Taking it all back

AU… I own nothing except for Teresa Mackenna and Emery Jonnie

This is set several months from where we are now in Season 2: Abel is back, Tara and Jax are expecting a baby but they are NOT together. Enjoy!

"What the hell do you mean he left? I didn't think you, yeah fuck you too." Mac dropped her phone in the seat next to her rolling her eyes. "Now if I were my brother where would I go?" She drummed her fingers against the steering wheel before smiling.

"Now where are we going?" Mac looked over at her best friend Emery. "Hopefully to find my brother."

"Yeah I got that, with the running out of rehearsal, packing a bag and getting in the car. Where are we going to look for your brother? And where is home?"

"Where my brother is." Mac laughed looking at Emery's face.

"You are such a smart ass."

"Yeah yeah yeah." Mac turned the car towards Charming, turning up the music. She didn't know how Emery would react to the life of the MC. It wasn't for everyone, and sometimes it was violent and hateful. But she had to go to her brother, she couldn't tell anyone else. Not even her best friend.

When Mac passed the Welcome to Charming sign she saw several motorcycles in front of her at the gas station. She pulled in, quickly getting out checking their cuts. "Hey guys. I need some help."

"Sorry darlin' we are little busy tonight." Mac cut her eyes to the man that had answered. His blonde hair was pushed behind his ears.

"Sure I get it." She walked back to her car, pulling out quickly.

"What was that Jax?" Opie asked his best friend.

"We don't have time to get caught up in any more drama." Jax told him.

Mac turned on the main road again, driving into town looking for some clue as to where her brother would be. With a sigh she turned into the police station. Once she was parked she shook her friends shoulder. "Do you want to come in with me?"

"The police? You hate the police."

"I know are you coming?" When they left, Mac was clutching directions in her hand. They quickly drove to Teller-Morrow Garage.

"I didn't know he was a mechanic." Emery commented as they pulled into the parking lot. Mac shrugged parking the call. As she got out she looked down the line of motorcycles.

An older man wearing the same cut as the younger ones she saw on the outskirts of the town. "Can I help you darling'?"

"I'm looking for Matthew."

"Sorry honey no one here by that name." Mac took a deep breath, looking back again at the bikes. Piney took the time to study her, petite, shoulder length dark hair, alabaster skin, beautiful face that was now scowling.

"Look his bike is here, and I really need to see him."

"Mac?"

She turned with a smile on her face. "Matt!" Mac jogged over to him, wrapping her arms around him. He tightened his arms lifting her off the ground.

"What are you doing here?" Matt set her down, his hand cupping her face.

"I need to talk to you." She paused looking around seeing several more men had joined them outside. "In private."

"Koz who is that?"

"Come on." He tugged her to the group his arm firmly around her shoulders. "Clay this is my baby sister Mackenna. Mac this is Clay."

"I didn't know you had a sister man. Welcome sweetheart." Clay kissed her cheek waving them into the building.

"Matt we really need to talk." Mac told him, he nodded looking at Clay.

"Go in the chapel man, no one will bother you there." Kozik nodded leading his sister into the club house, closing the double doors behind them.

"What's going on Mac?"

"I need help."

"What happened?" Kozik studied her, finally noticing the fading bruise on her cheek, the hand print around her neck. "Who did that to you?"

Mac took a deep breath, standing up feeling caged in the closed room. "I was attacked, he raped me."

"Who Mac? I'll take care of it, I promise. You are safe here."

"That's good to hear Matt, but that's not why I came looking for you. I already took care of him."

"What do you mean you took care of him?" Kozik asked her, grabbing her arm turning her to face him. "Mac talk to me."

The door swung open neither of them realizing it. "I killed him."

"Who the hell is this Kozik?" Jax asked him closing the door.

"Why do you care, you're too busy right?"Mac asked him, turning her back on him. "Matt here is my new number. We need to finish this conversation in private." Mac handed him a slip of paper, stretching up to kiss his cheek.

"Mac wait we need to finish this now. Come on." Kozik pulled her out of the room, and down the hall and into his room locking the door. "Now talk."

Jax stood in the main room looking down the hall. He crossed his arms waiting for them to return. "Why are you scowling son? We have Abel back, and you are going to be a dad again." Jax sighed still looking down the hall.

"Who the hell is that anyway?"

"Kozik's sister. Said she needed to talk to him, in private. Why where you busting in there?" Clay asked him.

"I saw her earlier, said she needed some help. I recognized the car. I want answers." Jax responded looking down the hall when he heard the raised voices.

"It's between them son." Clay told him.

"He is family right?" Jax asked walking down the hall; he stopped outside Kozik's room. He could hear them arguing inside.

"Look I know okay!" Mac yelled at her brother. "But it's done, he's dead."

"Where's the body?" Kozik asked after sighing.

"In my trunk."

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Kozik asked running his hand over his hair. "Jesus Mac. Okay we'll take care of it. Come on." Kozik opened the door running into Jax. "Hey man I'll talk to you later okay?"

"No we talk now." Jax grabbed Mac's arm keeping her the room. She tried to shake him off, his fingers digging into her skin.

"Let go!" Mac tried again to shake his hand off jerking them further into the room.

"Not until I get some answers, like why are you going to help her get rid of a body?"

Mac swung her fist connecting solidly with his stomach. "Let go of me asshole." Jax released her in surprise, she pushed him away. "I don't have to answer your fucking questions."

"Mac, you don't but I do." Kozik told her, pulling her to his side. "He's my V.P. and I have to answer him."

She sighed looking at the other man before nodding. "Fine." She slammed the door before sitting on the bed.

"Jax Teller, my sister Mackenna Kozik. She was attacked and raped last month."

Jax swore standing in front of Mac. "I'm sorry darlin' I didn't know. We will take care of it."

"Why do you all fucking assume I need you to take care of it? I took care of it, he's dead." Mac told him, standing up from the bed.

"But the body?" Jax asked her, his hands on her shoulders.

"In my trunk, I didn't know where else to go."

"Why didn't you call the police?" Kozik asked her.

"Well I did. But that was in a different town. And when I saw him again in the crowd I panicked. I called the police, they didn't do anything. The next afternoon we were in a sound check when I saw him again. I left and when I was walking to my car he came up behind me. I reacted and shot him."

"The gun the guys say you came and got. Damn it Mac why didn't you tell them?"

"I was ashamed Matt. I didn't want to involve the guys unless I had to." Mac told him refusing to look at either man.

"I got him in my trunk and stopped long enough to get my stuff. Emery called me insisted she come with me."

"Does she know?"Jax asked pulling out a cigarette.

"No, I was only going to tell Kozik. And now you, so now what do we do?"

"Well, we go get rid of the body. Pull your car into the garage. Go get the van."Jax told Kozik, he nodded, stopping only to kiss Mac's cheek before walking out.

"You are safe here; we will take care of you."Jax told her.

"And like I told my brother. I don't need to be taken care of." Mac walked out leaving Jax staring after her.