Invisible
"Hey Kels," Jason Cross smiled as he strode up to my locker. I flushed, trying to mask my nervousness. I had liked Jason for…well a while. I was sure he didn't know, but even then, I had to be careful to mask my embarrassment in front of him.
"Did you see the new girl?" he asked casually, "she's pretty hot."
Unintentionally I dropped my books. I wasn't the type of friend who Jason usually talked about girls with. Just the fact that he had the nerve to praise another girl in front of me immediately angered me. Realizing that I had no reason to get angry because Jason knew nothing of my feelings for him, I took a deep breath to calm myself down.
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
I tried not to stare at him as I watched him talk about his siblings. It was amazing how huge and bright his eyes became when he was happy. I loved his smile, the way it made his eyes sparkle.
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
Just then, the girl who I assumed must be the new girl walked by. Jason stopped in the middle of his sentence and just stared. She didn't even notice, she just kept on walking by. I wanted to slap her and tell her how lucky she is. If only it was me Jason stared at.
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
Snapping out of his reverie, he turned back to me. Apparently he didn't even notice that I had been staring at him for the past two minutes. If only I had the guts to tell him how I really feel.
And I just want to show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
I sighed as I told Jason that I had to get to class. As I walked, I thought about our entire relationship. He barely even knew me. Sure we had been friends for a while, and I had gone to school with him for as long as I could remember. But he didn't really know me. If only he actually saw me once in a while. Really saw me, not just looked at me like he normally did.
There's a fire inside of you
That's burning to shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
It just made me so angry that he liked a girl he first saw ten minutes ago. Granted, she was pretty, but she wouldn't appreciate him. She wouldn't even give him the time of day.
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
I spent way too many hours thinking about how to make him mine. It's just that I know we would be the perfect couple. I just wish I could make him realize that.
And I just want to show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
