I ran through the parking lot towards my old truck. I opened the door in one swift motion, trying to escape the rain that was not melting through my sweatshirt. I sat still for a moment just staring at the rain drops slipping down my windshield.

Your fingertips across my skin

I wish I could just slip down a piece of glass and evaporate.

The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

I closed my eyes as a mental picture of him slowly appeared.

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I shook my head a few times trying to get the thought out of my flooded head and heart. Not wanting to feel the pain that I knew was coming soon. I turned the key and the low rumble pierced through the silence that notified me my truck had purred to life. I backed out of the parking space and headed home.

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I stared at the windshield wipers wiping the rain drops viciously of my wind shield. If only they could wipe my sleight clean. Of even better, wipe me away.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

I pulled into my driveway and stopped the car. I turned the key and pulled it out of the ignition. I closed my eyes and sighed. A single tear slid down my pale, lifeless face.

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I opened the door and stepped out of my rundown truck. I closed the door with a jerk and started towards the front door. I slipped on the mud that made up our driveway. I fell down landing with a sharp pain on my knees. I couldn't feel the pain now, but I knew it was there. The pain from my heart blocked everything these days.

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

I sat down and looked up to the sky, not caring that the rain was cold. I just sat there in my misery, letting rain and sadness wash over me. I pulled my knees up to my chest and draped my arms around them. I cried till I couldn't cry any longer. Damn I missed him.

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I pulled my self up, noticing that every muscle in my body was fighting against me. I slugged up to the door and fumbled to unlock it.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance

I ran upstairs and took a hot shower letting the water run over me. I closed my eyes and let my body take over. Before I knew it, I was in bed curled up in a tight ball under the covers.

My back is turned on you

I looked out my window. The window Edward used to sneak in to.

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

I hated that damn window.

Almost lovers always do

He didn't realized that when he left me. He took my heart, my soul, and my life with him. I gave him everything, and he left with it. What the hell was I supposed to do know? You can't live without your soul mate. The person you love with all your heart. You can't just move on like nothing happened. And that's what he did. He left me in the dark and the cold not caring that I was falling apart, I'm barely breathing. I had a broken heart that's was still beating.

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

He broke his promise and I would never be the same. He changed me.

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

I knew it was my entire fault. And there was nothing I could do to prevent that from being true. I tried to blame him, but I knew deep down the truth

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

I got out of bed and slowly walked to my door. I opened it and rand down stairs and started making dinner for Charlie. Another day without Edward.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream

We ate in silence. Knowing that whatever one of us said, it wouldn't break the ice that surrounded us these days. I washed the dishes as he watched a game. I said goodnight and creped up the stairs.

I'm trying not to think about you

I changed into my PJ's and went to the window to open it out of habit. I sighed. I stared out the glass that separated me from the world. I grabbed the latch and closed it.

Can't you just let me be?

I crawled into my bed and lay on my back. I stared at the ceiling. I rolled over and laid my arm out. Imagining he was with me.

So long, my luckless romance

I gave up after trying to remember every perfect god like detail about him and drifted to sleep. It would all be that same tomorrow.

My back is turned on you

It would all be that same, without Edward.

Should have known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do

A/N

Song: A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

I don't own anything. Although I do wish I owned Edward.

This is my first ever attempt at a fic. D Please review!