun hits his wild hair ........ I can't take this anymore I have to tell him and now is as good a time as any*

Just then Tai walked over and sat next to Matt.

Simultaneously "I have to tell you something"

They both stared at each other as they sat on the bench.

I know nobody likes a cliff hanger but if I get enough responses I will write a second part. This is my first fic finished so if you have suggestions let me know...........be nice people.